RAGINI

After a long tiring day I went to my room. I stood shock seeing the condition of it. I felt dizzy seeing all the things scattered around.
This can't be my room. NO. This can't.
Then I saw that devil in form of kid standing and trying my makeups.

I pulled my hair in frustration screaming loudly. Sanskar came to my room hearing it and was left in shock too. He knew how clean freak I am and now nobody can save this child.

I got inside and pulled her roughly.
She was all scared seeing my anger.
I shouted on her furiously. She shivered by my tone. But I was not in a mood to care.
"Get out"- I said rashly.
I saw tears flowing from her eyes and she runs away.
Sanskar moves forward to calm me but getting one glare stopped him on spot and he turned away to his room.

I cleaned my room and retired to bed but sleep was far away.
I twist-turn and  finally got up and went inside her room.

I heard her weeping inside the blanket and felt little bad.
I pursed my lips and moves towards her .
I removed her blanket and asked Sorry.
She faces me n I saw her face all red due to crying.
Now I felt extremely guilty.
She nodded her head and hugged me.
"No I am sorry.That was my fault"-she said
I smiled and cleaned her face.
"Now stop crying..You are princess right. Haven't u heard princess doesn't cry"
She looked at me and asked "Really"
To which I nodded .
She rubbed her face and nose and said now I"LL never cry.

I smiled at her cuteness and asked what she was doing in my room.
She said she was getting bored and so went to try some dresses and makeup to look like me as she adores me.
I took her to my room and done lill bit of her makeup and promised her to take her to shopping soon.

That day I felt a different kind of Peace and slept with her hearing all her childish princess talks.

•••

Next day she innocently blackmailed Sanskar to take her to amusement part .
And this time I supported her.
We had a great day enjoying ourselves.

We keep on spending  time together.
I started getting family vibes .
Sanskar and me grows more close in these days.

Us and princess which we started calling her ,too bonded very well.
Everything seems to be Perfect.

Princess kiddish talks ,
like she changing her name to Ariel when we go for swimming or calling herself Snow White Whenever she eats Apple, keeps entertaining us.
We never get bored of her non_stop blabbering.

I was returning back from office.
When a car halted in front of mine making me to apply sudden break.
Some mens came out , shivers ran down my body just by there looks.
They were looking Dangerous like someone from Mafia .
I locked the car in fear.
One of the guy came in front and took his gun out , pointing towards me.
And asked me to come out. I did what they said.
He came forward and strangled my neck.
Pointing gun on my head he said_" 
We own that Girl. Give her to us , Take it as the last warning"
Saying so they left leaving me all terrified.

I somehow reached home and get relieved seeing Princess already sleeping in her room.
I went to sanskar and told him everything.
He burns in anger and immediately called police ,informing them about the incident.
Seeing my tears he grows soft and  started pacifying me.

I embraced his warmth.
Calming my heartbeats.
He patted my head and took me to the bed.

We were so close to each other.
Temperature of the room increased automatically and it started getting intense.
Fuck! Just the way he looks makes me go all crazy.
His Adam's apple was going up and down whenever he gulps.

I saw layer of desire in his eyes.
Damn! Those pretty eyes.
I know he was trying to control.
I can feel it.
I had a sudden urge to kiss his full lips.

And I did it. Savouring all the sweetness. I kissed him like there isn't any tommorow.
But he didn't kissed back.
I closed my eyes and reluctantly stopped.
I don't want to embarrass myself.
But I think I had already did it.

I turned my head away from him , trying to get hold of me.
I straighten up myself and tried to walks off.
But he didn't let me.

His hold gets tight as he drags me back to him.
And in no moment he was kissing me. I smiled in between and kissed him back.He nibbled my lower lip gentle but demandingly, and it’s nothing like I’ve ever experienced, and I suddenly understand why people describe kissing as melting because every inch of my body was dissolving into his.

We had kissed numerious of times .
But nothing felt like this. Maybe because for the first time I am kissing him with real feelings. Maybe for the first time he is kissing me for real.Maybe.

My fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer. My veins throb and my heart explodes. I have never wanted anyone like this before. Ever.He pushes me backward and we’re lying down, making out like crazy. And I didnt cared about it. All I want is him.The weight of his body on top of mine is extraordinary. I feel him—all of him—pressed against me, and I inhale his shave , his shampoo, and that extra scent that’s just … him. The most intoxicating smell I could ever imagine.I want to be his. His stubbles rubs my skin but I don’t care, I don’t care at all. He feels wonderful. His hands are everywhere, and it doesn’t matter that he is on top of me, I just want him closer.

He started pulling off my cloths.
And I knew there is no backing off from here.
I took a sharp breathe and obliged him.
We both helped each other to get rid of our cloths.
I was nervous and excitement and crazy.
I was having all sorts of emotions as I was about to loose my virginity to him.
But I was happy and very sure about it.
I am in love with this man.
Yes I am.

I giggled .
He looked at me confused and then smiled seeing me.

"What..."-he asked
"Nothing"- I just shaked my head.

And we gets drowned into each other fading everything away.

•••

I was looking at his face remembering last night.
He wasn't hard on me.
Instead,he took it gently.
I moved close to him and kissed him lightly.
Even his morning breathe feels so good.
It's crazy how I am behaving.

His sleep got disturbed by the phone call.
He looked at me n smiled.
The smile which makes bubbles inside me.
He reached for his phone n with the other hand caressed my hair.

Suddenly he started yelling at the caller and left the bed.
My body came in contact with cold.
And I didn't liked it.
He freshen up hurriedly
I asked him what happened but he left without answering me.

After a while I saw him coming back.
He looks angry.
He directly went to Princess's room and dragged her out.
I went to her rescue.
He screamed at me and I got flinched.
I saw princess shaking with fear.

I holded his hand and dragged him to our room leaving princess on hers .
I asked about the matter to which he said that Princess had always lied to us. She had a family. And cause of her their is danger to his bussiness.

I tried to request him to hear Princess side story too before coming to any conclusion.

"Don't you hear me.she is a lier. She"LL never say the truth"-said he
"So were we. We are also lier. That doesn't make us evil"-said I

Ignoreing me he replied that he doesn't care about anything except for  his Bussiness. Which is now in danger . Mafia's are threatening him and he can't risk his company for anyone.

My heart stopped at his tone.
"Not even for us?"-i asked
"What nonsense. We are same. We married cause of business only. Don't be an emotional Fool now"-he replied.

She’d fallen in love.
And he is asking her not to be emotional fool.

She looked up at him.
And that's when she realised ,
It was just a one_sided love.
They have no future.

The only thing he love is BUSSINESS.
Even she used to prioritize Bussiness , it was her passion but now everything is changed.
Not for him though.

She thought to keep her feelings to herself.
She could suffer in silence.
She could say goodbye to him as there was nothing else she can do.

She was in trouble,
trouble that what she was
And what she had became.

But the real trouble was, she loved him.

‘'Ragini'’ he called her but she cuts him off and looked straight in his eyes.
Trying to look stern despite her tears. ‘"I appreciate whatever you have done. But I couldn’t be in this relationship anymore. I don’t just kiss people and have sex without any feelings. That’s why I’d like to avoid you from now. I"LL take Princess with me. I think that'll be okay for you!"

"What are you saying Ragini?"

"That it wasn’t just a kiss, sanskar. There was no just"

 "No just?"

"No"

"I am not getting it dammit . What are you trying so say"-he said holding my arms being frustrated .

  "I can't explain it to you .. it's just that... that I really like you. Like, really really like you. Like love kinda like you. And I wanted our yesterday's kiss to have been the start of something. Not the end.'”- I said with tears.

He cupped my cheeks and said :- "we are together and we"LL always be. We were living a perfect life before all this mess.Before princess entered our life. We"LL continue living like that . Just be with me"

I shook my head.
Not with the cost of Princess life.

"You are so selfish Sasnkar"-i spitted out

Anger covered his eyes.
"So was you "-he replied
"True. But now I have changed. And so my prioritise"-i said

Hearing this he turned and start walking out.
He stopped for a moment_" They"LL come for her. And you can't  do anything to stop them" saying so he left.
Leaving me all broken and shattered.

Princess was standing with tears rolling down her cheeks.
She accused herself for causing fight in between us.
I hugged her tightly and promised to myself to always protect her.

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