Varna was following Vivaan.As he closed door of room and turned on the heater.He turned around and bumped into her.Seeing that nervous look on her face.Shopping bag on her hand.How can he forget.What he got for her from their trip to Australia.He couldnt find right time to give it to her.Now that he had some mischief on his mind.He wouldnt leave her easily.

Var-"Vivaan.Please.You know well.I cant."

She turned around and left bag on bed.Sitting there with pout.He hid his smile and went after his wife.Getting rid of his jacket.

V-"What you cant?I got gift for you.And you are refusing this.Wow.I deserve this treatment and today."

He faked a pout and sit there.While she felt bad from inside.In a way she doesnt have ehart to disappoint him.That also when he never leaves chance to make her feel special.She bit her lips.And checked out materials inside bag.A lump formed in her throat.Seeing that lacy long gown feeling it on her fingers.

V-"This is your color."

He whispered to her and she dropped gown on bed.Ou tof nervousness.He felt like banging his head somewhere.

Var-"I cant wear all this.I never wore.I will get you gift later."

V-"Thank you so much.Mrs Varna.But I dont want any gift from you.First time in life wanted anything from you.But I forgot.You are not normal right.Give this to me.I will gift someone else."

Var-"What?You will gift this to someone else?"

V-"Yes someone.Who would value my gift.Not make faces.Huh."

He knew he was on right track.He took shopping bag.And it worked.She snatched it from him.Anger visible on her face.

Var-"Never ever challenge.Me.In case you forgot."

She smirked at him and went to rest room.Vivaan gave victory grin.Rubbing his palms and feeling chills.He dropped himself on bed.Checking time again and again.Waiting for his wife.

It felt like ages after which he heard door.Light frown that formed on his forehead.Lines seemed to vanish as smile captured his lips.Varna came out feeling shivers from inside.Her long hair open.And without any makeup her face had glow.She was sheer beauty.Which winds magic on him every time.She couldnt meet his eyes.As he tried to learn expression on her face.She was tensed or shy.Deep inside he was overjoyed knowing well.How they have left discomfort boundaries behind.Long ago.He went to her and tucked strand of hair behind her hair.Even his presence was making her shy today.

V-"hmm.Not bad.But why this?"

She had stole wrapped around her.Covering her which disturbed him.In different way altogether.His eyes were touching her even with distance between them.

Var-"Im feeling cold.You wanted me to wear this.See I wore."

She tried to sneak from there.Being held by her.As he pulled her towards him.Closing distance and feeling each others breathe.She had her eyes shut.As he kissed her forehead softly.His hands on her waist.Holding her gently.She smiled resting her head on his manly shoulders.

V-"You make me speechless.Every time Varna.I love you."

She raised her eyes to look at him.As he did something taking her hands in his.Next securing her one hand on her waist and other one holding onto her fingers clasping on them preciously.She was confused till he asked her out through eyes for dance.

Var-"Music??"

V-"Let our heartbeats sing.The best tonight."

Vivaan Reddy was charmer.In all as he swayed to rhythm of their love.Lost in each others eyes and then the moment.That belonged to them only.He twirled her around and got her back in his arms.Her back hitting his front.As his nose touched her cheeks burning them.She felt her breathe heavy trying to match his passion.Both delved into love.

Both fell on bed.With smile on their faces holding onto each others hands.He kissed hers keeping it closer to his heart.She went to hug him.Feeling his heartbeat as he kissed her head.After some time she tried to get  up.

V-"Excuse me.Where do you think you are going."

His smirk was enough to tell her.What he had on mind.Before she could run away he caught her well.Pinning her under him on bed.Kissing her face all over and teasing her.Going closer to lips but not touching the place.He went to her neck getting rid of stole.She shut her eyes feeling gooosebumps.As he had only one word to describe her breathtaking.He touched her chin and raising it placed soft kisses on her neck line and throat.Hearing her moans he could hold it no longer.Pulling over quilt on them.Yet again professeing his love for her.Wishing moment to never end.Varna touched his cheek.With affection staring at his eyes.Living dream she never thought would come true in life.He kissed her eyes and she smiled through tears.Letting him invade her.Both made love to each other preciously.Passionately and trembling even in warmth of love.He held onto her hands kissing her.She took heavy breath as her head dropped on pillow.Sweat covered their face.He just looked at her in moment and whispered I love you.Both smiled in tears.As if they could hold on to this moment.He hugged her like a baby.Hiding his in her neck.She touched his hair.

