Apirl 03 2018 time 10:08
What are really your family? Are they really your family? Or strangers  you bearly know them so you call them "bother""sister"dad"mom" are they really those?  I dont know what going with me but i know im losing my emothions to the part were i feel nothing so i his myself in my room were i dont talk to my faimly as they safe away from me they dont know my true mad.This the only rules me and my Bother made no not oscar but my other bother
Step one
Dont cry those are the pussy. If you do cry then cut your self dont show other the  cuts then  will care for the poor little trash
Step two
Dont show your sadness but hid it with big fake smile,fake laugher,fake worrys,fake other stuff
Step three
When your birthday pass you must get a knife or something to cut your hand let the blood drip on your other hand said this words " im alone wolf i dont need hope i dont need love i dont how the rue me if i do or tell the truth then i stabbed the knife in my chest to take out all my sins if not slide my wrist make it white like the tooth of the wolf bit turn me old other day this how god pay my way"
Step fourth the finale
became  cold hearted dont care for no one only your self
This step will never will be broken if so those stranger take use away
                                                                       Ross signing out