I gasped as i could see a familiar face in the door. My vison went blurry as i was tackled by the male from earlier, his eyes was blood-shot like he had been crying, or he as if he was high. He kicked, punched and straight up wounded me. Tears poured out of his eyes, sweat making his fluffy black fringe stick to his forehead. 

"What are you doing?!" i cried out, my heart beated Three-hundred times faster than it should as my 'friend' flinged his fists at me. "How could you cheat on me like that?! WHY! Wasn't i good enough? When were you going to tell me?!" he was yelling at me, interrupting me, everytime i tried to answer  he blurted out New questions.

The blonde haired male who had been sitting on my lap blasted the dark haired male off. His green eyes was big and teary: "Stop that already! Are you trying to kill him, Cole?" 

Cole was pressed against the wall, still taken by the blast. It was formed like a big hand which pushed harder and harder. "No! Are you trying to kill me, Lloyd?" he choked his Words out in pain, i could see it. 

"Stop it! Cole, you have no reason to be mad, i told you that i fell in love With someone else! I told you that i maybe would break up. And this! this is the person i fell in love With.. You can't be mad.. This is love, and you never hung out With me, so.. i felt like you didn't even like me anymore.. i thought you hated me, Cole.. Please don't be mad at me for it.." I spoke both clearly, yet  i was mumbling.

Nya's pov 

It was Cold, i was freezing. My blue, knitted sweater was wet and stuck to my skin like skinny jeans would. I hated wet clothes, because after a while it would itch. It was pretty dark outside, that was probably the cause of the Incredible coldness.

Fresh air was fantastic to Breathe in. I could see small clouds appearing in the sky before my mouth as i breathed. My hair felt like icecicles and my fingers was a mix between red and blue making them slightly Purple. 

I could sense someone behind me, and i knew who it was. Coleen and Pixal. Unlike me, they weren't wet. They looked very dry, they looked straight up warm.

"C-Coco?" i stuttered, she opened her arms for me. I scanned her, pink Crop top, white skirt and cat stockings. I stumbled into her arms. Something caught me, warmth. happiness, a mix between sniffling and smiling. 

A vision hit me, it felt horrible. No, it Was horrible, painful.

My eyes met theirs. My hardest decision ever. My Brother, or her? Why did they put me in such a horrible position. I could never choose between them like this. Tears streamed her face, but my older Brother was expressionless.

He looked at me and nodded, as he wanted me to choose her instead of him. I couldn't.. I could never choose between them, i.. i can't!

Kai's Pov

My eyes poured with tears, once again a flare appeared before my eyes and showed me LIVE of the team falling apart, and all that... because of me... Because, THAT, doesn¨t make me hate myself at all...

Aish, i miss Cole. His black hair brushing against my skin when we cuddled in elementary school... At that time.. he was so small compared to me. He was scarred all over his arms, and his face was bruised everyday when he came to school from the orphan. The fragile boy that only wanted to curl up in my arms wearing my big sweaters. I miss that boy, the boy that ONLY had an eye for me... The boy that kissed me so sweetly, and touched me so gently. His charming smile and meaningful words was too much for me, my heart.. i got all weak. 

And then.. he joined them... La muerte sin rostro, i hated them so much.. A gang of fuckboys and rebels. That's when he left me at least, when i started hurting. When i for the first time felt depressed and became a wreck. Thinking that it was my fault that he left...

I hated myself for so long. Dated girls and boys, but never... never did i ever get him out of my mind... When we met again, when we were eighteen, i wanted him to come lay in my arms again.. like he used to. But, he grew.. he didn't remember? Maybe he forced himself to forget his childhood? Whatever it was... I became Lloyd's boyfriend.. i guess maybe because i felt a spark? Or.. was it to make my beloved one.. jealous? 

But as i thought... he noticed nothing, was in a relationship with Coleen for the longest time and recently went into a new relationship with Jay.. And all that drama between them.. Ugh, i loathed Jay for making things like that.. His eyes had always seemed so mean, so devilish to me.. Like he had won everything, included the heart of my crush. The only one who knew.. knew what i felt was.. Zane. Not even my sister.. that is what makes it so weird. Why do i trust Zane more than i could ever trust my one and only sibling? Maybe because she plappers around about EVERYTHING, but... indeed, it IS weird that nobody has noticed yet...

The way i stared at him everytime we went to the gym or trained. Or when he ate, he was adorable. Everytime he complimented me or fake-flirted and i blushed. I hated myself for crushing on my sisters girlfriends ex-boyfriend... It only became harder and harder with the time, because we grew closer, hung out more, but did he notice that i wanted him to be mine? Nuh-huh. He didn't! He never did, because he never paid attention to my feelings and emotions. I was in too deep.. And the nice and gentle treatment from his side made it even worse since he never knew.. But i couldn't really blame him, could i...?