"We met for a reason, either your a        blessing or a lesson."
                              -Anonymous

"Are you mad?" I cringed.

   I wish I could save myself the embarrassment and dig a hole an die, but I knew Victor would only dig me out and have me face it one way or the other.

  So that's exactly what I'm doing now.

Victor paused his dish washing and turned to face me. He smiled and turned back to continue scrubbing .He's so calm compared to how he was an hour ago. "Why would I be mad silly?"He replied.

I plopped my elbows on the table resting my cheeks on my palms. Didn't he already know?

"Because I was almost ran over on my first sight seeing in Russia." I signed. This was harder than I thought.

He ended up ordering pizza ,which was amazing, yet disappointed. It wasn't Victor's 'Ideal meal' for my first time in Russia.

I heard the sink go off and silence followed by that. Maybe he didn't want to talk about it? It'd be best to drop it now before I regret it later. After all I don't want to push his buttons.

Slipping off the table ,I slowly made my way to the couch. His apartment was so spacious Maccachin must of spent all of his time running around .

"Yuri where are you going?"Victor asked.

I plopped down on the couch and craned my neck back to look at Victor. Smiling I motioned my head for him to come join me. Without hesitation he jump right on top of me snuggling into my chest.

"Here on our couch ,hoping we can watch a movie together." I heard quiet taps on the floor. Giggling I welcomed Maccachin to lay on my lap. I didn't mind a bit more weight.

"I forgive you Yuri just don't ever do something so reckless like that again. I love you too much after all~" Victor purred, his warm breath against my ear made me blush like a fool.

"Victorrrr..."He really knows how to make me feel like a teenage girl. But I love him as well ,so in this case, it's okay. Your a liar...

Pecking his cheek I whispered 'movie' and he stood up rapidly trying to find the perfect one. I shook my head. It's funny how he thinks I'd understand it, best to keep quiet though .That's all you'll ever be good at .

"Hmm Yuri~ you keep day dreaming. I think we should skip the movie and cuddle instead ." Victors hand made contact with mine ,his tone was calm but concerned at the same time

"Huh?Wha- why I was just thinking."I pouted. Yes I pouted , perfectly normal when things don't go your way. I really, really felt like watching a movie .So did Maccachin, he must of felt my despair since he started barking. I grinned.

"See even Maccachin wants to watch a movie. Movie! Movie! Movie!" I laughed.

Victor chuckled at my child ness nodding his head repeatedly. He put both hands up and bowed down to us."Alright,  Alright but one condition. We watch a movie in our room it's so cold here! I need a new heater , have to keep my Yuri warm and cozy!"

I blushed, this man ....

"Ahhhh so warm Yuri~." So suffocating also. I was currently being used as a body pillow with 4 extra blankets, really thick blankets, on top of us. I think I forgot what breathing was like.

"Victor...can't... Breath..." I choked out.

"But Yuri! I need to keep you safe and warm from all the harsh storms outside. I think this is too little." For the love of god Victor.

Sooner or later he did let me go, sort of. His movies were definitely not a choice so we turned to Netflix instead.

We laid on our bed, the lights were off but the light bulbs above us lit up the room beautifully in the dark. Maccachin was fast asleep, but we stayed up. The day went by quickly ,yet we felt as if it was just beginning. After the movie it was almost impossible to fall asleep.

We didn't talk at all, just stared into each others eyes .Wondering the same thing, how did we get so lucky?

Luck runs out faster then you think.

I frowned. Earlier I noticed the same thing. The voices in my head were coming back. Just before I walked off the curve, I was thinking about it.. I thought to myself ,this wasn't possible? Was it?

I went through hell and back to get rid of these voices, it was the cause of my depression and lack of confidence. It affect my skating, my personal life, my family...

I had serval medications yet not one of them worked. Being on the verge of breaking was terrifying but, I believed there was someone or something out there.

Something strong enough to make them stop. Strong enough to break me free.

"Love are you feeling alright?" Once again his soft hand caressed mine.

And I found it.

"I'll always be alright as long as I'm by your side Victor..."

But it's only a matter of time before....

He smiled at me rubbing his hand up and down my arm. He'll always be my everything. Victor leaned in to kiss my lips gently. "Goodnight love."

... I come back to finish what I started.

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A/N: I'm terribly sorry for the delay wow this won't happen again I have the next chapter (gets even more depressing lol) half way done <3
                                          -Nathan