Look AT THAT PICTURE!!!! OH MAW GAWD!!

*FANGIRLS WITH ALL MY MIGHT*

THIS IS STORY FILLED ME WITH HATE, DETERMINATION, JOY, AND DESPAIR THROUGHOUT THE CHAPTERS I STRUGGLED TO MAKE!! I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M TYPING THIS ON CAPS LOCK.

Well it seems that this book reached 7k reads, and I just couldn't be happier ^●^

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Serena's POV

Mama and I were walking around the town just to look for a hotel, I kept a long distance away from her just to be safe. She was kinda disappointed at my actions, but clearly understands how I feel.

Finally we found a hotel room cheap enough to stay in one night, because tomorrow I decided to go back to Kalos and search for Dove and end this war we have caused since we were kids.

We entered the room and I instantly plopped down on the bed groaning from the pain, Mama looked at me and giggled. "What? Something wrong with my attitude?" I asked quite harshly "You really need to change that attitude of yours young lady" I scoffed "Since when did you became the boss of me? Your only doing this mother thing just so you won't get shot" I looked back at Mama and saw her eyes filled with pain and sadness "Is that all you think of me? A person with no heart? Even though throughout the years of being separated from you and was forced by Eric to not see you?" She asked "How could I ever think of you differently? That's what all I could ever feel since you left! You have no idea how much pain I've endured just for this gang's reputation!" I exclaimed "But not as painful as a mother that was separated from her daughter! Serena, I wished that I could see you, but Eric would treathen to kill me if I leave his sight! I was abused by that man, I was being used as a toy!" She sobbed and collapsed on her knees.

"That man caused you nothing but pain, but you chose to stay with him?! What were you thinking?!" I growled "I was thinking about the reputation! I was blinded by my own hunger for power, and so I left Xavier to be with a wealthier man that can lead this gang to the top!" She exclaimed, I got out off bed and slapped her really hard.

"So your saying you were just using him?! Your nothing but a user mother! Nothing but user!" I hissed "Don't talk to me like that like you know me! You have no idea how much pain I have experienced since I left your father and you when you were just a bay, I felt so broken and lost that I wanted to kill myself. I wanted to..commit suicide after my stupid decisions" She uttered "Then why don't you do it now? No one is here and I still have the sword with me" she shot a glare at me "Serena as much as I know your too angry and confuse, but please I want you to forgive me" I sighed "I already told y-" she cut me off "I want the forgiveness of Serena herself, I can clearly see how uneasy and angry you are to me. I want us to start a new relationship, Serena please forgive your own pathetic mother for the things she have caused" She pleaded.

I honestly don't know what to do. A part of me wants to forgive her while the rest wants to kill her, I just can't decide.

I look at her and saw how sincere her words were due to her expression, but I just can't.

"You've caused me so much pain mother...why should I?" I asked "It wasn't done by my own will, it was your step father's, I wanted to hold you and care for you when you were a baby, but I couldn't. I failed you as a mother Serena. Please forgive me" she pleaded once again, I gritted my teeth and looked away from her. I left the room and ran outside the hotel.

I just couldn't, I just can't see her right now.
With all the emotions I felt today
With all the pain I caused
With all the friendships that was broken

How could I ever forgive her?
Why did I say the little girl in me could forgive her?
What is wrong with me?