As we reached home, I followed Jimin inside the house. I could still feel he was uneasy and didn't want to talk about whatever he hid in himself.

I sat on the couch as he stood away from me.

"Jimin," I called out in a soft tone.

He kneeled in front of me as I sat on the couch.

"Ara, when I look at you I believe in good things again and I think you are one of the best things that have ever happened to me," Jimin said in a low voice as he matched his gaze with mine.

I stroked his cheek and gave him a warm smile.

"Your mom loved you, Ara," he said as my eyes widened.

"She wasn't a drug addict, she wasn't selfish maybe, the situations made her do what she did and I was there, I saw it happening. I was helpless and-,"  I stopped him as tears started to roll down his cheeks.

"What are you saying?" I said as my voice cracked.

"Your mom is the world's best mother, you don't have to hate her. She did commit suicide but she loved you," He said looking straight into my eyes.

I hated her all this time thinking she was selfish to leave me all alone.

"I was there in the same room, I was about to get a glass of water for her but till then, she-," he paused as hot tears started streaming down my cheeks.

For a while, both of us kept silent. Only my sobs could be heard.

"It's my fault, I could call someone and save her but-." I wrapped my arms around him as he froze for a while but then, buried his head in the crook of my neck and hugged me tighter.

"I'm sorry," he murmured as I felt my heartbreak.

He has been keeping all this inside himself for so long and feels guilty about it.

"It's not your fault Jimin," I paused.

"Do you think I don't know that she had certain issues? My mom was a mistress, she was hated and tortured and I had seen her get beaten up by Jia's mom while she could do nothing but bear all of it," I said as my vision got blurry.

Jimin pulled back as he cupped my cheeks.

"I did see her taking drugs but I don't hate her, she's my mother. It's just that I'm happy that she's in peace and I'm living my life being happy," I said as Jimin sat beside me and pulled me into his embrace.

"When I grew up, I thought I could complain to the police and get justice for her but relationships include forgiveness. If I would do that, I would lose Dad too," I said as Jimin caressed my hair.

"I don't blame you for anything, I'm happy that I'm here today with you and though you were in the house, you were just twelve Jimin."

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All the conversation was being heard by Mrs Lee who was about to leave the house after the daily chores.

As she saw Ara thinking so much about her father, she pitied the girl because he was the main reason behind her mom committing suicide.

She felt happy as she heard how Jimin took off the guilt that he had in him and now, he would finally sleep in peace.

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Jimin wiped my tears with his sleeves as Mrs Lee arrived.

"Sorry for the disturbance, I was just about to leave," she said and quickly left the place.

I turned to Jimin who still had his eyes puffy and red.

I smiled.

"Jimin, you aren't the culprit of any loss that I faced and you'll never be. I thank you for respecting me," I said as he pulled me and placed a kiss on my forehead.

He looked relieved.

I kissed his cheek.

"Where's the Jimin who acts all dominant and emotionless," I said raising my voice trying to change the topic.

He chuckled.

"You are everything that I care about Ara, please don't leave me ever," he said as I smiled and hugged him.

He kissed my neck making me feel safe and protected in his embrace.

"I love you, Ara," he said in his deep voice.

"You should," I replied playfully making him chuckle as he tightened his grip around me.

"I'm tired," I said and took off my jacket and laid back on the couch.

"Let's sleep in the room," Jimin said.

"The couch is better," I nagged.

"Fine," he said pulling his shirt off and flopped his body on me making me chuckle.

He placed his head on my chest and held my body close to his and in no time, I fell asleep.

-

The minute I opened my eyes, rubbing them still in a daze, I found myself covered in a warm blanket and my head resting on Jimin's bare chest.

I smiled and lifted my gaze to look at his face but the minute I did, our eyes met as he was already awake.

"Good morning Mr Park," I smiled while he had a cold look on his face.