Sleep was far from Varna's eyes.She looked at her husband sleeping.Holding her tightly.Feeling his breath on her neck.They have come long way she knew.At this moment in life.Everything was perfect.But there was an uneasiness weaving inside her.She felt her throat drying up.And looked for water.Slowly she untagled herself from him.Pulling sheet covering her.She had some water from side table.her eyes fell on Pranushs doll.That was on floor.She picked it up and went back to bed.A light smile graced her lips.Remembering how Pranu was crying other day.When dolls dress was torn.And guess who fixed it for him.His father with all love as she saw duo.Keeping name for doll in their own world.She touche doll its long hairs and frock.Then kept it closer to her heart.A drop of tear trickled down her cheek.She stared at her husband.

In this life she never believed she would be blessed with so much love.And happiness.When she was ready to engulf darkness.But he made her believe in living a life.She never knew existed.Her wishes matter to someone now.Who chose to ask her what she wants.What can she do for him.To give him happiness in this life.Was her love enough.She wished to give him something which.Would be precious for both of them.Compelte their love in every sense.She stared with blank mind.If only fate would have been little considerate towards her.Giving her right to give him bundle of joy.Their baby.She knew how badly he wished to have baby girl.Not that he ever expressed it to her.After that day when she made it clear she doesnt want baby.After knowing about her medical condition from doctor.He didnt bring topic again.But she has seen him glancing at that doll.Every time he would tell story to Pranush.Hold it closer to him.With smile on face.Will there ever be light on her life.Which will fill gaps of devoidness.

Prakash and Karuna were having tea.Been while he have been recovering and already making visits to office.It was difficult handling work pressure.At times he realized how Varna used to make it easier for him.If only he would have thought to encourage her ones.Or say few words of being thankful to her.But some wounds are such in life.Which you may not heal no matter how hard you try.He was glad his daughter gave him chance.They were on talking terms now.It felt much better.

K-"Prakash you have not fully recovered.Why are you taking so much pressure.No need to go to office every day."

P-"Im alright Akka.And I have to go.Already so much has happened and in my absence.Alot of work has been pending.Before everything used to be handled by Varna.She never gave me chance.To feel the work pressure.Or any hassle in business."

Karuna gave nod.Playing with her fingers she had something on mind.Which she wanted to convey to her brother.From inside she repented for her words said to Varna.She couldnt apologize to her for her obvious nature.She have been seeing father daughter duo.Developing this good bond in this time.She was happy but sometimes she used to miss love.She showered on both girls as mother.

K-"Prakash when you speak to her.Why dont you ask her to make visit.Its been long.Feel like seeing Pranu too."

P-"He has become more naughty now.Running around house always.I told her many times Akka.But you know how life has become.Vivaan is too occupied with work and Varna busy with Pranush.She said she will try."

K-"Varna can come over here alone too.Its not that she is not used to travelling alone.Only thats the way we can spend some time with Pranu too.Im missing Ramya from last few days alot.Only seeing Pranu I can feel at peace somehow."

She tried to hide tears forming in her eyes.She looked down.Prakash was observing her sister.Lately she was not eating well or seen doing anything like she used to.He was little aware about her interaction with Varna but not harsh words she said to her.

P-"You dont feel like meeting Varna.Akka?She is our daughter too."

Karuna raised her eyes to meet him.Seeing a blank smile on her brothers face.She was stealing glances which gave him answer.

K-"I said for her too.But she wont come I know.Her stubborn nature.Im elder to her even if I said anything in anger or pain.She took it to heart so badly.She doesnt even speak with me on phone.I wanted to tell you something else too.The other day I was talking with Vivaans mother.Just casually and she expressed her desire to see Vivaan and Varna's child.From her words it seemed they are not aware of Varna's medical condition."

P-"They love her a lot and I dont think we have rights to interfere in Vivaan and Varna's personal life.It must be their mutual decision.Vivaan never spoke to us regarding this.We know about our daughters condition.Maybe Vivaan felt its better to keep it to them only."

K-"But Prakash what about their expectations.I know whatever happened with Varna is not good.I always pray for her happiness.But what had to happen.It happened and we cant change that.In way I feel because of this Pranu will be her priority always."

P-"Akka?"

