It my fault....it's all my fault! My parents are getting divorced and it's my fault! And before anyone tries to tell me it isn't, I have proof. First of all they had to find out that I have depression and anxiety issues, and then they found out I was self harming. They had to find out that their first child had all these things wrong with her and then to top it all off I ran away to try and kill my self, now I can't imagine all the stress and frustration I put them through but I'm willing to bet it quickly became to much. I don't deserve love my parents have given me nor am I worth the effort. I doubt I'll ever get to a point where I truly feel happy with myself. I don't even deserve death, death is to kind a fate. I deserve to suffer for as long as possible....I just wish my parents didn't care so much so that my suffering wouldn't hurt them too...