you're going to be okay.

it's just the third day... you're going to be fine.

she'll be fine. she's just visiting family. she'll come back.

don't cry. don't cry. it'll be okay. just a few days without comfort. just a few days without someone you could finally trust.

why are you worrying? she said she'll be back.

of course she's coming back.

what if she doesn't?

you're insane. she said she'll be back. do you... not trust her anymore?

of course i do

well then stop worrying. she's told you many times that she won't abandon you.

that's what i heard when all of this originally started. that's what all of them said.

maybe... just maybe... maybe she's different. just have hope. you're going to be fine.  you're going to be fine. she's still there for you, you just have to wait. have patience and trust that she will come back.

and if she doesn't...

cry. begin counting the days again. wait endlessly. realize that you were abandoned by someone you trusted with your life again. it'll eventually happen again, so why not now? why wait to let out your emotions, when you can just show everyone how much you've been hurt?

i know you didn't want to sleep last night. up at three am, you couldn't even remember what you did. was that even you? were you just thinking about her? how kind she was? how much she provided you with comfort? hope? support?

she knew about azura. she knew halfway about sonia.

still, she knew about the ones you call your 'imaginary friends'.

that's how much you trusted her, right?

you know that d knows about a few of them. they all feel bad.

so just... take a break. take a break. you need it. until then, cry your heart out and build a boat to float along your river of tears.