K-"How am I wrong here Prakash.Im just thinking about Pranu's well being.If Varna gives birth to her own child then.What if she cant give same love to our Ramyas child.It happens."

P-"You still feel for Varna he is Ramya child?From when did you become so negative againts her Akka?"

K-"Prakash.You are misunderstanding me.Im thinking about Pranushs future."

P-"Varna has future too.She deserves to have normal life.Cant we just wish and be hopeful for that."

K-"Thats not possible.We already know.So I said that."

P-"I misunderstood Varna alot Akka.Maybe now also I wont understand her that deeply.Because she has gone far from us.When it was time we overlooked her need for us.All we can try now to give her what she deserves.Ramya left us.But Varna is still with us.I would still suggest you to get closer to that girls heart first.Maybe then things can be better."

Prakash stood up and giving nod left for office.Karuna was taken back by his words.This was first time when he was speaking to her.Taking Varnas side.Not that she was hurt.She was on two minds if she should let go of her ego.

Been a week or two Varna has been busy with setting up Pranushs room.From time he started walking.He has become so naughty throwing things here and there.Messing up his entire room their room.And whole house in way.Though helpers were there.She wanted to be one for her baby.Trying to make him understand whats wrong in way.Not scolding him.The pout he makes which melts her heart.And he knew that trick well now.

She was arranging his toys when heard his cries.Shivani was trying to console Pranush.Who wouldnt hear anything and cry louder with each seconds.Varna left everything and came to them.Pranush immediately jumped to his mothers arms.Thinking his mother will have solution to his problem.Like always.She wiped his tears.His face becoming red now with tears as he hid his face in her shoulder.

Var-"Pranu.What happened?Who made my baby cry?"

Pr-"Ammma.Ammaaaa.Aiceeeeee.Payyyyy.Aice no payy."

She was not getting his broken words.When Shivani gave understanding nod to her.She rubbed babys back to calm him down.

Sh-"He wanted to play with Alice.But shes sleeping.Thats why little one got angry and complaining to you now."

Varna took breathe of relief.She can see anything but not tears in his eyes.As she tried every way to console him.She succeeded to as she made him understand in playful way.Once Alice wakes up they can play together.Shivani saw that and adored mother son duo.

Sh-"What to do also.Its not his fault.He needs someone to play with him now.Yesterday in park the other baby refused to play with him.So he started crying and was so upset.My baby."

She kissed his head and he was on cloud nine being pampered by both of them.This made both smile.

Var-"We will go to park today.And Amma will play with my Pranu.Okay?"

As if he understood every word.He gave his charming smile and jumped being showered by kisses.

Sh-"Instead of that you should think of bringing someone.With whom Pranu can be busy.Pranu what say.You will play with you little baby brother or sister?"

Shivani showed two dolls to him.Out of which he picked the girl.And holding it gave nod.At which Shivani laughed.Varna didnt say anything but looked down.Shivani thought she must be feeling shy.

Sometime no matter how hard you try to let some things go.You get to face them again and again in life.This was happening with Varna too.She tucked Pranush on his crib in late afternoon.And went to bed.She was lost in some thoughts.She looked at doll again and smiled.Then back at sleeping Pranush.She remembered how he was so fragile and tiny.When she held him first time.How time flies and he is growing up.Slowly with time expectations around her from people would increase too.Not that they ever imposed anything on her.Shivanis words didnt hurt her.It just pricked disappointment more inside her.She played with chain on her neck and took her phone.Her mind was disturbed.She has been searching for something from few days.Every time she gets to read different things.Her mind wasnt satisfied.She kept phone down.Biting her lips and shut her eyes.But then she wanted to give last try maybe.

Varna was sitting with Nandini.Getting tea and snacks on table.Been while she has been trying to discuss with her about this.Every time she would stop.Today she finally made up her mind.She was staring at her with anxiousness.And nervousness as her heart thumped with fear.But with ray of hope too.Nandini studied reports with frown on face.Name and details of patient were missing.When asked Varna told her it was one of her friends report.Who wanted to consult a doctor.Since Nandini is one so she thought to get checked from her too.For some reason she didnt want anyone from family.To know about all this.It was Vivaans wish too though she told him once.They should let everyone know.

N-"Hmm.Varna I have gone through reports.And I dont think I should give false hopes to your friend.My heart goes for her.But as doctor I can say there are hardly any chances.And she shouldnt keep hopes.Because it may end up hurting her."

