/"IM STILL YOURS"/

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JIMIN POV:
~1 hour later~
I sat down beside her when her parents left. I was just looking at her.'why just why did you saved me? I had been so rude to you...I can't believe myself i was so harsh and was already breaking up. Most hurtful thing is seeing like this.

JIMIN: Yoona! Please shout at me or slap me I really deserve but don't be quiet.

Doctor came inside. I didn't even look at him. "Police caught the driver who hit the car. They want you out" Dr. Said. I went out angrily to see who it was. I couldn't want to believe my eyes what I'm seeing.....why are they with the police? I saw Yoona's parents with police and a strange man who was not familiar.
JIMIN: what is going on?

POLICE: They both hired this man to hit the car in return they gave him money.
*it couldn't be...how they ?!? With their own daughter??*

JIMIN: what....?!?!
*I was Shock and was waiting them to speak the bloody truth*

JIMIN: ARE YOU YOONA'S REAL PARENTS? HOW COULD YOU PLAN THIS TO HER? I'll not leave you if anything happens to her. JUST SPEAK UP...

YOONA'S DAD: we were ashamed of her. I never loved her. I did this becoz she went against us and wanted to marry you not the one we decided to. We took a big loan from minkyu and now he wants us to repay it by marrying yoona to him. she doesn't want to marry him bcoz she loved you. So we decided to kill you by hitting the car you were in but yoona was also with you but that idiot saved you and is already dying.

JIMIN: but that day when minkyu tried to rape her...why did you stopped him there?

YOONA'S DAD: we thought you saw us there so we stopped him doing anything to her.

JIMIN: JUST TAKE THEM AWAY BEFORE I KILL THEM OFFICER.

I grinned my teeth in anger and the officer took them away. 'What is all this shit? What am gonna do now? Her own parents ditched her....' I tightened my fist in anger, fear, love. Remembering yoona tears formed in my eyes trying to fall slowly they started falling down. I feel my eyes burning.

"Mr.park please go home for a while rest and come tomorrow. We are shifting yoona in room." Nurse said.

"No! I'll be staying here!"

"There's no use of staying sir. You can't see her now." Nurse said.

Nurse said and left. I should go home change And come back tomorrow.

I entered home and straightly went towards my room to change. I took a shower and came down to eat something so I can go back to hospital. I looked the kitchen. I want to smell the dishes yoona used to make for me. I took out an instant noodles and ate it before drying. After getting all things done. I again went to hospital.

I entered Yoona's room and sat beside her.

"Believe me yoona! I was just angry. I would never say things like that If I knew this will happen."

I kissed her forehead.

"I know you can't listen to me and you can't talk to me but I want to hear your voice."

"I was never like this. I was rude selfish self centered but you....you changed me into something I would never imagine myself"

I held Yoona's hand into mine.

"Everything I ever did for you it always hurted you. I have never been in a relationship before I don't know how you were thinking bout marrying me. I only wished to see you beside me every night before closing my eyes and every morning opening my eyes. I only wanted to love you even more. You never said how you were feeling...."

Tears started forming in my eyes.

"I dont know what things were going on in your mind....why you didn't wanted to marry me. "

"You did what you were supposed to do as a girlfriend but I failed in being a good and protective boyfriend "

I looked at my hands holding her. I realized I was talking to you but you can't listen me. A slight smile form on my face. But not for too long seeing yoona unconscious lying in the bed motionless.

"I wanted to be with you but not like this."

Life has many ups and downs but this was something unpredictable.

"Trust me yoona! I really love you. I was rude. I had behaved wrong but I'm not a wrong person."

~² months later~

After 1 week later of Yoona's accident jimin's friend who was in abroad came back to him for helping him.

(His name was taehyung)

TAEHYUNG'S POV:
It was dinner time and jimin was not at all ready to have dinner.

"How long are you going punish yourself jimin!"

"It's 2 months Tae just tell her its enough I can't live without her"

"I can understand but listen jimin you need to move on just go back to work....distract your mind from yoona and accident stuff. "

Jimin gave me a death glare for what I said just now.

