11:11

At 11:11 I'm praying
With eyes closed, I keep wishing
For a better tomorrow with a smile
This has been going on for a while.

Ah! I'm so lonely I can't even write
Something that's supposed to be bright
That inspirational piece I've been yearning
I'm just so sad I can't stop sulking.

In August I'm still contemplating
How to go on without faking
A smile, a laugh, everything!
Ah! Again, this is really tiring!

I'm sorry you have to feel my pain too
But in every support know that I thank you
For the compliments that keeps me going,
For the appreciation that you are showing.

So at 11:11 I pray that someday
I'll wake up happy, without dismay
With my heart's been mend
With this cold and darkness end.

-sdjm
11:11 p.m.
02Aug2017