As if her hopes were crash not first time in life.Lump formed in her throat.And she had to control that.Faking a smile and nod to Nandini.

N-"I dont think she can have baby.Even if she tries it will be risky for her health and baby too.So in such cases we dont give any kind of hopes to patient.Im sorry.Please tell her to be strong."

Ansh was crying and Nandini had to go.She kept hand on Varnas hand and giving a nod left for her room.Varna sat there with dejected face.Clasping her phone tightly.In her palms.She looked through reports again.and tears formed in her eyes.She acted to be strong.But truth was that she wasnt.How can she even expect a miracle in her life.When it has always been other way.She cant give happiness.Her heart pained thinking about everyone.Not to end it all Vivaan and Pranush.She cant fulfill their wishes too.

She went to her room wiping her tears.Tears made their way through her cheeks.Wetting her face.She sat like statue.With no emotions as if.She felt loss of patience and energy to even cry or sob.She looked at doll on bed and cried her heart out.Hugging it close.Why was life so unfair to her.What she did she had to face all this.For once cant she wish for happiness.Something for her own self.Every woman wishes to be mother.To feel life inside her.Was she wrong in expecting that.Wishing for that.Why was she cursed.When she feels life is close to feeling complete.A sense of incompleteness engulfs her.

Breaking into sobs she let herself lose today.If only her pain would go with that.She heard her phone.She looked at caller and gulped her the streak of pain.Answering it she held phone close to her ear.

K-"Varna.I.I have been trying your number from morning.You didnt pick up."

If it wasnt enough for situation.Karunas voice made her remember all those incidents.Every time fingers raised on her.Being irresponsible mother.Showing her mirror she was not mother of Pranush.He belonged to Ramya.Varna shut her eyes and breathed.Karuna on other end was waiting eagerly to hear her voice.Prakashs words in morning as if stirred something inside her.

K-"Varna.Speak to me.Please."

Var-"Atth.Aththai."

Karuna tried to embrace tears making their way down her cheeks.She raised both girls like her own.How did she even thought to differentiate between them.Unknowingly even if she did.

K-"Varna.How.How are you.How is your health."

Varna gave sarcastic smile.And answered in breaking voice.

Var-"Me.Im good.Very happy.Im.Fine."

Karuna felt something unusual with her tone.And got disturbed.

K-"You.You are still angry with me.Dont you even feel like seeing your Aththai once?"

Var-"Aththai.You.You always loved Ramya more than me.Why?"

K-"Varna.No.Why do you think so.I love you bo.."

Var-"I know Aththai but.I never felt bad for that.I just.Wanted my share of love.Was I being too demanding?"

Karuna couldnt stop her tears and thought about.All moment she insulted that girl.For no reason she hurled such words at her.She caught her head and repented for her mistake.

K-"Varna I.I can never wish bad for you.I always wanted good for you."

Varna gave sarcastic laugh and wiped her tears.

Var-"But nothing good.Ever happens with me Aththai.It just doesnt happen."

With that she ended call.Karuna kept on calling her from other side.Her voice disturbed and pained her.She sat down with unknown regret on heart.How could she do that to her.She didnt even think once.Both girls belonged to them.Then how could she.Her eyes fell on Varna and Ramyas picture on wall and she burst out crying.

A few more days passed.Varna looked fine to every one but she spoke in minimal with all.Shivani and Nandini did noticed that.But they thought maybe she gets tired with Pranush.Varna kept smile on face for all.From inside she was fighting within herself.She didnt give time to herself to be idle.Doing something or other.Keeping herself busy in way or other.Because she knew when alone those thoughts would haunt her again.She havent spoken to Vivaan about this.She avoided being close to him in these days too.Whole days work made her tired and she would retire to bed.Making sure he has dinner.She would hug Pranush and sleep.Vivaan was busy with work.But he noticed aloofness of his wife.It wasnt unusual of her to behave like that.He knew she would tell him if something happened.He was waiting for her.

One evening during dinner all were surprised with way.Varna snapped at helper.Without any major reason.It was unlike of her to behave in that way.She said sorry and left from there.Vivaan thought to speak to her.He heard from Shivani too maybe she was taking too much stress.Being busy with all work whole day.She wouldnt let anyone do anything.

He closed door and saw her busy brushing her hair.From her eyes it looked she cried.He came to her and hugged her from behind.She stayed like that.On way to go maintain distance from him.He held her and kissed her head.He touched her chin and made her look at him.He observed her face.She looked tired.And bit pale too.