"I didn't mean it in a way. I'm not saying you to forget her but just see yourself in a mirror you're not the jimin I know anymore."

"Leave me alone taehyung I don't want to talk to anyone "

"As If I'm gonna obey you"

I sat beside jimin and patted his back. He looked at me. Believe me he looked disgusting! full of sorrow...pain in his eyes. Dark circles. He looked miserable. I turned my gaze every where and his house was a whole mess. I turned to jimin again he had no expression on his face. He wanted to cry but holding himself in front of me. He is sad. I can't see him like this anymore. He needs help. Everytime he's in hospital sitting beside yoona crying or just looking at her. He even talks with her. He lost his mind.

"Look jimin what ever had happened your sadness can't change it. So this not a solution to lock yourself in your house"

Jimin left a deep sigh.

"Speak up jimin your silence is killing me already"

Jimin opened his mouth to talk but couldn't.

"I'm trying Tae! I'm really trying but I can't.....knowing the person I love the most is lying on a death bed." Jimin said

Tears started falling on his cheeks. Soon his cheeks got red. I can't see him like that. He became so mad for yoona.

"Jimin....stop crying! You know what you really need help. You're losing your control over mind. I know a good psychiatrist you will go to him ok"

Jimin looked at me in disbelief.

"You wanna say I'm mad?"

"No I'm not saying you're mad but I know...."

"What does you even know about me huh?? Just leave me alone."

"Do you really loved her?"

"WHAT THE FUCK! TAEHYUNG!!!"

"JIMIN GET OUT OF YOUR SELFISHNESS! YOU WANTED TO HAVE HER IN YOUR LIFE BECOZ YOU LIKED HER... YOU GOT JEALOUS OF STUPID MAN YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HIS NAME WAS....YOU WANTED TO DATE HER...YOU WANTED TO LEAVE HER OUT OF A FUCKING MISUNDERSTANDING....YOU WANTED TO MARRY HER...NOW YOU WANT HER BACK IN YOUR LIFE...HOW SHAMELESS YOU'RE JIMIN"

Jimin swpt his tears and sat on couch realizing what he was doing.

"Jimin...look it was always 'you'. You never tried knowing what's with her. What she wanted. You are pathetic. Yoona was just a doll you played with. She is not your mom...she will never betray you. She's not your possession. Don't let her become your obsession jimin"

"I want to be alone taehyung..."

"But---"

"Please..taehyung just go I'll call you later"

"Ok but take care...call me anytime if you need me and also don't do anything stupid ok."

"Hmm"

I bid him bye and passed by his house. Im still worried to leave him alone.

~NEXT DAY~
I went to jimin's place to see him. I knocked the door but there was no response.

"Jimin...open the door."

No response.

"Jimin are you angry about yesterday?"

No response.

Jimin's car is missing I think he went to hospital to check on Yoona's condition. Should I go to him? I'll definitely go.

~TIME SKIP~
(coz author-nim wants to end this soon)

I arrived to hospital and saw Yoona's Doctor passing by....

"Excuse me? Dr How is Yoona's condition?"

"Ah- she's still unconscious"

"Do she have any betterment?"

"No! We can't say anything"

" thank you dr"

I straightly went to Yoona's room to find jimin. I opened the door to see only yoona lying on the bed but no trace of jimin. I went outside and saw Dr still standing.

"Where is jimin....he must be in hospital right?"

"He come here in last night and went early morning. he didn't came back afterwards."

"Ok"

I passed by the Dr thanking where he must be? Ahh this boy is making me mad....I came here to help him but he doesn't tell me anything. He changed...

I again went to his house to see if he's home.

~TIME SKIP~
I knocked the door twice but nobody is responding.

"Jimin....jiminaahh---"

He opened.

"WHAT THE HELL JIMIN--"

jimin's condition was worse than before...I never saw him like this. He looked worse, he is all damaged. He was whole red he's eyes was swollen he was unbearable to look. A light drop of blood under his lips, purple scars at his hands.... he looked vulnerable!!! He ruined himself.

