If someone would've told me that Raphael would be mine, I would have laughed. A lot.

I would say,"Nice joke. You should be a comedian."

Even now that I'm in between his legs as we watch a movie, I don't believe it. We have a blanket surrounding us as we sit on the floor. Raph's arms are around me as he lays his cheek on my shell. Its very late but I can't sleep. Not with him behind me and my hormones driving wild. Raph on the other hand, is softly snoring.

Part of me wants to watch him sleep. The other part of me, the naughty side, wants something else.

The movie ends and I carefully unwrap Raph's arms from my waist. His snore grows louder and I struggle to free myself. I try my hardest to carry him bridal style. His groans softly as I take him to my room. I lay him on my bed and return to the living room to turn off the tv. By the time I return, I find him sitting up with eyes open.

"Hello sugar pumpkin," I greet.

"Hey ba-" He stops himself and bites his lip.

"What was that?" I ask.

He hides his face. "Nothing," he mutters.

"Say it," I say, trying not to show my excitement. I kneel down in front of him and rest my hands on his knees.

"I don't know why but I, I was gonna call you...babe," he says and looks away. His face is an awful shade of red, and my smile only grows.

"Go ahead then. Call me it," I say.

"No," he says sternly. Then much softer he adds,"You'll make fun of me."

"Of course not," I scoff. My entire existence revolved on him calling me that in his angry voice. You need punishment babe. You're gonna get it babe. Is that so babe? Oh no. Stop it Leo. You're doing it again.

"Yeah you will," he says grumpily. I scoot closer and he surprises me by opening his legs so I can get even closer. Yes, closer to giving a blowjob. Stop Leo!

"I would never make fun of you baby," I say. "I call you pet names all the time."

Raph struggles to reply. His mouth is open as he looks down at me. I can hear his large breaths. Is it because I'm so close to his-

I clear my throat. "I won't ever make fun of you okay?"

"Okay," he finally replies.

"Okay what?" I tease.

"Okay...babe," he says with his eyes closed.

"Again," I demand. I climb on top of his lap and feel him tense under me. He is so off guard and his arms shake as he tries to keep himself sitting.

"Okay babe," he repeats breathelessly.

"That sounds incredibly sexy," I whisper against his neck.

He stutters and grips my thighs. "R-Really babe?"

Holy fuck. "Yes it does," I reply. I push him back onto the soft matress. I climb on top and straddle his legs. He is panting now and I kiss him briefly. He kisses hard and fast and my hand involuntarily goes touches in between his legs. It takes me back to where we've been in this position before, but this time Raph is not stopping me.

I grip his lenth and he squeaks softly. Then he stops me and I give him a puzzled look. I spoke too soon.

"Sorry sorry it's just.." He bites his lip and covers his face. "I'm just not ready. I'm scared."

It's like romance is his total weakness. How ironic. You would think it would be me stopping him. Instead I am the one in control of a broken boy who doesn't want to go any further than this. But I respect that. Its my broken boy.

"Please don't hate me," he pleas.

I snort and kiss his cheek. "I've never seen you so uncollected," I tell him. "Relax love. I don't hate you. I understand."

"I am collected," he says defensively. His face softens. "Thank you." He pulls me to his chest and I playfully grind on him in the process.

"Oh my gosh Leo!" He scolds and I laugh.

"You should at least let me give you a blowjob," I say very lowly, secretly hoping he hears me.

"Are you always this horny?" he asks and I laugh.

"With you? 24/7," I admit. Even though I can't see him, I know he is rolling his eyes. He probably doesn't know that I mean it.

We stay quiet, happily holding each other until I hear him snoring once again. I still can't manage to sleep. I stare into darkness. My body is rising and falling due to his breathing. After pondering for a long time, somehow my naughty side takes over. I quietly slither down his body and reach my destination.

You are absolutley crazy, I think to myself.

"You bastard," I hear Raph's deep voice groan. I freeze and hope that he's sleep talking. "Ah what the hell. I can't really sleep either."

He sits up and smirks. "Go ahead babe. Give me that damn blowjob."

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Sometimes I wonder why I write this kind of stuff...then publish it omg XD Leo's story will be revealed next chapter. Guys honestly, I don't know how long this book will be. Aggghhh!

Oh btw *whispers* incest is okay.

*slowly disappears*

I hope you enjoyed this chapter. P.S. I wrote this chapter out of anxiety and fear because of what happened in Paris. Paris, on 9/11 you said that on that day you were all Americans. On this day, we're all French. Please stay safe everyone. I love you.