Hey Guys! Sorry I was gone for so long and that this update didn't come sooner. So, my summer is pretty much over. I get my high school schedule this Thursday and then I start high school as a FRESHMAN one week later. Also, update on the damn kid I like. We've been talking every night, and guys, I'm so fucking love-sick. I'm falling for someone I will most likely never have. We've talked about him coming and getting me from school, and finishing my Truth On Hold.

Truth - In this game, you can only tell the TRUTH. if you LIE, you lose. If your opponent asks you a question you don't want to answer, you lose. Pretty easy and really fun!

But, I hope your summers haven't been totally boring.

ANYWAYS LET'S GET ON WITH THIS DAMN UPDATE!!

I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

~ Mads

JACK'S POV

~~Three Years Later~~

Lucky's been really tired lately...

The kids just turned FIVE!!

They're starting kindergarten in three weeks and Lucky hasn't had enough energy to get supplies and things for them to have.

I am not complaining, I don't mind helping her.

But I am so worried about her.

Jake has finally left our house and STOPPED FUCKING SMOKING IN OUR GUEST ROOM!

Lucky finally yelled at him for smoking in the house, telling him it could damage the kids lungs.

He stopped smoking in our house, standing outside to smoke a whole pack.

He's been going to bars a lot more, bringing random people.

One time he told me about a really hot girl and I just walked away.

I snap out of my thoughts and spin around to see Lucky standing in my doorway.

I frown a little looking at her.

Purple bags hang below her eyes, her hair is in a messy-bun, her skin is pale, she just looks...

Dead.

"Hi, baby."

She looks up at me and gives me a weak smile, "H-hi, Jack."

Lucky's eyes roll back into her head, her body dropping to the floor.

I scramble to grab the phone, calling Ki and Mark.

"LUCKY!" I pick my wife up and press my ear against her chest.

Bum-bumm-bummm-bummp.

"Oh thank fuck!"

I watch Lacey and Hunter poke their heads into the room, screaming, "MOMMY!!"

My heart is pounding so hard against my ribs, I think I'm going to have bruised ribs.

"Lacey! Hunter! Go wait for Aunt Ki and Uncle Mark in your room!" When they didn't talk my order, I screamed, "Now!"

I heard a banging on the door, running downstairs with Lucky in my arms. I yank the door open, tell Mark and Ki what's going on, and Ki insists on going.

Mark kisses her sweetly, letting us go.

Ki gets in the driver seat while I hold Lucky so close to me.

She grips my shirt and starts crying, "I told you..."

"BABY! WHAT DID YOU TELL ME?!" I start crying as Ki pulls into the hospital.

"HELP! MY WIFE NEEDS HELP!"

Nurses rush out and take Lucky from me.

I watch the tears rain down her face.

I'm not going to have her much longer, am I?...

I watch Lucky being tugged away from me.

Leaving me in a mess of

Noise

Pain

Fear

So Much Fucking Love

Worst of all

Death

Is

Hanging

In

The

Air