With teary eyes....

"Oh! Tae my best friend you came to meet me!"
He smiled with teary eyes and hugged me.

"Ji-jimin?---"

"Come in! I want to introduce with someone. But don't behave weird infront of her ok"

"Jimin! There is n----"

He snapped my shoulder and dragged me to hall.

"Ah!! There she is...look she's my girlfriend! Isn't she beautiful huh?"

"Jimi---"

"Come on! Love introduce yourself"

"Listen to me--"

"Oh she's a little bit shy....she is yoona."

"THERE IS NOBODY JIMIN!''

"Huh? Are you blind? Can't you see she's standing there!"

"Stop it jimin"

"JIMIN!!!"

I slapped him hard. He faltered back in shock.

"THERE IS NOBODY HERE."

"STOP IT TAEHYUNG! SHE IS JUST STAN---"

he looked here and there but there was no one to be found.

"Yoona....my love Come out!!--"

"She is not here jimin she is in hospital..."

"Yoona! Baby girl where are you...!!

Tears formed in my eyes seeing jimin like this. He lost his mind.

"Jimin---"

"YAHH! JUST GO AWAY... SHE IS NOT COMING TO ME BECOZ OF YOU...GET OUT.... yoona look Tae is going you can come out ok I want to see you come to me my love "

I grabbed his shoulders made him look to me straight in my eyes.

"Jimin... YOONA IS IN HOSPITAL"

"No Tae she came here yesterday...we--we saw a..a..a movie to..together...we had dinner there and..!!"

He was controlling his tears to fall. He was controlling himself to not cry and stuttered words.

"Jimin...she is not here..she never came back here."

I hugged him tightly. He started crying out loud in my arms. I don't want to see him like this anymore. I'll do whatever it takes to make my jimin how he was before.

"I want...want her back taehyung!!!"

"Shh! It's ok she'll come to you one day."

~THUD~
"JIMIN....."

Jimin fell on ground. I tried waking him up he didn't.

~6 months later~

JIMIN POV:

.Rring Rring.

I wokeup. Sat on the bed thinking everything is just going usual.....but not fine. I am just breathing not living. I came out of my thoughts as I felt a tear rolling on my cheek. I wiped my face with both of my hands and got off the bed to a take a shower. I did my breakfast and was ready to go...I grabbed the car keys and locked the door. I joined my dad's business 3 months ago as I realized that something was eating me from inside. It's like someone kept a big heavy stone on my chest not letting me to breathe. I want to cry but holding it, I want to let go things but it doesn't leave me, I want to hear a specific voice but it doesn't come to my ear. 3 months ago was the last time I saw yoona. Everyday I'm expecting one single call but it doesn't ring. I stopped caring everything and started to think about myself. I felt Uneasy but I somewhat adjusted myself into daily routine. I made myself to believe that past 9 months was just a dream.....actually a NIGHTMARE to me but reality woke me up. I deleted every single photo of her even every damn message of her from my phone to move on. 'Am I waiting for her'.......'no' this is the only lie I have been saying myself from past 6 months.

'Love is drug'

'And'

'She was addiction'

I arrived office. I straightly went into dad's cabin as he wanted to see me. I was not at all curious what he called me so urgently. I knocked the door before getting in. I heard something. 'Do he have guests inside?.....I wish he's not doing any stupid things'

~knock knock~
I heard.
"Come in"
I went in and my mind already gave me a red alert. I saw two familiar faces but don't know where I saw them and there was a girl sitting with them shyly. I guess why? I Bowed them a hello.

"Ah Jimin come here! He's my son and jimin they're Mr.jun myeung and Mrs.jun Chae woon. . "

He turned me towards them and I remembered they're company's equity shareholders. He pointed out the girl to come near him. He pulled me towards me to whisper something and the thing I heard was unbelievable.

