I wanted to thank you my friend. You already know why, but I will tell you again.
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I want to thank you for keeping me safe from myself and for trusting me when I should have not been trusted. I've always thought of you highly, any jokes were to show appreciation. It may have been hard to tell, but I can't express emotion that easily. I am sorry about that.
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I'm more sorry that I am closed off and will only let certain people break down my walls. I like those walls. They have kept people out and sometimes those walls made me let people down. I didn't mean for that to happen.
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I love you friend. You have introduced me to many things, and I you. I understand I may not be the ideal friend for you to have, but you are perfect for me. Thank you.
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There have been more spilt secrets than anything else. More spilt secrets than blood or tears. These secrets have built the wall that you are still trying to tear down. Why?
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You know that this will be attached to your Christmas present and I will tell you to open and read it in secret. I do not know if you will or not, but maybe that doesn't matter.
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Now listen to me friend. I am not going to leave you. It's not even a promise that I've made, it's that I would disappoint someone. I would disappoint you, him, them, her, and everyone else. I would give the satisfaction to those who hate me, and give despair to those who loved. Despair for those who broke a small hole in the wall.
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A friend. A sister. A past cutter. A fangirl at heart. A person with a crush. An atelophobic. A British bred person.
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I won't leave you.