No matter what, we end up back together. I know all of her secrets, her lies. She's told me everything. I've been there through her best moments and her darkest hour. She trusted me. I trusted her. How, even after she hurt me so badly, do I still love her so much? Why, after every fight, do we end up back together? Why is our chemistry so unexplainable? Why do I crave her touch? Why do I want to hold her hand, wipe her tears, just look at her? It doesn't make sense, after everything we've been through, I should hate her, like she pretends to hate me. I know she's pretending, though. I still find her looking at me, eyes full of admiration. We love each other. But after what happened... I don't want to trust her. Why does she make me feel like I'm about to explode?! Why was she my first kiss?! Why did I love her from the moment I saw her? Why does she make the stars align, why does she make me love her?! I'm only twelve, but I think this is it. Every online quiz I've taken tells me she's my soulamte. And I think that's true. I think we belong together, but I don't want to. I want to look at her with disgust, feel no empathy or compassion, just hatred. But I can't. Love waits for no one. I love her. And that's the only thing I know.