I looked at my self in the mirror and saw how happy I was. But then I remembered Mom and dad telling me I was fat... I won't eat today... I thought to my self.

I saw that Jungkook took the razer so I was right. They did find out. I went out of the bathroom and got the money I had. I didn't have that much only 55$.

Y/n: I'm going to the shop!

I shouted so everyone could hear.

V: Why? It's 8 P.M. and it's quite a long way to the shop.

Y/n: Well I.. Uhm... FLUFFY!

I called Fluffy downstairs and ran out of the house.

Yoongi: Y/N! Come back!

I heard them yell, but I didn't turn back and ran. I ran quite fast so when I got to the shop it was 20:15. I went where the razers were and I grabbed some. I took dog food as well. Since I wasn't the only one that had a dog and so they wouldn't think I just ran away for nothing. Then I just walked home when I saw a van. It was big and I saw Jin drive. He looked at me and stopped the car. He immediately jumped out of it and ran to me.

Jin: Y/N! What the hell were you thinking?!

I looked down and Fluffy looked at me. I picked him up and looked at Jin.

Y/n: I'm sorry...

I almost broke I to tears. But I felt hands wrap around me. J-hope hugged me. I placed Fluffy on the ground and hugged him back. He dragged me into the van and I sat on his lap.

I looked at Suga and saw he was jealous. My face now had a smirk on it. I placed my head on J-hope's shoulder and saw that Suga turned to him. He gave J-hope a death glare. J-hope looked at him and had a smirk on his face as well. I kissed J-hope on his cheek and Suga looked at me.

Suga: Can you not!?

Y/n: Is someone jealous?

I had a smirk on my face. He looked a little sad, angry, and jealous. I started to giggle and hugged J-hope. He hugged me back. Suga turned around and looked out the window.

When we got home I was carried because I fell asleep. As we entered the house I woke up and yawned. J-hope placed me on the ground and I walked to my room. 

I went to the bathroom and took out the razers that I bought. I smiled and started to cut. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...20...i placed down the razers, washed off the blood, and bandaged my wrists.

I started to feel light-headed and fell on the ground. I heard footsteps come closer. Thank God I hid the razers fast enough. They all came running in and I tried standing up, but I fell again. I was caught by Suga and I didn't hit my head on the floor. 

Jin: What happened?!

Y/n: I-I... j-j-just sliped...

Jin: Then why is there blood in the sink?

I looked at him and he looked at me... Actually every single one of them looked at me. Well, I'm doomed. They will find out! Ugh, what do I come up with?!  I had a sad expression on my face. 

Y/n: I.. I ha- I'm sorry...

I started to tear up. Tears wouldn't stop falling down. And there we go, once again I'm sad... Yoongi brought me to the bed and placed me down. I rolled into a ball... I felt Fluffy lay next to me.

Suga: Y/n... Calm down. It's okay... What happened..?

Suga took my wrist and I flinched. He lowered the sleeve and saw bloody bandages. The others didn't leave and saw blood as well. They were sad... very sad... Jungkook almost cried so he ran out of the room, and RM went after him. V, Jimin, and J-hope left as well because didn't want to get all the attention to Y/N even though there was plenty of it already. Only Jin and Suga were left.

Jin: Why did you do it Y/n?

I didn't want to look at their face. I felt guilty. I felt guilty because they were worried about me. They didn't want to lose me.

Jin: Answer me.

Y/n: I...I- It's just that everything hurts!

Tears started to fall again. I sat up and Suga hugged me tightly. I can see he really cares for me, like the others too, but it hurts so...I don't know what to do.

Jin: It's ok... Just- I'll go make food before you go to sleep.

With that said Jin left the room and it was only me and Suga in here. He looked at me straight in my eyes. I could see him asking me to stop, but I wish I could tell him I can't... 

Suga: Y/n... Please stop... doing it... 

Y/n: Why do you care? Your popular while I'm not. No one knows me... At all...

Suga: It doesn't matter if you're popular or not!!! All that matters is yo- You're someone to me. 

I looked at him and smiled. He did make me feel special... He hugged me once again. I hugged him back.

Y/n: I didn't think my bias would ever hug me and care for me. You're very nice! 

Suga: Oh I'm your bias? Heh. And yes I'm very nice.

Suga showed off his swag. I started to giggle and I couldn't stop smiling. He made me happier than ever! Aish... I love him so much! I started to blush and he noticed it. 

Suga: Look at you. Your blushing.

He had a smirk on his face and I started freaking out. I turned to Fluffy which I saw sleeping. He looked so cute I just wanted to pick him up and hug him so tight!!! Then I felt someone touch my hand. I turned and looked at Suga. He looked at me and smiled.

Suga: Y/n we should go downstairs because Jin is probably done making food.

I nodded and we went downstairs. We sat on the couch and Jin brought us all salad and I almost dropped my jaw, but I remembered Mom and dad... those words... Jin looked at me and wanted me to eat and I acted as I ate, but I just stuffed the salad in my checks and went to my room fast to spit it out.