Hello Everyone to my "Talk & Stuff"! Welcome back! I also want to say that I probably may sound like a YouTuber by now. Uh- I hope that isn't a problem. 

\\This May Contain Trigger Warnings!//

Anyways! If you're new...- Hiya! I'm Jewel and you're basically reading what I like to call "Talk & Stuff". It's place where I talk about certain topics, keeping you all updates on me and my books. As well as other random stuff.

So, in the last- I would say episode- I talked about how I kinda cope in with quarantine and develop a very small platform for myself and how I elaborate a few things as well. Now, today I would like to explain my life a little bit more. It may sound boring but I promise! It may get "juicier" or others would say "Exposed" or "Spilled Tea".

So, Recently I have watched quite number of Drama stuff. One of them is the Shane Dawson. The "Pedophile" and "Bestiality" type of person. Well, that reminds me of another Drama from Tiktok. The Benji and George Drama. These two I admired a lot actually groomed a 12-year-old. Yup, GROOMED- I'm not gonna explain any further.

So, you may ask... "Why are you bringing this stuff?" and "What's your realization?". Well, I'm going to bring up my story of my first ex. My first relationship. I'll say his name. But Of course, I don't have his actual long name. I only know his first name. His name is Logan. Logan was 20 when he dated me, a 12 or 13-year-old at that time. Yes, I was a minor and he's not. I didn't know what Pedophile was. Logan himself says that he's a "Pedo". But I was reluctant to that information.

(Can anyone tell I was naive? >.>)

He nearly groomed me. And yes, I send him a few lewd pics. Just not nudes. I don't really remember. This happened like three years ago. Definitely, he send a D*ck pic. He also tells me dirty stuff he'll do to me. I did told him I'm too young to have that kind of stuff to happen. Yet he says that he knows that. But he kept doing it. Only Last year, mid year, I gave him a break-up stuff. But a week later, I deleted it. From since that day, he ghosted on me. That's how it ended up.

Only today, I realized how much serious this may end up. Also, my current boyfriend told me that Logan apparently blocked me. -_- Great. Just great. I thought he ghosted one me. Nooooooooo. I just got blocked. Wow. 

Anyways! ^-^ That's what I wanted to say. Also, I won't bring this kind of stuff up again! I promise. It's fine for me to tell this kind of story. It's not traumatic like you may think. I see it as an experience which nobody might have. So, I decided to take it as a lesson. So, yeah ^-^ I'm happy with my current boyfriend. Don't worry! He's just a year and three days older than me! ^-^

I don't know if he'll let me say his name here 0-o. He's asleep as I'm typing. We have a huge time difference. So, yeah ^-^. I'm a happy girl ^-^ That's all for today! Remember;

"Keep That Smile On Your Face!"

~Jewel ^-^