I actually agreed to see them today.
I tried to make myself look at least half decent.
Though i always have a tired expression and the bags under my eyes are noticeable, i went out.

We met at Seokjin and Namjoon's house.
They all hugged me and said how glad they were to see me.
I said I'd misses them too, but after that i didn't say much.

After half an hour Seokjin got everyone's attention.
"Yoongi, we didn't just call you here to catch up... We called you because we're giving you an intervention."

Namjoon took over.
"You've been ignoring everyone for weeks now, even your family. We are honestly extremely worried about you. We understand what you'r-"

"You understand?" I mumbled. "You think you understand?! How could you say that?! He was your friend not your lover! None of you have lost the person you love! He was the first person to actually notice i exist and be nice to me! I was neglected my whole life until i met him, he was my world! None of you have the right to say "i know what you're going through" because you don't! If you knew what i was going through you'd be doing the exact same thing that i am so don't you dare say that!"
I yelled leaving the house.

I was furious when they said they knew what i was going through, they have no idea what my life without you is like.

There is no way I'll be talking to them for a while...