*sighs and passes holy water*

This is it.

I'm losing my virginity to the broken boy who is partly drunk. I'm losing it late at night when it's almost close to morning, in a small freaking bed.

And I wouldn't change a single thing about it.

Raph's eyes are more clearer than glazed. He seems more anticipated than I am. His tongue teases mine as we kiss and I grip his shoulders. His fingers rub against me, making me arch my back.

"Ah," I squeak and screw my eyes shut.

He slowly makes his way down and begins to suck on me. I quickly sit up to watch him in amazement. His lips around my length move with concentration. The pleasure makes me moan and I lay back down, enjoying every swipe from his tongue.

"Holy crap I think I'm gonna come right now," I say playfully, but my body means it.

Raph chuckles and leans forward to kiss me before parting my legs wide open.

"Are you still up for this?" He asks nervously.

"I've been up for this ever since I laid eyes on you," I say. "Except I imagined it with kinky stuff like chains and blindfold-"

"Oh my god," he says in horror and he covers his mouth. I laugh and hold his hand.

"I'm kidding baby," I say and squeeze his hand. "Yes I'm ready. Are you?"

He nods and gives me that charming smile that makes me melt. Raph kisses me again and I feel his member brush against me. Before I know it, he presses inside me and I gasp. I wince at the slight pain.

"Fuck," I groan as he moves. His lips move to my neck. I put my focus on his teeth and the way they graze my neck. He thrusts even deeper and I clutch on the bed sheet. The pain is slightly disappearing and I pant along with him.

"I love you so much," he breathes out.

He brushes my cheek with his finger and buries his head in the crook of my neck. I kiss his neck and he moans my name. I tug at one of the strands from his mask as his hips roll against mine. I see beads of sweat forming on his forehead as he grunts.

"I love you more," I manage to say. After a period of time, we make eye contact and he gives me a hopeful look telling me that he's ready to come undone.

I nod and his eyes never leave mine as he comes. He falls next to me, pulling himself out and I wrap my arms around him. He smiles and kisses my shoulder. Our breathing is staggered and wild.

"Well that was something new," he mumbles.

"That went better than in my head," I say and he rolls his eyes. He snuggles close to me and I hear him snoring softly after staying awake. I don't care if we don't last forever together. I only care about this angry, flawed boy who just made love to me for the first time.

I can only imagine what obstacles we will have to face next together.

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Ah well you just read the last chapter of Lovesick Fool 😭 Thank you to absolutely every single one of you that has read, voted, and commented on this. I hope you enjoyed reading it was much as I enjoyed writing. You're all bodacious. Love you!