Hello guys- It's your girl, Jewel here! I'm back with something very surprising news... So, as you all may know, the pandemic and all that happen, correct? Well, I have used that time to try to make new friends and be less socially awkward. So, I have downloaded three apps that have connected to my Snapchat. Hoop (Which I have deleted), Wink(Which I have deleted as well) and LMK. At first, I have a lots of request from Hoop and Wink. Slowly, there's none. Well, LMK, recently have tons request like most of them are in fact boys. 

Most of them are either freaky or friendly. I have blocked a few of those freaky ones already. It's annoying having those around. Well, I guess it made me mad when they asked for nudes. Now, here I am telling you guys. Either way, I'm doing fine. I have met more friends along the way and of course received many which nowadays people say "Simps".

"Simps" are usually the type of people who fall for your charms in any form. Beauty, Acting, Attitude, Sense of Caring-ness, etc. The Simps that I have gathered are actually those who fall for my adorableness and looks. I may look cute but I have a sense of a Psychopath. More like torturing people for pleasure. Sure, I do have feeling of Empathy. But sometimes I don't. That's when you have to be careful.

Other than that, I'm not the type to confront. Sadly, whenever I tried my best to argue or confront, I have the urge to cry on the spot. It is as if it is difficult to explain my side, knowing the other side (The Person I'm Confronting/ Arguing With) has more power and I have no idea how powerful, how much knowledge they have and how they'll able to avoid the situation. So, I mostly ignore confrontations that may cause me to force myself to back down and give up or having the urge to cry in front of them which may make the situation worst.

Enough of that. I should be telling you, my lovely readers, that Yours Truly may or may not have a slight ego increasing. Just from getting many internet friends. They're surprisingly friendly and nice ^w^

On other note, I'm trying my best to be the "Emotional Support" type of friend. I recently just found out that one of my bestie have developed Anxiety. As you may know, this might turn into something serious. So, I'm might be having slight change. More importantly, the way I'm typing this all. It's formal. As you may put it that way.

Anxiety. I used to have it and it just disappeared within a time span of 4 months if I could remember it correctly. If it wasn't, my memory have gotten worst. Anyhow, I'm not if it would be a surprise if I start to date again. But I don't know the exact time for that anymore.

Why did I mention that? Well, let's say among those internet friend or Simps have offered themselves to date me. Yes, I am in fact completely single. I'm not interested into relationships just yet. Again- I'm trying to find the best time for it and to avoid it from being mixed up with my studies. I'm the type to focus on my studies more than my relationship and whatnot. But I have two candidates which I may end up dating.

This update may get long now that I'm thinking of it. Besides all that, I'm thinking if I should get myself more involved with stuff like YouTube, Twitch, and maybe Twitter in the future.

(You might say my dream as a child was being a YouTuber. . .)

It's still is! I want my channel to focus on Gaming content, Mini Cosplay Stuff and all that. Voice acting may be part of th channel too! I was thinking of gameplays of Minecraft, Roblox, League of Legends and VR Chat which I will try to make more friends. As for Mini Cosplay content would be a videos where I vlog myself in conventions that I may ended up joining. And lastly, voice acting! I love how a few voice acting YouTubers know what they're voice acting to and such. Thinking of voice acting, I can voice act a few characters. Mainly young girls.

Either way, it's future plans. I have no time for it this year. Well, overall, my books are getting less readers. But hey! I can make more new books to satisfy anyone. Or just to improve my English more. ^-^ This is getting way too long 0-0 

To conclude this update, I shall now say I'm A Simp as well. Don't ask how >~< As you all remember, stay safe and healthy!

'Keep That Smile On Your Face!'

~Yours Truly, Jewel.