I write this from my mind a lyrics I did hope ya like it just kill me :  tell me tell me tell me tell me who am I saying I'm fine but not really blood drips every time I talk coffee now pain won't stop now tell me tell me who am I tell me tell me when did pain stops tell me tell me well I'll be all right it rips it hurts I can't stop it they call the tease on myself I try to act normal to others but it's no good for no one and I'm good for no one so tell me will you end my suffering tell me will you destroy me will destroy me destroy me I want end this live in pain it's like a circle of a little game I tried I tried to be so happy for others but they deny it just say I'm a little s*** whatever that's the question overdosing on pills Pain I felt no one can describe more than I feel and inside slowly Crossing by saying goodbye to my old friends because they never stay to talk or say" how you're doing?" All I got to say goodbye all I got to say is goodbye blue veins blue lips blue heart Sorry I can't hear you because contract go through me feeling nothing like s*** then the room goes silent as I hear laughter her saying I am finally gone who who who who who am I what post to live what am I? Well well this is goodbye to all of you looking at the sky before dying all this was fun very funny as I close my eyes laughing...... the........  pain.....

...away

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