Howdy my darlings!

Yes.... another NSFW chapter..... man, two of them in January already, that's quite something right there....

but honestly it doesn't even properly surprise me..... I do indeed draw quite a lot of gore that I never end up sharing and some thirst-doodles that I ban in the depth of my drawing folder....

Yeah, I like drawing them, because I still am a thirsty little 17 year old, but I am so ashamed, that I do my very best to hide them through putting folder in folder with a stupid name........ wait lemme just demonstrate how desperate i am (would've loved to send a screenshot in, but everything didn't fit QwQ:
NSFW
> wow you thought I had nsfw art
> this is just an empty folder
> I am just messing with you
> ...
> haha okay, go and try
> I swear I am innocent
> mum, dad, if that's you
> please turn around
> okay
> please
> you really wanna see where this goes
> why are you like this
> do something more productive
> how thirsty are you...
> ... there's nothing here
> omg what is wrong with me (AKA: where the actual pictures then are)
And in the end I just like drawings where people are nude.... 80% of that stuff isn't even especially horny or whatever, it's just... artistic nudity or studies... and yet I went through all of that effort to hide it, even though nobody touches my Laptop except for me.

Anyways.... enough about that awkward rant, let's get to the images of today.

So the studies are absolutely terrible (lemme just tell you that, before you get your hopes up), since I drew them at 1 in the morning, whilst I couldn't sleep and thought: okay I'll just do some anatomy stuff on my tablet. That's also why the lines are so "blurry" .... still didn't find a sketch pencil that I feel comfortable with QwQ

References were all used from "quickposes.com" .... i love that website so much for figure studies. Definetely one of my favourites next to "line of action" ... so yeah, if you ever need photo-pose references for figure studies, I can most certainly recommend those two
>>fingerguns<<

Anyways, I drew four poses, exportet the thing and then went to sleep... main focus of the drawings was the conjunction between torso and legs, since legs are still my main weakness.... torsos I figured out completely, arms start to make a lot of sense slowly and hands sit with me exactly as comfortable as faces do ^-^

Just those darn legs.... argh... we're at war... but that's only practise, I think, because I used to be at war with hands and now we're the best friends... >> hastily kickes battle-plans against the hand-republic out of sight<<

Without further ado, here's the doodles I made:

As you may or may not realise I tried to focus on the overall weight and flow of the pose, in an attempt to draw it as though I were just about to do my usual clean-line-sketch on top.
And I payed a lot of detail to the neck-area and legs-hip-section-...ish.

I also find it funny, how easy it is to see what one was drawn when, since I started off really stiff (top right), then kinda got in the flow (bottom left), suddenly I was brave enough to add some complexity in the neck area and some foreshortening (top left), and then I quickly drew another one, because I wanted to sleep and the page looked stupid with just three poses (bottom right)

Next up is an actual thirst-drawing, even though it's less thirsty that most of mine. Consider yourself honoured, that I gathered the confidence to throw this shit out into the internet... man that did take me ages...

So this is actually a drawing that happened inspired through a story scene, so I will indeed tell you about it, since I think it's kinda wholesome and cute.....

SO BUCKLE UP, IT'S STORY TIME!!!!

Anyways, remember my OC's Maethdess and Feredir? If not here's some portrait sketches of the two in the beginning of "Defiance":

(small comment here: her left eye looks so weird, because it's een blinded and has been magically repaired... the scars around her lids are the ramaints of the stitches there, that held the eye shut.)

... and here's another one of them about in the middle of "Aquiesence" (Book 2 of the "Defiance"-Series I'm currently working on uwu ... click anywhere on these brackets to get to my account where you can read the beginning of Defiance and my other stories)

(I swear, every time I draw that floating eye, it looks different.... I also forgot Feredirs scars and to make her tattoos glow, so bear with me >w<)

Anyways, the most important facts are essentially, that they fled from the East to the South... in the South they built a new life and after years and years of friendship and flatmate-being the two became a couple... to be honest the most romantic and cute couple I ever created, so... there's that.