"I thought love was constantly giving meaning to something abstract and unfamiliar because feelings get trampled and helplessly melt away. I felt it was nothing, there was no such thing as fate nevertheless-," he stopped as his eyes grew darker.

"Nevertheless you came into my life," he said as he changed our positions.

He hovered over me, making me feel small under his broad frame. I gasped.

He placed a soft kiss on my forehead and I moved my hands up to his neck enveloping him into a kiss. The closeness caused the kiss to get deeper, I felt a swipe of his tongue across my bottom lip as I opened up allowing his tongue to wrap around mine.

As he pulled back, I couldn't help from reaching up, tracing the outline of his lips as he stared down at me with intense eyes. 

His hand roamed the curve of my waist lazily before he settled it on the skater dress that I didn't change last night.

He pulled off the zipper making me slip off halfway through the dress as he kept on biting on my sensitive neck making me feel warm.

Those soft yet rough bites mixed with wet kisses all along was making me lose my mind.

I arched my back as he slipped his hand to quickly unhook my bra.

He slowly travelled down the valley of my breasts as he took his time to suck on the flesh with his hands pleasuring my already hard nipples.

"Jimin," I moaned as he pulled off the dress quickly to leave me only in my panties.

"I'll never get tired of hearing you moan my name," he said in his deep voice making me feel butterflies in my stomach.

He started to place sloppy kisses on my belly making my back curve at every single touch.

He lowered his head and started to sensually swirl his tongue along the skin just above the underwear making me squirm in desire.

His finger hooked under the waistband of my panties and with a swift move, he pulled it off earning a gasp leaving my mouth.

He bit on his lip as his strong arms took a hold of my thighs, his fingers holding my thighs firm as he spread my legs.

A smirk formed on his face as he looked at my needy expressions.

He didn't waste any time and hooked my legs over his shoulder positioning himself between my thighs. He kept eye contact and started to slowly kiss my thighs.

"Jimin, please," I said as he smirked, the same dominant gaze, a sexy smirk was plastered on his face.

"Tell me what you want," he ordered.

"I want you," I said and in no time, he lowered his mouth to give a long lick to my womanhood making me bite on my lip as I moaned louder.

My thighs twitched from the feeling of him being that close and I started to whine in pleasure.

At first, he went slow, his tongue caressed my folds while his arms were around my thighs making it impossible for me to move but only feel the pleasure.

He started to lick on my sensitive spots peppering kisses all along my inner thighs.

He was licking and kissing my folds making me reach my high, his lips abusing my clitoris making me fall into a daze, finding myself on the ninth cloud.

He continues his pleasurable rhythm for a few minutes. The tip of his tongue fixated on my sweet spot, swirling insistently.

My fingers subconsciously entangled with his dark locks as I flickered my eyes to see each movement of his mouth which made me crazier.

Moans and moans I released, it felt so enticingly sinful yet so pleasurable to watch him as he tightened his grip on my thighs making me whimper. He was eating me out while I was a moaning mess.

I could practically feel him smirking into my heat when his lips wrapped tightly around me and sucked harder. He continues the slow flicks of his tongue against my clitoris earning the ability to listen to the soft moans of pleasure falling from my mouth.

"You're so wet," he said making me feel pleasured yet a little embarrassed as I bit on my lower lip trying to prevent any moans from slipping out.

"Jimin," I said as he seemed to enjoy me moaning because he increased his pace at which he was flicking on my sensitive skin. My legs started to tremble uncontrollably.

"Jimin, I'm close," I whispered as he continued to caress my folds with his tongue making me moan louder.

The minute I was about to release, he stopped and pulled his body on me, his eyes looking through my soul as I was barely able to open mine but still felt frustrated.

"The rest half will continue. Good morning and happy half-year anniversary Mrs Park. I love you," he said kissing me passionately as he held my arms above my head.

"Want to have a shower together?" He asked as I smiled weakly and answered, "No!"

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A/N:

I'm going to hell! 🥳