I'm amazed , picking up the pace
Follow my lead
Damn, you're a criminal stealing my little piece of mind.
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Just worked best like I remembered them all, it came ♡, You left with it all
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Whenever you lonely tell them who go crazy for your love.🎶

PARTYNEXTDOOR- Brown Skin

This is the chapter where he breaks me some might not understand me and how this hurt me but those who witnessed it will understand since Tamica is me I will talk straight no POVs nothing like that just me the Author/ Character.

-Tee♡

Tamica started noticing this mixed girl was who Tyson always talked to but that didn't bother her at first but it was annoying her when she noticed how every morning he went upstairs to meet up with her but he'd never done that for her and she was right across her class the least he could do was pass by to hug her too but no but was it her or was he slowly slipping away from her but why wait  why was it her that gr8 mixed girl no ways how she's knew I've been here for him for 8 months in life she thought but is there something wrong with her was she just old news but of course no one wants to admit these things so she kept it to herself but then she was badly defeated when one day she found out the kissed when he's never done that to her after all this time he knew her he knew she was in love with with but why hasn't he assured her there'd be nothing between them if so why was he doing this what was going on then she saw the way he looked at her it was a way he hasn't looked at her in weeks it broke her heart she wouldn't confront him about it she just understood everything perfectly well it all clicked to her all she did was cry in her besty Lavanya's arms

*Lavanya and Tamica became friends over the months because of their similarities she was in the A class and she'd come over a lot so she got to know her after some time*

They all asked her what was going on and she told them she only told Retrica, Lavanya and Bonnie who was also another friend she had made over the few months.

She was mad but mostly sad he had played her and forgotten her when someone who was less  prettier came along but for some reason boys went crazy for mixed girls so that's probably why it was annoying and sad and well she was black so she felt insulted and  literally she found out all his exes were mixed so that showed she really had no chance.
Fuck him literally.

Next day she told everyone else what happened she cried to and went mad when she saw him and later her and she tried to run after her but all that happened was her being dragged down by people so they could protect that whore and that asshole. She gave up went up stairs and cried so more she felt disgusted everything was a mistake he gave her false assurance she rejected so many people for him and assumed the ones who warned her about him were just jealous God she hated herself at that moment she was so broken down she went into some typeof post traumatic disorder she zoned out completely her body was there but not herself not that person she usedto be all her love vanished including her belief in love existing she was consumed with so much hatred she was not the same no more.

Authors note

Well I'm happy to say I'm almost done with this book  and thank God because the memories come back thanks to this book  just a few more chapters but good thing is I learn i myself when I read it and I'm sure you do too once again thank you guys for the support guys I literally love yall ♡ .