lucille granger

The day felt longer yet again. It was so tiring to breathe. It was exhausting to even exist. 

I tossed and turn in my bed, trying to find a comfortable position.

But I couldn't. 

It's only been one day without speaking to Draco, but nothing ever sat right. What's wrong with me? Why can't I last a day without him? And why now?

It's like a strong urge to want him near comes and goes every few hours. 

I don't even have Onyx here in my room because she's snuggling with Blaise. She's hardly ever here anymore.

And as for Lorenzo- I can't always have him come and save me. 

Right now, I'm probably about to make a big mistake.

But I can't help it.

I need to find Draco.

I shoot up from my bed and throw on my sweater knitted by Mrs. Weasley and immediately run out my room

Am I making a mistake?

I speed down the corridors as my heart races. 

Where could he be right now? 

The first room to check was the commons, but it's highly unlikely.

It's got to be the Room of Requirement.

I sprint down corridors with feather-weighted feet. 

Before I could even reach the wall where the Room of Requirement would be, the large doors have already appeared in front of me. This moment truly was meant to be.

I slowly crept open the door and stepped foot inside. It was silent. The crackling fire and a few creaks was all to be heard. 

My heart was palpitating. Where are you, Draco?

I looked around, searching for the tall cabinet that robbed us of our time. 

There it is.

I lightly sprint towards the cabinet and stop at my tracks to see Draco resting peacefully on the sofa. 

He looks exhausted.

Before I make any noise or even step closer, I hesitate.

Should I really be doing this? Should I even be risking this right now?

I step closer, trying not to wake him just yet.

His chest rises and falls peacefully, though his face is plastered with exhaustion.

"Draco?" I spoke softly.

He flutters his eyes open. As his groggy eyes slightly meet with mine, they widen by his surprise. He sits up immediately in shock.

"Lucille?" He questions, "What are you doing here?"

Fuck, why do I suddenly want to cry?

Tears start pooling as Draco shoots up from the sofa and pulls me into an embrace.

"I'm sorry-" I stutter, "I-I know we're supposed to be on a b-break but I left you without saying farewell or even g-giving you a k-kis-."

"Shh... Lucille. It's okay," He holds my head against his chest, as I heard his beating heart. It soothed my nerves, and his scent was so calming. "We have forever for those."

I looked up at him and immediately placed a long warm kiss on his lips. 

"Draco," I breathe, "I need you."

He looked into my eyes with his grey glistening beads. 

Without hesitation, his lips melted onto mine as we exchanged passionate kisses. Our tongues gently pranced around each other's presence, and his fingers ran through my hair. His hand traveled down to my lower back and pulled me closer as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

He pulled away as hunger grew on his lips. "Are you sure about this?" 

I nodded yes without hesitation. He dove in for a kiss once more, as we shuffled onto the sofa. 

Draco gently positioned me on the sofa, not breaking the kiss. Our breathing was ragged, and the atmosphere was passionate; it was longing and needed.

He pulled away and gently removed my sweatpants as the cold air collided with the once warm surface of my skin. I sucked in my breath. 

Draco started placing kisses on my neck, and went down to my thighs and placed warm kisses there, too.

His cold large hands gently rubbed the side of my thighs and nipped at the sensitive parts of my legs, causing me to let out soft moans and arched my back in pleasure.

Draco went back up in level to my face and dove in once more. 

I wanted him, and I wanted him now.

I tugged at the hem of his black dress pants. He quickly unbuckled his belt as I pulled them out its loop and dropped it onto the ground. Draco unzipped his pants and lowered his pants, revealing the growing erection under his grey boxers. 

Draco pushed aside my underwear and I pulled down his boxers. His hard erection brushed against my vagina.

He looked down and aligned his dick with my entrance as he slowly entered inside me. I let out a small gasp. I am probably never going to get used to his size.

As Draco entered me gently, his breathing shuddered. As he slowly increased his speed, the winces withered and the pleasure soon came pooling in.

I clung my arms around his neck as I stared at his face, waiting for his eyes to meet with mine. 

And they did.

His eyes softened as they stared deeply into mine. I watched him unravel, and him the same. 

"I love you," He said breathlessly, as his hips bucked gently, making sure I get every 9 inches of him. 

"I-." I stuttered, melting at the pleasure, "I love you too,"

A gentle grin grew on his face as his pace increased slightly.

This sex was rather different; Draco was being so gentle, yet passionate. Our bodies truly mended as one tonight. It wasn't overall lustful, nor was it angry; it was out of love. 

I pulled his head closer to mine as I kissed him again. I moaned softly into his mouth as his pace was getting far more aggressive. I wrapped my legs around his waist, wanting him deeper inside me. Our own lips parted on top of each other as our breathing soon became ragged. 

"Lucille, I-." He whimpered as he pumped into me, "Don't ever leave me."

"Never," I responded weakly. 

After what felt like forever of ranges from slow to fast, gentle to hard thrusts, we both came undone together, melting at each other's eager touch.

He let out a soft groan as he came, whispering sweet nothings into my ear, sending chills down my spine and goosebumps all over my overly-sensitive body. 

Draco gently pulled out of me as I winced. He lifted his boxers and pants back on, and laid right next to me, panting deliberately, and I the same.

