I'm in school rn lmao
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"I am a straight male!"

"Are you sure about that?"

Jungkook paced his room, just getting off a Skype call with Mina and sighing because he had to be at Jimin's in around a half hour.

"I think?" Jungkook mumbled in response to his roommate's question. "I don't know! Jimin's just... It feels like a high school crush; except with more sex. Well, maybe around the same amount of sex except this time it's actually happening and isn't a fantasy."

Yoongi laughed softly, raising an eyebrow and leaning against Jungkook's doorframe.

"If I was you I'd tell Jimin. Be like: 'Hey bro remember that time I said I was straight? I don't know if that's true anymore. You're hot.'" Jungkook scoffed, tugging a new shirt over his head and walking into the bathroom.

"Now why would I do that?" The younger asked, combing through his hair and sighing.

"Because it's what you need to do to get this relationship going? You guys are kind of working backwards here."

"I'm technically already in a relationship." Jungkook pointed out. "I don't need another one, thank you very much."

Yoongi sighed.

"Look I'm not saying you should break up with Mina because that's your call dude but, I can tell Jimin would be a fucking grade A boyfriend just saying." He grinned. "Like you already know how great he is in bed, but could you imagine him just doing other boyfriend things? Holding hands, cuddling? Face it Kook, when Jimin's not being sexy he's cute as hell."

Jungkook didn't respond, causing Yoongi to raise an eyebrow. "Earth to Jungkook?"

Jungkook huffed and turned around, Yoongi bursting into a fit of giggles as he noticed the younger's reddened face. "You were imagining it weren't you?"

Jungkook crossed his arms and turned back around, giving Yoongi the exact answer he suspected. "If you want my absolute serious advice, I think you need to explore your... New found sexuality; whatever if may be. But don't hurt Mina alright?"

"What do you mean explore?" Jungkook sighed, wetting his toothbrush. "I have been in the gay porn business for nearly two years now, I think that's enough exploration."

"Well maybe you're not gay then." Yoongi shrugged, making the younger furrow his eyebrows.

"Are we forgetting that Jimin's a male?" He asked, the older shaking his head.

"Just because you like a guy doesn't mean you're automatically gay. There are other options you know." He answered. "Hell, you don't even need to decide now Jungkook stop stressing. Guess how many years it took me to label myself as gay?"

"How many?"

"Seventeen." Yoongi laughed, "You don't need to rush."

Jungkook sighed and rinsed out his mouth, washing off his toothbrush and setting it back in the cup beside the sink.

"Did you ever have a girlfriend? What was it like having your first boyfriend? In all the years we've been friends you've never told me about any relationships." He spoke, Yoongi tapping his chin as he thought for a moment.

"I had two girlfriends." The older answered. "One when I was fifteen and one when I was sixteen. As for my first boyfriend?" Yoongi paused, pink tinting his cheeks lightly as he looked down. "I was eighteen, and the relationship was a mess really. The both of us had just discovered that we were gay and it was really... Physical." He laughed softly, looking down at the floor. "But ah... I won't forget it that's for sure."

"Why'd you two break up?" The younger asked, suddenly really intrigued in Yoongi's story.

"It was destined to happen Kook." The older shrugged. "It was our first relationship with someone of the same sex. We needed to grow, and if we stayed together we couldn't do that; we both knew that."

"Do you ever miss him?" Yoongi shook his head.

"It was just young romance." He sighed. "I really did think that I loved him back then but, miss him? No. Enjoy remembering him? Yeah sure. He'll always be in my memories but missing something is when you want it back in your life right? I don't really want him back in my life and I doubt he wants me back in his. Everything his how it should be."

Jungkook nodded softly, rolling up the sleeves of the shirt he had chosen. "Anyway!" Yoongi grinned, clapping his hands. "You've gotta be at Jimin's in what? Ten minutes? Let's get going kid, I'll drive you."

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"Jungkook hey!"

Jungkook immediately broke into a smile as he knocked on the door of the address Jimin had given him, and the door was opened by the older. "Come in." He smiled, Jungkook nodded and walking through the door. "Hoseok's out right now, I didn't really want him here anyway to be honest."

"Why?" Jungkook laughed, slipping off his shoes and following Jimin into the living room.

"Because he'll be annoying." The older giggled, turning around and facing Jungkook. The younger smiled softly as he noticed that the striped shirt Jimin wore was obviously too big, the material extending past his fingertips. "And I wanted to talk to you without him interrupting."

Jungkook raised an eyebrow, following Jimin's actions and sitting down on the couch.

"What about?"

Jimin hesitated for a moment, before sighing.

"Jungkook, what was that kiss really about at the bakery?" He asked, Jungkook's eyes widening after he did so.

"Oh uh..." He trailed off, looking down and avoiding Jimin's eyes.

"Are you questioning your sexuality?" The older asked, Jungkook sighing and looking up. He turned so that he and Jimin were sitting face to face, the older mirroring his actions and scooting closer. He raised an eyebrow when Jungkook rested his hand on his leg.

"Park Jimin, I don't think you know how much you've messed up my head."

Jimin raised an eyebrow, eyes darting to Jungkook's fingers walking up and down his upper thigh slowly.

"Why don't you explain it to me then?" He spoke softly, placing his hand on top of the younger's and tugging at his bottom lip with his teeth.

"I can't stop thinking about you." Jungkook explained, leaning forwards and burying his head in the crook of Jimin's neck. "You're always on my mind no matter what I do and I don't know how to feel about it."

Jimin smiled, running his hand through the raven coloured hair stop the younger's head and sighing.

"What are some of the thoughts you have about me?" He asked, closing his eyes as he felt Jungkook's breath against his skin.

"I think about how pretty you are." Jungkook's words were quiet, but Jimin heard them clearly. "I think about your voice, and your laugh." Jungkook paused, taking a deep breath before continuing. "I think about the noises you make when I touch you, the way your fingers trace patterns that I can't forget along my skin, that look you get in your eyes when you tease me."

The older glanced at Jungkook, biting back a grin as the younger played with the hem of his shirt. "But I also think about what you would look like if you wore my clothes. I think about how your voice would sound in the morning, and I think about if your hugs are as warm as I'd like to think they were."

Jimin's smile only grew as he listened to Jungkook's whispered words against his neck. He slowly wrapped his arms around the younger, pulling him closer until Jungkook was seated on his lap. He rested his head atop of Jungkook's, rubbing up and down his back as they sat on the couch in silence.

"Can I kiss you?" Jimin asked, tilting the younger's head up and leaning forward when he nodded. But it was different than the other's, because this time it wasn't lustful, or bruising, or rushed. There were no wondering hands, or rolling hips. No bites, no hair pulling - Just Jimin's lips on Jungkook's, slowly moving, kissing softly as he took the younger's hand in his.

And Jungkook would be lying if he said he didn't like it.

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a/n:
hey hi here have a lil doodle I did of the kind of position Jungkook and Jimin were in;

Excuse the shittyness lmao

and also

ID PAY SO MUCH MONEY FOR HIM TO POST THIS SELFIE SHIT

- Charlie :)