Okay! Here is the next chapter, hope you enjoy~
And yes, i drew the picture~

Cole's pov
I picked up his lifeless body, he wasn't heavy. Well, he hasn't been eating in four days now, i'm pretty hungry too...

"I'm so sorry, Cole" Zane said and rubbed my back. "I can't believe he did this... This is all my fault... I shouldn't have left him all alone in the cave!" I scolded myself.

"No... Nothing were your fault, Cole. It was his choice, and we need to respect it" He touched my hand, i pulled it away from him.

"Don't touch me, please... You can't change the way i feel right now... Me and Kai were the same, but still different... If i didn't le-" i was interrupted by Zane kissing me?

He pulled back: "sorry, it just looked like you needed it..."
"No... It's fine, but it needs to be kept a secret... Both of us is in a relationship..." I said and blushed. "Mhm... Now stop blaming yourself, or else you will end up like Kai..." He said, my sight went blurry, because of tears forming in my eyes.

"I... Can you always stay by my side, and make sure i don't do anything stupid...?" I asked, some tears rolled down my face. He nodded, then he said: "we need to find the rest of the guys"
I followed Zane out of the terribly big and dark forest.

*Time skip to when Zane and Cole arrived at the hut*
No pov
It was night-time and everyone were sleeping peacefully.
Cole woke up from the most terrible nightmare he ever met in his entire life.
Cole stood up and went outside. He sat down on the grass and started crying silently.

He heard footsteps, it came from behind the hut. He stood ut again and wiped away the tear-stains, then sneaked behind the hut.

He saw a girl with long purple hair and red eyes. "Oh, hello" she said and looked up at him.
"Uhm... Who are you, and what are you doing here?" Cole asked confused.
"I'm Lirit Vexx, and i don't have a home... I've met you before, you left me alone..." She said, Cole was even more confused now.

"What? When? How?" He said.
"It's a long time ago, you said you loved me... We were the same, but still different~" she said and stood up, she reached for his arm, but he pulled away.

"Don't touch me! I don't know you..." He said and looked at her red eyes.
"I will refresh you memory~" she came towards Cole and pulled him into a passionate kiss. Cole knew he had a boyfriend, but a part of him didn't want to pull away.

"Sooo? Do you remember me now?" She asked, Cole shook his head. She started to back him up to a tree, he hit the tree with his back and he slid down to the ground.

She sat down on his lap and started to undress herself, then she took off Cole's shirt, but he stopped her when she tried to take off his pants. "What are you doing?" He asked.
"You know what i want~" she hummed and placed his fingers inside of her.

(Warning: small smut :P)
Cole's pov
This is wrong! I have a boyfriend, but... I can't hold back... Why am i doing this?!
I started working with my fingers and i kinda enjoyed it.
Not the kind of way i had done with Jay or Coleen, but it was enjoyable.

No pov
Cole kept moving inside her, she moaned and looked at him.
She pulled his fingers out and made him stop, then she went down.

She unzipped his pants and pulled out his member. She started sucking and licking it.
Cole also let out some small moans, it's been awhile since he had fun with someone...

Did he like Lirit? Had they ever met before?
He lifted her head up and kissed her lips, he let more life into it and made it passionate.
"Lirit... I think i need to go... My friends must be waking up..." He said, he zipped his pants and put on his shirt.

"Take me with you~" she begged. She started dress up in her white silk dress.
Cole nodded, held her hand and leaded her trough the dark.

In the hut, Zane had started waking up. He stretched a few times before he opened his eyes. He looked around himself confused, he saw Lloyd and Jay still sleeping, Cole and a girl...

"Waaah!" Zane screamed. "WHO IS THAT!?" He screamed louder. "I'm Lirit Vexx, Cole's ex-girlfriend from our childhood" Lirit said and relaxed her head on Cole's shoulder.

"Wait... When did you come here, and how did you find us?" Zane asked and pointed at her. "She doesn't have a home and i found her behind this hut" Cole answered and calmed Zane down.

"Should i go out to get us some food?" Lirit asked. They nodded. She stood up and went outside to get some food.

"Why did you take her with you?" Zane asked. "I don't know, i'm freaking out and i can't be with her, she likes me and i don't like her and-" Zane kissed Cole again, they both blushed when they pulled away from eachother.

"Sorry... I needed to make you stop talking, and talking to you doesn't help..." Zane apologized, Cole nodded and looked down.
"Do you remember her?" Zane asked. Cole shook his head: "I don't remember her, i am loosing myself, i kissed her... She were... I were... We were... I don't know what i am doing anymore... We did IT..."

Zane looked shocked: "But... You have a boyfriend..." He pointed at Jay.
"I know... I told you! I am loosing myself and i don't know what i am doing... I... I can't go around like this... It's like being drunk, you don't know what you are doing and-" once again Zane kissed Cole.

"Hmmmm~ you are a good kisser, Zane" Cole joked.
Zane blushed and looked away from Cole.
Minutes later, Lirit came back with some vegetables, carrots, salad and potatoes.

"Can you cook this?" Lirit asked Zane, he nodded.
Zane started cooking the food, Jay and Lloyd started waking up, Cole and Lirit sat outside and talked.

"Soo~ round 2" she hummed.
"Hmmmm... I don't really know, i have a boyfriend..." Cole said, he looked st his feet and then at Lirit. "Oh, c'mon, nobody will know~" she smirked, Cole nodded slowly.

(Small makeout sessionJ
Cole moved his hand up her side and started nibbling her neck. She moaned quietly and traced his abs. He found her sweet-spot and started sucking there as she moaned louder.

"Shhh..." "Zane might hear us..." Cole warned. "Okay~" she said.
Cole pulled her into a passionate kiss and rubbed her chest. He slipped his tounge inside her mouth and explored her wet caves.

Cole knew this was wrong, but he wanted it so bad...
He felt so lovesick, he wanted anyone, he could even choose to make out with Zane...!

"This is wrong Lirit... I can't do this... You need to leave..." Cole said, Lirit looked heartbroken and Cole couldn't care less at the moment.
"Fine! I will leave... But don't think we are friends..." She said and ran away.

Sorry xD
As i said, i had writers-block and i couldn't write :p
But here it was and i hope you enjoyed it xD
The next book i will update is Thoughts all around, i think xD
Bai~