I centered my underwear and turned my body, facing his. He looked at me and gently placed a kiss on my forehead, in which my heart flutter. 

I placed my leg over his legs as his cold hands gripped onto my thigh with his cold rings pressing against my warm, tender skin. 

He places his arm under my head as I nuzzled into his chest; his heart beating rapidly, but slowly coming down from the aftermath.

We accompanied one another by our calm breathing and nothing else. I wanted to be in his arms forever. I will be in his arms forever, but not yet.

"Lucille," He cooed, "Is everything okay?"

I huffed. "I just... missed you," I responded, "And leaving so sudden shortly after you told me that you had to let me go was such a stupid thing to do. And I know it's only been one day, but it didn't sit right with me to leave without even saying good-bye-"

"Lucille," He cut me off, "It's okay. There's no need to say good-bye anyways because I'm never leaving your side,"

Silence emits.

"Draco?"

"Hm?"

I bit my lip nervously. "What happens after you fulfill the Dark Lord's task? I mean, what happens with us?"

He looks up at the ceiling, seeming that he's finding words to compose.

"Well, what do you have in mind, Lucille Granger?"

I softly chuckle. I oh so hate when he says my full name. "Well, I actually have a few ideas, Draco Lucius Malfoy,"

He chuckles and rolls his eyes in response to me saying his full name back. "Do tell,"

I huff. "For starters, we graduate-"

"Um, I don't think it's appropriate if I did-"

"Okay, for starters I graduate," I correct myself, "Then um-. Then our future starts," I continue. "We could live in the muggle world; away from the magic. Away from all the wizardry," 

"Away from it all?" 

"Not completely," I respond, "We could live a life in between both worlds,"

"Between both worlds," He repeated, "That sounds like a great idea, Lucille,"

I grin. "I know it does," I boasted, as he softly chuckled, "I always have the best ideas,"

He gently runs his fingers through my hair. "What other ideas do you have, Lucille,"

"Um. Well. We could start by finding muggle jobs. Of course, we'd have to save up money to find a place for the both of us, so we could stay with my parents-"

"Or we could stay in the manor-"

"Or we could start being independent together," I cut him off as he huffed. "Put the silver spoon down, Draco. It's time you start becoming independent,"

Draco groaned. "That sounds like so much work, Lucille,"

"But I promise you that it'll be all worth it," I assured him. 

"Okay, fine," He grunted, "What's next?"

I smiled as my heart palpitated, blushing at his deep interest in the future.

"We can either build our home in Canterbury," I suggested, "Or Plymouth,"

"Woah, remote villages?"

"Wouldn't you like peace?"

He contemplated. "Peace does sound great right now," He muttered. "What else,"

I bit my lip once more, thinking. "Well, what do you have in mind, Draco?"

He huffed, staring at the ceiling. "Do you want children?"

My heart skipped a beat. Children?

"Um. Maybe 1 or 2, yes,"  I responded lowly.

He looked at me as I looked at him back. The corners of his mouth slowly crooked, unraveling a small smile.

"Okay," He breathed, "Then we'll have one or two,"

My face turned warm, full of fluster. "Draco Malfoy wanting children?"  I teased, "I thought you didn't want bloody Death Eater children?"

He rolled his eyes. "That was before I knew that life could be different for the both of us," He cooed. "Before I knew I wanted my life with you forever."

His words were music to my ears. I felt at peace and warm. 

"Well, you'll be a good father, that's for sure," I marked.

Silence emits. "I hope so," He stammered, as his emotions quickly dropped. "I hope I don't end up like the blue print of my own father,"

I brought my face close to his and placed a reassuring kiss on his cheek. "You won't be like your father, Draco. I'll make sure of it," 

His eyes met with mine as they softened. Draco kisses my forehead and pushes my hair away from my face.

"I'll never understand why you're so good to me, Lucille Granger," He reckoned. "I'm not a good person-"

"Draco," I interrupted his sentence, "You're everything to me. We all make mistakes. We're not bloody perfect, that's for sure," 

"Definitely not," He snickered, "But to me, you're perfect in every way, Luce."

Draco gently kissed me, then pulled away, leaving a smile on my lips. 

"I have high hopes for the both of us, Draco," I added. "Things will all fall into place, don't you think?"

He looked back up at the ceiling. "I think so, too."

I fiddled with the buttons of his button-up long sleeve as the pace of our breathing aligned.

"Lucille?" He beckoned.

"Yes?"

Draco gulped. "Will you promise me not to lose hope in me?" His voice cracked.

I raised my head and looked at him with his quivering expression. "Draco, I would never lose hope in you," I assured him, pushing his falling blonde hair away from his sweet complexion.

"You promise?"

"Yes, Draco. I promise."

I laid my head back down on his chest. 

"I'm really looking forward to our future after all this is done, Lucille," He cooed.

"I am, too, Draco."

Silence emits once more. 

"This break," He spoke, "Is only for the best. You know that, right?"

"Yes, Draco, I know. I know now."

"Good," He assured. "Try not to be so upset during the break, alright? Just keep looking forward to the future like I am."

I softly giggled. "Okay, Draco," I responded.

He placed a kiss on my forehead once again.

"We should get a dog, too." He suggested.

I chuckled. "We'll get two."

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