(A/n):Requested by CosplayNightmare , hope you like it :) also this is the 100th chapter, woo!

Italy-Feliciano Vargas
Japan-Kiku Honda

(M/n)-Male name
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(M/n)'s P.O.V.
I keep my head down as I walk down the hallway. I don't want anyone to notice me and start picking on me. This entire school is like a Hell house, if I make one wrong move I'll get beaten up or worse.

Ever since my parents kicked me out I've been more emotionally vulnerable. My parents were forced by the law to continue paying for my school but I was allowed to live in my own apartment. I don't know why they kicked me out, I never did saying.

Since then my grades have dropped, I lost most of my friends and I quit my after school club. I feel sad most of the time for no reason but also numb, angry and annoyed. I guess it's what you call depression but I haven't been diagnosed.

It feels painful though, I can't ignore how I feel inside. The days I feel numb are the easiest to deal with because I don't feel any urges to cut myself. I've cut myself a few times and it releases some of the pain. Luckily my school uniform covers my arms and wrists.

"How's it going looser?" One of my bullies says stepping out from the side of the hallway, snapping me from my thoughts

I keep my head down but stop walking. I don't talk to them any more, it just makes it easier.

"I'm talking to you." He says grabbing me roughly

"I-I'm just heading to class." I say quietly

He punches me in the stomach twice and then throws me back.

"Stay out of my way looser." He says and walks past me, knocking me as he goes past

I clutch my stomach tightly and continue walking down the hallway to my class. Once inside I sit down on my chair, resting my head on the desk and trying to sleep for a few minutes, I cough and some blood comes up. Shit, it's probably internal bleeding.

I know it's bad to ignore it but if I walk to the nurses office I might risk running into someone else who will hurt me worse. I take a sip of water from my water bottle and lay back down on my desk again.

"Ve~ are you ok?" I hear a voice ask

I look up to see the most beautiful boy o have ever seen. He has auburn hair with a curl sticking out and amber eyes, his skin is tanned and he is wearing a shirt saying 'I love pasta'. His eyes are warm and he looks like he cares about me a lot, but who is he?

"I'm fine." I reply looking into his eyes

"Ve~ I don't think you are, you seem sad." He says and pulls up a seat next to me

"Why do you care?" I ask

"Because I don't like seeing bello people in pain." He says moving closer to me "My name's Feliciano Vargas but you can call me Feli."

(Italian:Bello-Beautiful)

"I just have some issues at home." I mumble, secretly rubbing my throbbing scars

I'm feeling urges again...

"Ve~ ok, but I don't want you to feel upset." He says wrapping g his arms tightly around me "I really like you (M/n)."

"H-How do you know who I am?" I ask confused

"I've watched you for a few months now, just during class, lunch and in the hallways. I think you're really amazing." Feliciano states

"Really?" I ask, feeling something blossom in my chest

He smiles and nods, then pulls away and sits at his desk.

"If you want to know more why don't you come to the newspaper club after school?" He asks

I don't see why I shouldn't go, but what if it's a trap to lure me and then beat me up. But Feliciano doesn't seem like that sort of person...

*Time skip to after school*

(M/n)'s P.O.V.
I'm standing in the bathroom looking at the scars running up and down my wrists. Joint have a Rabin on me but I still want to release some of the pain. The bell for the end of lesions goes snapping my attention away, I skipped my final lessons for the day.

I pull my sleeves down and walk out of the bathroom. I sneak down the hallways, avoiding everyone skilfully. I wait outside the newspaper club room nervously, praying this isn't some sort of set up.

Footsteps approach and I look up to see Feliciano smiling and holding a container of pasta. He notices me and runs up to me.

"Ve~ You came!" He says and opens the door "Doitsu has to bail his older brother out of jail and Kiku needs to help his friend with a school assignment so it's just us."

"Oh ok." I say quietly and follow him inside

Be places the pasta on the table and sits down, I awkwardly sit down next to him. He grabs a fork from his bag and twirls up so some of the pasta,

"Ve~ Here bello." He says hiding it to my mouth

I shyly open my mouth and Feliciano places the fork inside. I haven't had food this good in ages. I don't really cook so it's been a struggle.

"Wow, that tastes so good." I say

"Ve~ Thank you, I made it myself." He giggles

We continue eating until, it's gone.