V-"Looks like my wife doesnt have time for me.Where will poor husband go now."

He pulled her cheeks cutely.She gave faint smile.

Var-"I will go and get milk for you."

V-"I dont want anything.Stay."

He tried to get closer to her face and kiss her when she suddenly got up.He was taken back by her move.

Var-"Im feeling sleepy."

She switched off light and went to bed.Pulling blanket over her.She was awake.Even she didnt knew why she was behaving.Like this.Sudden change in her.She gets angry over small issues easily.Next moment she would cry.She felt bad for doing that to Vivaan also today.

He frowned and came to bed.Observing her carefully.He kept staring at ceiling and then got closer to her.She pretended to sleep.Wiping tear.He just hugged her and said nothing.It felt as if she needed that most in moment.Both slept queitly without saying word.In middle of night Vivaan opened his eyes not feeling her beside him.He found her sitting and got up.Switching on side lamp.He looked at her sitting like statue.He touched her back.She didnt move.Getting closer to her he found her giving him blank look.

V-"Varna.What happened?"

She didnt say word.Next moment she hugged him tightly.He hugged her back and shut his eyes and it startled him next moment.When he heard her sobs.Her breaking down into cries.She was clinging onto him almost.

V-"Varna.What.Tell me whats bothering you."

He tried to have look at her.But she wasnt letting him go.He tried again.Her hold scared and broke him.He shuddered at way she was crying.He patted her back and kissed her head.After all attempts facing her.He cupped her cheeks and found her in dishieveled state.Her hiccups wouldnt stop.He made her have some water.

V-"tell me.What happened.Did someone tell you anything?Please.Your tears are like pricks to my heart."

Var-"I.Im not worthy of you.You deserved someone better.Than me."

He frowned and looked at her in surprise.

V-"You crying for this.What even Varna.How do you get all these in your mind.Why."

He touched her cheeks and she caught his hand and cried.

Var-"I.I could never give you peace or happiness.Even if I wish to.Vivaan.Will you.Will you disown me?"

His heart couldnt bear it longer.Seeing fear and pain in her eyes.He pulled her for hug this time.And shut his eyes saying it loud to her.From where do these insecurities pave way to her heart.For what reason.

V-"Why do you even think so.We have come this far and you.Still have doubts."

Var-"Because I cant make you happy.Not even for what you wished.To have from me.I cant even give you symbol of our love.A baby.Sorry Vivaan.I.I disappointed you again and again."

He opened his eyes and now he got what was disturbing her.Few days ago only he have seen her reports on table.Little did he knew what she was doing with them.And why this topic came out.he had no idea.He faced her and she looked at him with hazy eyes.

V-"You.Are biggest reason why I believed on life again Varna.And I dont want anything from you.Because I have you."

Var-"Vivaan I.You are not getting me.I.I cant have our baby.I.I failed you.I failed Pranu.And our family.i cant fulfill anyones wish."

V-"Shhh.Who says that?"

Var-"My reports.You knew it all ways.And that day Nandu said same Vivaan.I.I cant have baby.Sorry.I."

She fell on his shoulders and he couldnt stop tears.Forming in his eyes.That night he tried every way to calm her.But he knew storm of helplessness inside her.It was something what woman feels.He can never get close to that feeling.He only wished to be there for her.Nothing mattered to him more than her.He kissed her head and patted her to sleep feeling her breath going slow.She was exausted and fell asleep crying in his arms.

The morning was decent with him waking up early.Trying to do something to make her smile.He fed her breakfast and made sure she takes rest whole day.He even faced her fears with much needed conversation between them.Everything was secondary in their relationship.Which came first was them.He wanted her to believe so.Need for baby and wish to have one.He cursed himself when he expressed his wish earlier to her.But he believed in fate and that.It wont fail them.His Varna.She deserves happiness.

She came down to see him off for office.Though he insisted her to rest.Kissing her head he felt something unusual today.Holding her hands she smiled at him.His words as if soothed her pain somewhat.She thought what if she couldnt give birth.She still has her baby Pranush.Who belongs to her.Maybe not what world believed on.She would always be her mother.

V-"Take care and dont you dare.To get to any work today.Else I will punish you."

He smirked at her and she couldnt hide her smile.As he took his bag and went to door.

Var-"Vivaan."