"She will soon be your wife so be careful and stop waiting for that stupid girl she's never gonna wake up so stop wasting your time and your money on her " he released me after saying this. They send me with this girl to go for a walk. I mean I dont even know her name and I'm gonna marry her? No way. Suddenly she stopped walking and turned to me.

"You...you can call me Ari!"
She said me shyly.

"I'm jimin. And there's nothing to be shy of. Don't get hopes for me...I already love someone " I said. She was quiet the whole ride to Cafe as she wanted to go there with me. We entered the Cafe. She tried talking to me on irrelevant topics for an hour. "Can you please come on to the main point?" I asked her annoyingly. "What!?" She's confused by my behavior.

"Stop beating around the bush....say what you wanna say now!"

"Ahhh--ummm......it's...---actu---"

I was ready to slap myself for coming here with this stupid.

"Umm...you said that you already love someone else but she's unconscious right?"

"Is that a problem?"

" No I didnt mean anything wrong....I was just asking how long are you going to wait for her?"

I got up from the table in frustration but still replied her.

"Till my last breathe" and I walked away. Why is dad doing this to me just because to maintain his social status is that all matters him....what about my happiness?

~TIME SKIP~
after a long tiring day I came back to my loneliness. I took a shower and directly went to bed without having my dinner coz I didn't feel like having it. I laid on the bed remembering all my happiest moments of me and yoona.

~The time she crashed onto me~

Jimin: don't you have manners?
Yoon na: don't you have eyes?
Jimin: apologize or I won't leave you.
Yoon na: leave my hand am already late!

A smile formed on my lips of how we met and a drop of tear rolled down. I immediately wiped it chuckling.

"Ok ok I'm not crying and not every  drop of water that comes out of my eyes  is tear...!" I said to myself.

Is it already time to forget you yoona?....is this the end of you and me? Why aren't you coming back to me? I'm done living alone. I want something to lean on....to laugh with...to be with me in my hard time to pat my back and tell me 'it's ok' don't I deserve this much? Don't I deserve to be loved? I want you back yoona. Just till the time you woke up ill be there standing infront you with flowers and a wedding ring to let you know that........

"I'M STILL YOURS"

~3 YEARS LATER

JIMIN POV:
3 years passed by and I'm still waiting for her. The pain in my heart increased day by day. There were no growth in her treatment. Doctors were unable to wake her up. Most of the time I was with her talking to her crying but no response from her.

Ari and me became friends but not that close. She kinda likes me but I don't. I am in a restaurant with her to have dinner. I am lost in my thoughts.

"Jimin are you ok?"

"Hm! Yeah"

I felt something really weird. As something is gonna happen. I couldn't sit still....I was sweating. I am feeling a pain in my chest.

"What do you want to order " she asked

"Anything that suits you I'm ok with it "

"Ok"

She ordered food. She looked like she wanted to tell me something. 

"Jimin actually I wanted to tell you something. "

"Hm I'm listening"
I looked away from her face.

"Look at me"

"I'm listening"
I glared at her.

"It's 3 years jimin. I want you to move on and accept the situation the way they are please. "

"So...you want me to move on huh?

"Yes "

"And then I will marry you?"

"Or....? Do you have any choice rather than me ?"

"Ari you know I have always been given choices. But this time I don't have any choices. If I marry you I can never make you happy and I'll never love you coz i already love someone. "

"We can make it out jimin if we try...."

"There's no trying"

"Ik! You're in guilt for what happened to yoona but---"

~Rring Rring~
It was an unknown number. I didn't pick up.

"Look ari! If I marry you I can never make you happy"

"You didn't saw future...!"

"Ari--"

~Rring Rring~

"Pick-up jimin. May it's something Important? "

"Maybe but it's unknown number"

I decided to pickup.

~on the phone ~
"Hello is this park jimin" asked the person.

"Who are you?"

"I'm Dr. Kim from xyz hospital. "

As soon as I heard hospital I got up from my seat.

"What's wrong jimin? "

"Is...is yoona OK?"

"Yes congratulations Mr.park she has finally woke up."