"Wow I haven't had food that good since I moved out." I say feeling a bit more confident

"Moved out? Aren't you a bit young?" He asks

I explain to him the situation and he has tears forming in his eyes.

"That's so sad bello." He says hugging me tightly

He presses a soft kiss to my cheek and I blush. I really like his arms around me and I think I'm really starting to like Feliciano. He seems like an amazing person, I feel safe and happy around him.

His hands softly trail to my arms and my breath hitches.

"I know you hurt yourself." He whispers, pushing up the sleeves

"I-It's just a pain reliever." I whisper

He presses his lips to the scars and kisses them up and down my arms.

"Why bello?" He asks

"Since my parents kicked me out I lost a lot of confidence and felt unloveable." I say, liking him kissing my arms "I lost all my friends, Interests and everything I had. I felt that since everyone else hated me I had to hate myself. Now I can't love myself."

I feel tears pouring out of my eyes and down my cheeks and Feliciano kisses them away.

"Shh bello, you aren't hated by everyone" He says holding me tightly, ti amo."

(Italian:Ti amo-I love you)

"Really?" I ask I'm shock

He nods and smiles brightly, his eyes then change to be more serious. As of a dominant side is coming out.

**Lemon Start**

"Let me show you how much I love you." He whispers

I nod and he softly presses out lips together, making me smile softly and out kiss becomes more passionate. He continues kissing me and soon licks the bottom of my lip. I want him to do whatever he wants to me so I open up my mouth.

He pushes his tongue inside me, pushing his wet muscle all around me. His mouth disappears form mine and I look into his amber eyes,

"Let me do all the work today ok?" He asks seductively "Remember I'm Italian, we're the best lovers."

I nod and he kisses me again but this time it's on my neck, he suck and bites around and just as I, thinking I don't have a sweet spot he sucks it harshly, leaving a large hickey.

His hands work to remove my school uniform, leaving me only in my boxers with a large tent. He also slowly removes his uniform revealing his cute body, he doesn't have crazy muscles or anything but he's attractive and has an outline of abs.

Feliciano's hand palms my hardening member and he pulls down my boxers. Suddenly he slips off the chair, onto the floor, and lips attach themselves to my top and lick around the lip. Pre-cum is dripping out at a fast rate. Feliciano pushes his mouth down to about halfway and licks the vein on the underside.

His mouth makes me feel hot and tight, I'm twitching like crazy and he hasn't even begun to love. His mouth bobs up and down in me, sucking and licking all around. I place my hand in his soft hair and push his head down more onto my myself.

A knot forms in my abdomen and I tug in his curl to beg him to go father. He moans sending vibrations through me and I release into his mouth. He licks it all up and swallows it, although some spills out and he wipes it away. He lifts me up into the table and pins me to it.

"Ve~ You taste amazing il mio amore." He says smiling "Now suck."

(Italian:Il mio amore-My love)

He pushes his fingers inside my mouth and I suck them, coating them in saliva. Once he deems them as ready he presses a finger to my hole. He presses his middle finger inside of me, adding a second one straight after. He thrusts and curls them, stretching me out, he adds his third finger and I lightly claw into his back to beg him for more.

Ve~ Do you think you're ready?" He asks

I nod and he smiles, pulling off his boxers and his erection springing out, he is much bigger than I though he would be. He rubs the pre-cum which is dripping from him onto the table into him so he will slide in.

He presses his tip since me and I buck my hips taking in a little bit more in.

"Ahh Feliciano~ Please move!" I moan loudly

He thrusts all the way in and then out again, his hands know exactly where to touch and how to make me feel good. He pinches my nipples in the right way and he is hitting my prostate dead on.

I claw onto his back and continue bucking my hips to meet his thrusts. I place my legs around his waist, keeping him, locked in me. Finally the knot returns and I head him grunting as well. His hot fluid fills me up and I release shortly after, arching my back.

He slips out of me and kisses my lips again, he smiles softly and wipes away some of the white fluid on my chest,

**Lemon End**

"I'll never let you feel sad again, I'll help you through your depression." Feliciano says and kisses my scars

We clean ourselves up and spend the rest of the evening cuddling. Love at first sight really does exist. I know I'm in love with Feliciano and he loves me. Even if we've only properly met for a few hours. I think my depression and urges may be eased by his presence.