I just stuffed the salad in my checks and went to my room fast to spit it out.

I spat it out. Even though the salad tasted amazing, I couldn't forget those words... You're fat so why do you even want to eat?! I turned to the sink and saw blood from before and started to clean it. After I finished cleaning it I went to bed because it was 9 P.M.

I laid down and looked at my phone. I saw the picture with me and... Her... Tears started to make their way down my cheeks... I can't stand that she left me... Why? Why did you leave Melissa? Tell me why...

I placed my phone on the nightstand and sat up. I looked at my wrists and I was tempted to do it again... When I suddenly received a message. I unlocked the phone and saw it was my mom.

Mom: Honey. Come back home. We are sorry for what we did. Give us a chance.

That looked fake as ever, but maybe they did change. Who the hell knows them? One day they were happy and another they started to abuse me. I should leave. I don't want to bother the guys.

I laid on the bed and fell asleep.

~Morning~

I woke up to the sound of a call. I picked up and heard mom's voice.

Mom: Hey honey. Are you coming back home?

She sounded drunk, but it's just probably my imagination.

Y/n: Yeah mom. I'll be there soon! Love ya!

Mom: Love you too hun!

And with that, she hung up. I placed my phone on the nightstand and started to pack my clothes. I heard my door open and I saw Jimin.

Jimin: Y/n! What are you doing?!

Y/n: Uh I'm packing my clothes I'm going back home hehe...

I smiled at Jimin while he looked concerned and worried. Did I do something wrong? Nah everything is fine. I kept on packing my things when he grabbed my wrist. I flinched and stepped further from him.

Jimin: Y/n! You said they abused you and now you're going back?! Only 3 or 4 days passed! Who the hell knows what they are up to!

He started to shout at me and I started to tear up. J-hope, RM, and Suga came running in my room. I started to cry and Suga hugged me.

J-hope: Jimin why are you shouting? What happened?

Jimin: She's moving back with her parents! And they abused her a few days ago! Is that a good idea?!

RM: I'm sorry Y/n but I'll have to agree with Jimin. He's right. It's not a good idea to move back in with your parents when they abused you a few days ago. So we won't let you go.

I looked at them with tears in my eyes and turned from them and hid my face into Suga's chest.

Suga: Y/n they aren't wrong. Can you... Please stay?

I looked up at him and nodded. He smiled and pressed me against his chest. He was angry I could feel it. He was angry because he knew my parents were up to no good. He started to talk in Korean which I didn't understand. While they talked I just held onto Suga's shirt. After they left I sat on my bed and received a text.

Mom: So when are you coming? 

Y/n: Uh... Not today Mom sorry... I don't feel that good.

Mom: So you're having fun living with seven men? I knew you were a mistake and a hoe.

I was shocked when she told me who I lived with. I dropped my phone. I started to shake when I heard someone call my name downstairs. I went into the living room and sat on the couch. I was still shaking because I didn't understand how she found out. The guys noticed me shaking.

V: Is everything okay Y/n? You're shaking.

Y/n: I-I-I...I'm f-f-fine...

Jungkook: We can see it's not okay Y/n. What happened?

Y/n: W-well... M-m-mom just said she...

I started to think of an excuse, which could save me, but nothing seemed to come to my head quite fast. I'm doomed...

Jungkook: Mhm? Your mom said what?

Y/n: S-she... Said she had... Burnt something special...

I shuttered a lot. Yeah! burnt something what a nice excuse Y/n. I thought and smiled at the guys. They didn't believe me but they didn't want to get into it so J-hope started to talk about different things.

J-hope: So guys! Our concert will be in two days and we want you - Y/n to come with us! I know you didn't want to but I want you to come! 

Y/n: Okay, fine you win but are you sure I won't annoy you guys? I'm already staying here I will leave and while I'm here right now I'm just annoying you. 

They gave me the ''are you serious look'' but Suga spoke.

Suga: Staying here and leave?! No! You're living here! We won't let you go when who the hell knows that your parents want! If they find you it will be bad!

I looked at him. He reminded me of my parents again. I stood up and went into my room.

V: Dude! You made her sad! What the actual fuck is wrong with you?! We tried to change the subject but you brought it up like it was nothing!

While I left they were shouting. I entered my room and I still could hear them shouting. I looked at my bed and saw Fluffy looking at me. He ran up to me and started to jump. I picked him up and span him around in the air. He started to bark how happy he was. 

~TiMe SkIp tO DaY (Yes it was morning 8:00 if you were wondering)~

I read Wattpad for 4 hours and decided to go to the bathroom. I still cut and I don't think of stopping. I locked the door and started to cut. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...28 and I dropped the razer out of pain. I realized I had very deep cuts and started to wash the blood off. It stung a lot but I had to wash it off when I heard a knock.