(CW: Multilation of the arms and rays, self hatred, screaming until voice is lost, breaking objects in a fit of rage)

(Spoilers for "Eclipse Gets Therapy from Earth")

Seriously? Why does Eclipse need therapy?

If they do a redemption arc for Eclipse, I'm gonna scream.

Eclipse doesn't deserve therapy.

Eclipse is too far gone to need anything like redemption.

Why is she trying so hard to convince Eclipse of anything?

Those comments. He read. Over and over again as he walked around the bunker. Their fists clenched tightly, claws penetrating their hands.

It wasn't even theirs.

Nothing was theirs.

Eclipse's breathing became ragged and heavy, chest rising up and down with each harsh breath. Eclipse looked at the monitor and gripped the screen, claws cracking it and then... they screamed, throwing the monitor with one hand from one end to the other. The monitor shattering on impact. The screaming continued, objects being thrown left and right.

The walls were cracking and denting, monitors being shattered, chairs broken on impact from being thrown on the wall. When every object was broken to nothing, Eclipse stared at their arms.

It wasn't even their arms!

Eclipse screamed again, raising one hand in the air, brandishing Solar Flare's claws, bringing them down onto his arm, and tore off the casing. Oil spewing out like a waterfall. Solar Flare's claws kept destroying the casing, wires getting caught on and being torn out. Eclipse screamed out as the wires were pulled out and moved on to the other arm, managing to do the same thing. In Eclipse's rage, he didn't realize that one of those wires was connected to something sensitive.

And, because of that, Solar Flare's right arm weakened. Eclipse growled, wishing they made Solar Flare with teeth. Eclipse panted and struggled to lift up Solar Flare's arms and hook their claws on the wires of their left arm and pulled some out. Eclipse panted and stumbled backwards towards the wall and hit it, sliding down and sitting on the ground.

Eclipse screamed again, and the sound of metal scrapping erupted from Solar Flare's voice box. Eclipse kept screaming at nothing, tears falling down his face until Solar Flare's voice box cut off.

It was damaged. Just like him. Eclipse let out silent sobs, arms lying limp on either side as his nobody racked as the silent sobs still continued. Eclipse accepted it. He was the bad guy who could never get a redemption arc. Or therapy. Was it destiny to end up alone? Was it destiny not to have help? Was it destiny not to have anyone listen to their cries?

Loneliness. Hurt. Abandoned.  Anger. Resentment.

Even the loss of Solar Flare was upsetting for Eclipse.

Eclipse tried to call out, but it was no use. So, the only thing that Eclipse could manage was two words that would never be heard.

"I'm sorry."

Eclipse let himself cry again.