i wish someone loved me
no one does
not in the way that i want
i need
i've never had unconditional love
i've never been able
to completely trust someone
not really
i think maybe that's why
I'm so messed up
but idfc
idfc about anyone
except the one
i'll never stop loving the one

i'll never feel true love
the cliché
i'll never have someone
to wake up for in the morning
someone to end
the torture
of monotony
and emptiness
someone to fill the void
i tell myself idfc
about love
and stuff like that
but really
i'm such a hopeless romantic
i've always wanted love
maybe that's why
i've never received it