JACK'S POV

It's been THREE FUCKING DAYS!!!

Lucky's still in the fucking hospital, Mark and Ki have been staying at our house to watch the kids, while I just wait in the lobby of the hospital for updates...

Her parents walked out of here, crying, and didn't tell me anything.

No one has said ANYTHING to me!!!

That's my fucking wife!!

The nurses have given me water and food, and I just leave it on the floor.

A doctor has told me more than once to go home and sleep, but I'm still here.

I look like a ghost. I have bags under my eyes, my face is red from all the crying I've done, my hands shake like crazy, my head is filled with nonsense.

I'm just a damn mess.

I run my fingers through my hair for the thousandth time today as a nurse approaches me.

"Sir, you really should eat. You're turning into flesh and bones."

I sigh and say, "At least I'm alive. When will I get an update on my wife?"

The nurses face drained of color and she looks at me, "Sir, when you go home for at least 3 days, fully rested, has eaten all 3 days, we will give you the update. You need to go home and see your kids, Jack. They miss you." She pats my shoulder and smiles at me, "You're friends are worried."

I start balling at the woman, "Do you know what?! I miss my wife! I miss her voice! Her hugs! Her sweet laughter! The way she woke up in the morning and kissed me until I woke up! I miss my kids chasing her around our house! I MISS MY FUCKING WIFE!! I MISS MY STAR!!!"

I rub the heels of my hands into my eyes, sobbing.

The nurse leans over and hugs me tight, resting her head on my shoulder, "Jack, (Y/N) loves you so fucking much. She misses you too. She misses Lacey and Hunter."

I look up to see long blonde hair, and bright eyes.

"Jay?"

"Hi, Jack. Okay, let's make a deal, shall we? If you go home for a FULL three days and come back fully rested, stories to tell about Lace and Hunt, have eaten, and has taken two showers, you can come back Sunday and see Luck. She really misses you, Jack. But we can't let you see her..."

"Can you just give me a hint about her?! Anything?!"

Jay pulls me up and hugs me tight around the ribs, "She wants you home with Ki and Mark. Lacey and Hunter. Your kids have called here everyday to talk to Lucky. They've asked to talk to you and tell you about school, but you declined. Lucky has begged us to tell you to go home, Sean. We just let you be. We love you. She loves you so damn much. Now, please, go home and sleep."

Jay kisses my cheek and leads me out to my truck.

I climb inside and wave bye to her.

I start to head home and think of the things that they would be keeping her for, not letting people see her.

Maybe something about memory.

Maybe something about her brain.

One thought comes to my head

And

Scares

The

Absolute

Hell

Out

Of

Me.