Manik pov..

     After telling them my decision of choosing nandhini over fab 3 and sharing an emotional moment with cabir and navya, I along with nandhini who was my only source of happiness at this moment, not only moved out of fab 5 jam room but also from the lives of fab 3 and also space academy which gave us lots of memories to our lives. After that we moved it into my home, nandhini had already called Chachi and informed her about the situation asking her permission to stay with me, Chachi readily agreed, already knowing how important that was for both of us.

          Once we arrived at my home, we went straight into my bedroom, I ask nandhini to sit on my bed, I laid my head on her lap while hugging her waist tightly as a safety blanket, at that moment I just wanted her, she was the only thing in this world that mattered the most, and although I knew I did take the right decision, my world was darkened by the hard decision of leaving the Fab5, but Nandhini was my flashlight, my light...

Nandhini pov...

          Manik laid on my lap and was hugging my waist tightly, he laid there with his eyes closed in complete silence, I knew he needed peace so I let him do whatever he wanted without disturbing him. After a few minutes I felt a rush of something cold touching my skin through my top, I realized that Manik was crying, his tears were soaking my clothing but I stood still I was happy to clean his dripping tears with every piece of clothing that I owned, was the pain that he was feeling that was hurting me, for some time I let him cry because I knew he had to take everything out but after half an hour he didn't stop crying and I couldn't bear another second of watching him suffer, so I pull his face from my stomach and made him face me, his sad puffy eyes were a proof of the pain he was in, and when our eyes met I could see his broken soul through his beautiful eyes.

”Why are you crying Manik?” I asked with my love imprinted in every single syllable ”If the tears you are shedding are for the ones who didn't understand your feelings, they aren't worth a single tear of yours, they were very selfish please Manik don't cry for the unnecessary people in your life.”

After my words he calmed down to some extent and after lots of tantrums from him I somehow made him eat his dinner and made him go to sleep, once I was sure that he was in deep sleep I couldn't control my own tears any longer, flashbacks from today's event rushed uninvited into my head, I was blindly convinced that  everything was fine after fab5 sung together but no nothing was the same. They started blaming me for their insecurities and hard to understand why would they ask Manik to choose between me and them, to be frank, I was a little afraid to think he would choose them and leave me, choosing them was not a problem for me but I couldn't bear the thought of him leaving me... I don't know how to live without him, but when he chose me, a little part of me was devasted that the fab5 would break apart, but I couldn't stop myself from feeling relieved from not losing him, he was my love...my life.

I don't know how will I be able to sleep while I couldn't stop myself from thinking all of this, but I was hoping that tomorrow morning if I would wake up...everything will be fine and back to normal.

Again sorry for the late update, I was busy personally and professionally, so I couldn't get any time to write.

Hope you guys like it, please share your views in both positive and negative...

Love
Cathrine