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Victoria POV

The silence of the house disturbs me a lot, the only noise in the house is that of the clock ticking and my deep breath.
Worry cripple it way into my head making g me wonder what was taking Justin so long to get home, he told me he was going to back late but I never expected this late.

I try calling is call but he was not picking up his phone, what made me more scared was that he wasn't that Ben's, the bar tender informed me that he and the men he came with has left a long time ago, But he left heavily drunk.

Which scares me, I called Elsa fifteen minutes ago and told her she informed me she was on her way so we could both go look for him together. Which I find very helpful, I wouldn't have called her if I wasn't so desperate and worried.

The knock on the front door got my attention, I moved fast to get the door thinking it was Justin but it was Elsa and Lisa.

The both look worried but Lisa still has a hint of anger in her eyes.

Elsa moved to hug and drag me out "We have no time lock up the door, I have found out where he is. I came here so we could all go together"

I made sure to lock up fast and three both hurried fast together, getting into what I believe could be Elsa's car.

I took the sit at the back while Lisa sits at the front with Elsa who was driving off.

"Where is he?" I worried asked still not feeling at ease.

"He is at Caleb's badly seriously drunk like always every year" Elsa said murmuring the last four words.

Curiously I asked "what do you mean evey year?"

"Will you shut up with your questions?" Lisa snapped "I expected me brother to be different when he marries you but know, today have just proved that you are nothing but a stature with a hole which my brother use to satisfy himself because if you are any difference today wouldn't have happened" she yelled out.

"LISA!!" Elsa shouted.

"What but it true or we wouldn't be here would we?" She face Elsa with rage wricar n all over her face.

The impact of the words coming through her mouth stung.

With a wary voice I asked "What have I ever done to make you hate he this way?"

She scoffed "You want to know? Then I will tell you"

She was interrupted by Elsa "Lisa don't"

"No, let me speak my mind" she turned to face me "You just one spoiled girl who thinks she can just work her way into my brother's life, am sure you were the one told you dad to partner with my brother unless he were to marry you"

"No I did not" my blood boiled with all what she said "And please save it, I just want to bring my husband back home"

Lisa scoffed "Husband indeed" she opened her mouth to say more.

"Okay that enough Lisa just shut up and we here" Elsa informed us.

We all stepped out of the car find ourselves outside a huge mansion I had no idea how when we manage to get pass the gate. Well I was busy arguing with Lisa.

Lisa rang the bell which took a while before it was answered by a tall brown head guy with brown golden eyes he had a strong jaw line.

The scowl on his face almost ruined his handsome face. "I thought I told you not to come?" He raspingly said to Elsa.

She simply just rolled her eyes "Oh do shut up Caleb and tell me where my stupid brother is" she push pass him "Come on guys get in" she motion for us to get in.

Caleb turned around to glared at Elsa "Are you forgetting that I own this house?"

"So? Even if you do I can come in anytime I want, now were is my brother?" Elsa asked folding her arms to her chest.

"Elsa I told you not to come and even if you want to, you shouldn't have brought his wife" he frowned "you know what happened last time"

Elsa and Lisa stiffened.

Confused I asked "Why shouldn't I see my husband and what happened last time?"

Elsa cursed under her breath "Vicky I think we should go and come back in the morning"

I shrugged her hands off my shoulder "No am not leaving here without my husband" I clarified.

"I think it best if you we leave for our own good" Lisa said

Elsa grab my hands to pull me out but we where stopped my a voice. "Well hello wife".

I turned to find Justin looking disorganized his clothing rough, his hair scattered, his eye red like he was crying, the stench of alcohol in air.

" Justin what wrong? Why are you like this?" I moved towards him to touch him but what he said next made me stop.

"Don't move a step forward you wretch" he sneer.

Shock overtook me, I wasn't expecting him to say that "What?" I stammered.

Caleb moved to stop this "Justin I think you should just get inside and sleep this before you say something you will regret". He try to drag Justin back " What are you two waiting for take her and leave" he said to both Lisa and Elsa.

"No!" Justin pushed Caleb aside and pointed at me "You see my life was just easy before you came in but now you are in it am ruined"

I was frozen on able to move Elsa try to take out of the house "No stop let me hear what he is about to say" I insisted.

They all protested but I refused I just want to hear what Justin have to say to me.

"Oh guys shut up and let talk to my wife here" he faced me His expression filled with rage "I know what you about to do in my life, you want to change it but...but I won't let you." He said drunk "You made me almost forget about my Briella....."

"Justin stop" Elsa said.

"No let him speak" my voice cracked

Justin snort "Still trying to play innocent here but let me tell you. You are anything but innocent. My briella was that and life took her away from me, it all my fault but know this I will never love any woman the way I love her or can I say I will never love again"

His word sting me deep, it hurt hearing him say this my eyes became blurry with tears.

"I know you do, I know you love me Victoria but it a shame because I will never love you even if I decide to love which I know it impossible it defiantly won't be you" he said to my face with disgust. Tears dropped down from my eyes.

"Justin bro please sto......" Caleb try to stop.

"N...no please let him continue" I sniffed.

Justin laugh humourless "I hurt right because it true but it doesn't hurt like how I feel right now, I lost my love. My briella. You know why I can't love you?" He stop expecting me to ask but I didn't "Well let me tell you, your one spoilt brat am sure you lack a good relationship that why you agree to this one because you could pass a chance like this and you think marrying my will make you live happily ever after but you wrong it won't, well do you know one thing you good at? You good at sex, yes that one thing I can't get tried of but the rest are bullshit and I hate this. I HATE ALL OF THIS!!!" He yelled. "I just want you to go leave me alone"

I didn't realize I was sobbing already, the impact of his word hit me hard, I felt something break inside me, I felt numb, shattered. "I will leave like I promised you if you told me to" I turned almost outside but stopped to say one last time "I love you".

Then I stepped out asking Elsa to open up the car and drive me off from here. She and Lisa got in and she drive off from there.

That when I broke down letting out all my agony and heartbreak for this was not how I anticipated my day to turn out.

Then I realise one thing.

Justin has succeed in breaking me.

I felt numb and sick.

Am broken completely broken and Justin did that to me, he did that to me.

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