Anyways. So Feredir is a huge fan of poetry and at some point developed songwriting. He becaue friends with Bronadan (hehe), after the two met at a show and founded a band, that grew until the crew was six people large. They went through various names, before settling upon "Sounds of Utopia" which did indeed get really successful - being labelled "the pioneers of genre-fusion" by the "Oracle Focus", as they merged typical tropes found in metal, rap, country and folk with lyrics that were heavily inspired by pop, punk, depression and classical poetry, in a way that was unique to the band.... >>feels like writing a wiki-article suddenly<<

.... so Feredir's band got successful and they went on tour. Maethdess decided to stay home and work (she was an illustrator and editor for "Life Style Digest", whilst Feredir wrote a poem for it every day and they together made the advice-sektion (similar to a podcast.... but with video.... since you can indeed print "videos" through magic in mesoria... too complicated to explain in this chapter, but hey...)), since she also didn't want to be in the way of Feredir and his friends.

So whilst Feredir was on tour, the two called every evening after the performance, so Dessie knew what was happening every day. Including the fact, that Faeldir and Nallon desperately tried to get Feredir into a strip-club, simply because they betted with Bronadan and Theriedir, that he'd never enter one in his entire life... and the first two desperately wanted to win, so they tried their very best (Sognir just watched all of this happen and very much reevaluated his life choices). And then Dessies worries were amplified, as the celebrity gossip magazine "The Pinnacle" decided to look at the band and go through their usual rankings and surveys on the members, that is more or less tradition when a boy band gains popularity... which essentially ended up Feredir in the position of the least boyfriendable member, whilst also being the second hottest, and second favourite. Poor old Dessie reading all of that just was feeling hella insecure and whilst Feredir did indeed assure her every evening that she didn't need to worry about anything, she still never felt at ease.
Not because she thought that Feredir might cheat on her, but rather the concept that there were other people out there, that were indeed interested in her boyfriend and might be flirting with him whilt she wasn't around, was the problem. Also the fact, that he was now going to a lot of different places and seeing a lot of different people, she was worried that he might come back and realise that he doesn't love her anymore, since she was "boring" compared to all the things he's experienced or whatever. So she decided to spice it up a bit for when he got back, to show him how she can be interesting and sexy as well.

When he came back again, she met him halfways (cue a romantic-run-towards-each-other-and-spin-around-in-the-park-scene) and they walked back to the appartment, hand in hand, really adorable. And whilst Feredir was showering Dessie changed into some really cute underwear and put on some makeup to "surprise" him when he got out.
Long story short: he ended up staring at her for five minutes straight, his face going through 17 different colours of red, before hiding back into the bathroom and having a small anxiety attack, because he "was not mentally prepared for this to happen". The two then ended up just cuddling on the balcony and talking in the moonlight about everything and nothing for the rest of the evening

So much to that..... and then recently I just fancied drawing Maethdess in lingerie and makeup...... so here ya go:

Man.... I really haven't drawn a girl full-body in ages, so doing this was quite a refrshing challenge... oh good lord, the breasts were probably the worst for me, since I had to quickly relearn how to draw different breast-sizes, since the reference had a larger chest >w<

Welp, I know that this is indeed a bit different to what you'd usually se from me, but I do hope that you enjoyed it nonetheless ^-^

>>gives you cookies<<

It was indeed nice to draw something like this again though, especially since I have indeed gathered up enough confidence to share this kinds of art from now on... and whilst I do sometimes make it sound, as though I draw a lot of NSFW, most of it is indeed just artistic nudity or gore... I don't ever do full on porn-drawings, so don't you worry >w<

>>gives you a blanket too<<

Welp, since that seems as though I have said everything I wanted to say, I shall say farewell! Have a nice morning/day/evening/night and maybe even stick around for future chapters. I obviously am always open for critique, questions or random comments to strike conversations, so don't be shy, I'm just a shy little teen over here too ^-^"

>>also shoves the warm beverage your heart desires into your arms<<