Luke's POV

I ran out of the cave, tears running down my face, not being able to believe what happened, he yelled at me, hours after promising that he wouldn't hurt me, Ashton was just like him, I ran until I got home and opened the door

"Luke!" My sister Emily said grabbing my arm and took me to her room locking the door behind us "where were you? I was really worried" she whispered

"I- I was-"

"You talked to mum, did you?" I sighed and nodded "but, it's 7am, why did you spend the night out?"

"I was- I didn't want to deal with mum" I said, she nodded

"If you are staying God-knows-where again, please tell me, I won't tell mum if you don't want me to but, please"

"Okay, I'll tell you everything but... is she home?"

"No, she left for work an hour ago, I told her that you were in the bathroom"

I sighed in relief "thanks"

"Please tell me where you were and why" we sat on her bed and I told her everything until last night

I walked to the bathroom at night and gladly, my mum and my sister were out, the pictures of that morning played in my head, Ashton's face when he saw the razor, his reaction, the kiss... It felt really good, but then, the argument came, him yelling at me... I felt worse every second, I felt worthless, stupid and numb, so I did what I used to do, look for my razor and cut my wrists until I felt dizzy, I walked to my room and fell on the floor, that was the second time I passed out that day. Ashton did this to me, the cuts were deeper everyday

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DOUBLE UPDATE BC ITS MIKEY'S BDAY AND IM HAPPY :)