Tears started flowing down and I could feel my heart beating so fast that it could explode.

"Jimi--"

I hung up the call.

"I need to go somewhere "

I said and ran towards parking lot and I can feel that stupid ari is following me from behind.

"JIMIN " she yelled. There you go.

"Look ari I can't talk now please"

I said and started car. I drived to hospital. I ran to get the lift and it was late

"FUCK IT" I ran to get stairs. Finally I got to the floor she was in. I stood for 2 minutes to breathe. And directly went towards the room yoona was in. I hesitated to open the door. I held the knob nervously I slowly got inside and closed the door. I closed my eyes in fear. I opened my eyes to see yoona laying on the bed like always but this time her eyes were open. She can now see me, she can finally talk to me. I went near to her bed. She didn't saw me yet.

"Yoona?"

She turned her face to look at me....

"I'm not dreaming right...?"

Tears started flowing down my cheeks non stop seeing yoona. She didn't responded anything nor she smiled looking at me like always she used to do whenever I call her name.

"Yo-yoona" I stuttered her name. She wanted to sit. I quickly went near to her... but she stopped my hands from touching her. It hurt so much.

"A..are y..ou o..k? Does anywhere hurts...hmm?"

She looked at me with disgusted look. It pains more and it should after what she has gone through bcoz of me. She opened her mouth to speak something but stopped.

"I...I'm listening my love, please talk to me...I want to hear your voice" I pleaded 🥺

"W-why a..am here?" She asked with a very weak voice.

and finally here we go with...

YOONA POV:
I could not help but I was so weak to even speak to him. What happened and why I'm here I couldn't remember anything. Then mind popped something...I had an accident. I see jimin all well and why I'm laying on bed. I tried to ask him

"W-why a..am here?"

He started crying holding my hand in his. Why is he crying?

"We....we had an argument in car that day...and don't know how you saw a truck coming to us you pushed me out of the car...and the car got hit by a big truck  you were in. "

I got to remember everything that happened. But I may be unconscious for possibly 3 or 4 days. Why is he crying so hard. I looked around and saw the date in calendar

Wait....what??

"Ji-jimin..why is that date like this in calendar. ?"

"You had an emergency surgery that day and.... you went into coma and now it had been 3years "

I just couldn't believe how he had been in this three years without me. I wanted him I soo wanted calm him down as he was crying continously. I was so weak to move so I just...

"Jimin...?"

He looked at me. And trust me he looked heartbroken.

"Hmm?"

"Can you give me a hug...I could not mov---"

I didn't even completed my sentence. He got up and slowly let me in his arms. I feel so good in his embrace. Although it looked me only one day of being unconscious but how was jimin..? I patted his back slowly soothing him in embrace.

"It was so hard for you...right?. I'm not going anywhere now leaving you jimin...."

He was about to break the hug but I pulled him again and this time it was a very tight hug. Then I realized something....wait...3 years?  Did he..? I broke hug and made him sit on the bed beside my legs. I could not talk with him seeing like this. I wiped of all his tears from his face. He sobbed.

"Jimin..?"

He started touching my lips... making 'I want a kiss' type of face.

"Did you probably marr-"

"Yoona! Why will I marry anyone else. "

I relaxed knowing 😌 but....

"Do you have--"

"No I don't have any girlfriend "

I forced my weak body to move a little forward and kissed his lips. I can feel how desperate he was. I smiled while kissing him. He moved back. 

"Aa..jimin that!! I wanted to ask you for something "

"Hm anything for love of my life"

"Can...can I--"

"Tell me baby girl."

He grabbed both of my hands.

"Can I...can i move in your house"

I looked away from his face.

"Ofcourse my love.. if you would have not asked it I was gonna take you to my house already "

"Really!'' In a very excited voice.

"Ah..did you probably know..!!"

"Hmm... I heard everything about what my parents did from Dr. I'm really sorry jimin and I'm really ashamed of myself "

"No sweetheart it's not your fault at all..I love you sooooo much "

"I love you too"




























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