He turned around with smile but frown on face.As she stood there.Asking her what and she only moved her head sideways.

Var-"I love you."

He shook his head and mouthed same to her.Before heading outside.he opened door to his car and something didnt go well with her.As if flash he remembered.And closed door.Caught his head.Varnas smiling pale face he saw.And shut his eyes.He got inside car and left for office letting go of these thoughts.

From morning she has been feeling weak.Restlessness inside her.She fed Pranush who as if knew she was unwell.Was being very patient to her today.She sat for some time hugging him close to her heart.Kissing him and telling him stories.When he fell asleep.She got some time to open her diary.And penned something.Biting her lips she looked outside.Weather was gloomy today.As if it would rain.Keeping diary safely she got up and felt sudden dizziness.On time she caught chair.It was weird feeling.But she thought maybe due to stress or weakness.

Whole day passed like that.Shivani wasnt at home and Nandini had to visit doctor for Anshs checkup.Though Lata insisted to stay at home.Varna forced her to accompany her saying she would be fine.Helper was also there.They will be back soon.

It was before evening Varna felt sudden wish to go outside and spend some time.With Alice and her babies.They hugged her and showered all love to her.She got inside and found Pranush up there near stairs walking with his baby steps.The little one saw his mother and wanted to get to her.Helper running after him trying to stop him.Varna felt thump on her heart and widened her eyes.Without giving thought she rushed to get to her baby.When she climbed few stairs and as if her vision blurred.She was sweating and her hand reaching out to Pranush.Who was now crying being caught by helper.On time.Varna was slowly losing it.Her body giving up.With felt helpless even on that state as mother.Not being able to reach to her baby.And she could see nothing more.her body hit floor.She fell on her back.With deep cut.Tears made their way from her eyes.All she could see Pranush crying his heart out.Helper scared coming down and before that at door Vivaan dropped his bag.Shocked and numb to see his wife in this state.

He fell almost losing balance.Losing every sense seeing her in pool of blood.He held her as she tried to say something.But she could smile only holding his hand.She was trying to breathe but soon it was all dark for her and she collapsed.In his arms.

V-"Varnaa.No."

Back to Present:

Prakash was shaking with fear.Seeing his daughter in that state lifeless yet again.He was about to lose his balance when Reyansh held him from back.His eyes brimmed with tears.It was morning and doctors couldnt say anything.About Varna's status.She was fighting for her life.Was all they could see.She has lost lot of blood they were told.

Shivani Reyansh Lata and Vikram were present.Nandini was shocked and scared at home.She had to take care of Ansh and she cursed moment.She left Varna behind.Why she couldnt refuse her for day.Shivani broke down not been able to gather herself.None of the wished this to happen again.Vikram consoled her and his eyes went to his son.Who was sitting like statue.Not speaking word to anyone from time they came.Reyaansh made Prakash sit.Karuna didnt come with him to hospital when they reached.She was silent when they got news.She said she would pray for Varna.Meet her when she will be in senses.She believed on that.

Vivaan sat with his cheeks brimmed with tears.His eyes blank and every breathe was heavy on him.His shirt had stains of blood.Which disturbed him.Scared him and he wanted to cry but he couldnt.

Doctor came out of emergency room and all stood up.Vivaan did same and his eyes were on Varna.Through glass door.

D-"Mr Reddy.Are you listening to me?"

Reyaansh came from behind and held Vivaan.He looked at doctor.

D-"I believe your wife lost a lot of blood.And she has a lot of allergies due to which we had to treat her with some difficulties.Medicines had reaction on her body and.In this state we have to think twice before going for any step.We have to save both lives.The one which is inside her too."

Vivaan raised his eyes and words came out of his mouth.

V-"Whhat?"

D-"Yes your wife is pregnant.Been few weeks and it feels like miracle.How baby survived after she fell down.Its rare in such cases but.Her body is too weak.We are trying our best."

The doctor left after patting his shoulder.Vivaan touched glass door and all he wanted to do was reach out to her.His Varna.He cried as his hands lingered on door which reflected her.

The pain that never felt so hard...the pain that wronged you...

Why its always you...Why it cant be me....!

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A long chapter.Something my readers deserved.I dont know how many are still reading this book.As I said I will complete this for all love you have given to this.I cried while writing this chapter.Its difficult sometimes.Will be waiting for your comments from all those who are reading.Thank you.

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