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(A/N): ok people this might be a crappy chappie cause im running out of ideas and I don't want this story to end so fast so update just might be a little slow cause I have to think some more.

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Juvia POV

dark. light. all is in plane sight. no love no pain. thats all you cant gain. I look around its to dark but that voice.... that voice is all I can hear. "all I cant gain?" I said. my voice echoed in the dark.

the voices stopped chainting. 'yes. yes. yes.'  I heard three voices say. I look up and around searching for the voives. 'dont dare  to look for us for we are not here, I am your concessions that you hold dear.'  I pulled a puzzled face.

"what?" 'if you cant find love will pull you down and set you in a pit of fire for that is our desire.' 'feel the pain that we seek so heres a little peek.'

with me still looking around I felt my body getting hotter and hotter. my body never in my life felt this hot. I started screaming in pain. "aahh!! ok I get it! please stop!!"

'prove to us that you are worth living for. and let someone adore you. if there is no love no life in your heart, you shall be torn apart.' my eyes winded.

'get loved juvia and we shall set you fee. if not so youll be in pain, yes indeed.' I felt my body getting hotter againg. I started screaming.  I was screaming so much I screamed out of my sleep. "juvia.... juvia.... whats wrong?" gray said rushing to me. I shake my head. looking around. "n-nothing... it was just a dream?"

gray nods. "and your sweating." when gray said the word sweating that dream came back to me. and so I thought ill burn if someone doesnt love me or if I dont love anyone back.

I laid back down. gray threw me a towel and it landed on my face. "what were you dreaming about?" gray said curiously while I whipe sweat off of me. "ill be thrown in a pit of fire if someone doesnt love 'desire' me and adore me. I had to prove that im worth living for. but thats for some one els prospective."

"what about you?" I look at him. "If I didnt show that I love someone back and show them my 'desire' then ill be thrown in a pit of fire." I said a little low. "well do you think its true?" gray said. I lay back down. "not really. a dream is a dream."

"oh well... get ready before you get to be late for work." I look at the clock. I groan. "oh crap. its monday already?" he smiles. "yep!" I get up to take a shower and got ready for work.

gray walked me to my job. wich I really didnt think that was necessary. "bye juvia." gray said sweetly. I blush a little. "bye." I went to the locker room to change into my maid outfit. why is gray hitting me with all this caring love?!

its kinda wierd now. what if my feelings are completely gone for him now?  what if I only like him as a friend now. what if..... that dream. erza came in interrupting my thoughts.

"hey juvia." "hi." I said confused. "what are you doing here?" I said. "do you work here?" she nods her head half way. "well yes and no. im just taking someones place cause they asked me to." I nod my head. "oohhh. so what about you and jellal? are you guys dating?"

erza gives me a nervous laugh. "yea I guess you can say that. but I dont want to be out there like that." " oh well thats cool I can keep quiet." "no I didnt mean you had to. its just a little embarrassing.." "I understand." I said as were walking into the restaurant.

she nods. "ok."

[[time skipp]]

my shift was finally over. I walked out of the job and was on my to the room. when I got there gray wasent there. I shrugged and took a shower. as I was doing so I was remembering

those voices I heard in my dream.

I have to see if its true. if so who was it that was talking to me. those three voices. to come and think of it its pretty scary.

I stepped out of the shower.  I dont even know if I love gray anymore. I put on my towel and stared at my face in the mirror. I slapped my hands on my face. "no juvia.. you cant get hurt again. what if he truns around and hurts you again?!" I said talking to myself.

Gray POV

I stepped through room door. I saw the bathroom door closed so I knew juvia was taking a shower. I went by the door.

she was talking to her self. I leaned in closer to hear. "you do love gray right?" I half smile.  "well maybe. what if I get hurt again. I might not cant trust in love anymore... but that dream. what if I really do get thrown in a pit of fire." she sighs.

I look around the room still concentrating on what she was talking about. "even though.... I can admit... im still crazy about you.. gray."

I back up and lay on her bed. I grab a hand full of her covers. "you can trust me.. juvia." she opens the door.

I pretended that I was asleep. I peeked through my eye lids. she  had a tank top on and shorts with a towel over her head. she took the towel off her head. she walked torwards me.

she stood there. "gray-sama... I kno your not asleep." I still sat there pretending that I was. "come on sama get out of my bed." she said. I still sat there with my eyes closed.

"uugghh!" she said as she started to walk away. I sat up and grabbed her wrist. I pulled her on top of me. "whoa!" she said. I closed my eyes before she could look at me again.

Juvia POV

his hips was in between my legs. I blush a litte. I look up at him. his eyes were still closed like he was still sleeping. "gray I know your not asleep." I said. his arms wrapped around my back. he pulled me close to his chest. he truned to the side.

we layed face to face except that my face was barried in his chest. he whisphers. "your mine juvia. I love you juvia. ill never ever hurt you juvia." I look up he was looking down on me. I looked dead into his eyes.

"ill always be yours even if you dont want me. I love you more than love juvia." I put my head on his chest and shake My head a little. I....I dont. my body starts to get hot again.

I closed my eyes. so that dream was true. I look up at gray again. "gray. come to find out my dream is true." "then are you willing to love me to save your life? or let me go. would you rather die?"

"No.... I wouldn't rather die." "then your choosing to love me?" my eyes gets a little watery. his fave gets blury. "to be honest... im scared." he holds my hand.

"but ill try. I want to love you..."

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(A/N): heyy I finally updated. I hope you like this chappie!! 5 comments and votes says I do the next chappie! I juss wanna thank ya people for reading this book! (sorry if you see any typos. please excuse them)

thank you!

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