The sun has risen now. It's my first morning all alone without my baby. My eyes are red and swollen

I will go and wash my face and continue writing down my emotions.

Am I boring you all?

Please don't mind I just want to share my feelings with someone.

I just want to let out all my emotions on this blank sheet of paper.

It feels like
My time has stopped
But the spring
Does not wait
It's all colourful
But without your mischief
It all turned black and white

I wander down the street
Come across the park
Where we used to laugh and swing
But now it's completely silent
I dropped on my knees
And drown myself
In your memories

I see you smiling
I stepped closer
But I was just hallucinating
All my hopes just disappear
With tears in my eyes
I dropped on my knees
And drown myself
In your memories.