your words tear me apart
you're hurting me
i love you
but my emotions are fragile
and the strings
that hold me together
are snapping one by one
until eventually
i'll fall apart
i think i've already fallen
i don't know if i can trust you
you talk trash
about everyone
probably me too
and i don't want to be a part of it
please if you're going to talk about my friend
don't do it with me
i don't understand why people do this kind of thing
it's one thing if the person has caused a problem for you
or if they treat others unkindly, and you mention it
but not everyone you talk about
so unkindly
has done anything unkind to begin with
please stop
if you ever cared about me
you would just be kind
not like this changes anything
not like i mean anything to you
my friendship is just a convenience to you
someone to talk to when you're bored
or to rant to when you're mad
when no one else better is there