Trigger warning; these scenes may cause upsetting and distressing scenes the following will show scenes of sexual abuse and rape.  Please be warned, if you cannot view this, leave this page. Thank you.  Also, those who have had this horrible and devastating experience you are never alone there's so many help pages you can go to. Sometimes you can outgrow and live by it. But please seek help if you have ever experienced this shit. It's okay to say no. But it's never okay without consent.  I will not say who was involved in this story or who it was based on due to confidential reasons 

I got up and got dressed into my navy and beige top and wore my black leggings. I fixed my hair up and finally had the courage to go upstairs.

Music blasting upstairs, I was just there feeling awkward in the corridor...

They spotted me.  Too late to run now.

"What took you so long?!" The pestering guy said.
I shrugged and awkwardly chuckled. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders and guided me inside his room. The mixed race boy was sitting on his own in a corner. The room smelt like cigarettes and alcohol. I made a mistake coming here...

"Make yourself comfortable!" He said.
I awkwardly sat on the bed since the chair was taken by the mixed race. The fair skinned guy sat next to me. I felt like the room was closing in on me.

"Have a drink!" He exclaimed. I declined. "I don't drink!" I exclaimed back.  He laughed. "Okay, have some 7-up instead!"

He got a mug from his cupboard. Weird. And then he poured me the 7-up. I smiled and took it. He smiled back. He was already three vodka bottles down. He was already drunk.

"I miss my girlfriend!" He said randomly. I see the scars on his fists. "What did you do?" I involuntarily said.
"I was pissed innit. So I punched a few things." He replied.

"You should treat it before it gets infected." I said.
He shrugged.

"I'm gonna go downstairs for a bit." He said and went down. It hasn't even been two mins and he's shouting away.

"So..." The mixed race guy said.

He walked over to me and sat next to me.  

"Are you on it?!" He asked.
"On what?" I asked back.
"You know.." He replied.
I quickly took a sip of my drink. Out of awkwardness.

"Na, actually I'm a virgin."
He chuckles. "Say mum's!"
"Mum's. I'm jus saving it." I replied
"For who?!" He said laughing.

I suddenly feel light headed. I guess that wasn't 7-up but something else. 

"Just innit. Don't worry." I bluntly said.

I heard crashes downstairs. I jumped.

"Don't worry that's just K, he's always doing this when he's drunk." He rolls his eyes.

I hear really loud commotions downstairs. "I don't fucking care call the fucking police then innit!" Then there was banging and cluttering.

I breathe heavily. The guy must've caught that because he held me close to him. "It's fine! Just relax a bit." He said.  I just felt like I needed the comfort. I thought it was him trying to become a consoling bro, but then when I looked up at him he caught me offguard by smashing his lips against mine. I quickly pull away.

"What are you doing??" I asked in shock.

"Nothing. I just liked your lips." He said, smirking.

I stood up. I think a lil too quickly. I was about to fall but he caught me. "Whoa. Let me take you to your room downstairs."

All of a sudden the police and the guy 'K' went upstairs into the room. 

"I didn't do anything wrong man!? I'm just missing my girl friend." He exclaimed loudly.

"It's okay to have a few friends around but you can't be destroying property." The police replied.

"They live here!" He replied. "Oh my fucking days! You don't even get what I'm saying!" He frustratedly said.

"Okay do you admit to destroying  property and vandalising and threatening your carer?" They interrogated.

"Yes. I did only because I was angry!" He admitted, trying to justify his actions.

"You are under arrest on suspicion of vandalism. You do not have to say anything, but it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned something which you later rely on in court. Anything you do say may be given in evidence." They said.

"Ayyo, get out my room!" K said.
He laughed in response.

Did I just see an arrest being made in live action? Oh my gosh! I'm not feeling so well. I finally manage to go downstairs. The carer isn't there anymore.

I feel so faded and just can't feel my legs or anything. I'm actually really tired. I close the door behind me after getting myself into my bed sheets. The room is now dark as it has been sun down.

I try to close my eyes. But then I hear and feel my bedroom door being opened.

I'm feeling this presence inside my room. I'm guessing it's E because no one else is at home.

"You okay?" He asked. But to me it's like I heard what he was saying but it was distorted. We're both in the dark. It's eerily quiet now. I reply back with a "I'm just really tired. Could we talk tomorrow?"  I close my eyes.

He shut the door. But I still feel his presence in my room.   I thought it was just the whatever was in my drink. But he was actually still here.

He got into my sheets and started hugging me. "Can you not?" I sleepily said.

I was half asleep by the time he kissed my head. I felt his arms sneaking around my waist and he then puts his hand in my leggings.

"Mmm baby you're  so wet" He whispered.
He sticks a finger inside me. I wince at the pain.

"Please stop, I'm really tired!" I mumble.

I can't even move to push him away. He kisses my neck as he fingers me deeply.

"Stop!" I say in pain.

"Shhh just relax. Your body is saying yes to me." He whispers. Making my goosebumps pop up.

I shiver in fear. What the fuck have I gotten myself into??

Darkness engulfs around us. He removes my leggings and panties. I can't even move. Can't. Move. To. Stop. Him.

I just whimper. I start to silently cry. I didn't know what else to do.

He pulls his jogging bottoms down as well as his boxers. He leans towards me and plays with my clit with his penis. "Shhhh relax baby. You're getting so wet for me. Mmmmm" He sticks himself inside me. I feel intense pain. I can't scream or anything due to shock. The only thing that responded were the tears rolling down my cheeks. I involuntarily moan in pain. "Mmm baby. You're so wet for me. You're loving this dick you naughty girl."  He moans.

I suddenly just black out. I don't remember after what happened then but all I know was that I was alone after that. Alone and drenched in my own blood. Alone in darkness...