Next day

"Hubby, I want to abort this baby." As he woke in the morning, Sana stated in a serious tone, looking at him. He stared at her in utter shock. He didn't understand what happened to her all of sudden.

A day ago

"Now close your eyes and sleep for some time," Sana pulled the quilt over him after giving medicine to him. Sidharth was looking at her cutely like a kid who doesn't want to sleep but his mother is forcing him to sleep.

"But I'm not feeling sleepy, my strict Mumma. Humhra baby ane se phele hi tum toh Mumma ban gye." He teased, holding her hand when she was about to go. She smiled at him.

"Because my hubby is behaving like a careless kid." She pulled his cheeks.

"Are you seeing chotu baby? Daddy is becoming baby like your Mumma." She said to her baby, gazing down at her belly and then swept her eyes back to his smiling face.

"Come let's make your daddy sleep today." She said, raising his head and then sat, placing his head on her lap. He smiled, gazing at her and gently stroking her cheek with his thumb. He raised his head and moved closer to her face. She leaned in and gazed at him intensely.

When their lips were just about to meet, she placed her hand in between their lips and he widened his eyes in shock.

"No kissy vissy until you get perfectly fine." She said sternly after removing her hand and put his head down on her lap again.

"Baby, are you taking revenge of morning from me? because you never said no to kiss before." He was shocked that she denied for the kiss.

She smiled lovingly at him. "This is not any revenge. I am doing this for you. So that you start taking care of yourself and get well soon. I want my fit and fine hubby back fast." She answered him, moving her hand through his black silky hair and then kissed his forehead.

"Now are you seeing chotu baby that Mumma is becoming smart like daddy?" Sidharth said to their baby, gazing at her belly and her smile grew bigger. He kissed her hand, holding it with both hands. Then he closed his eyes and tried to sleep, putting her hand on his chest, holding it tightly. She was moving her other hand in his hair, looking at him with so much love in her eyes. He slept within few minutes. It was the effect of medicines and the effect of Sana's care that finally he fell asleep. She leaned in and kissed his forehead.

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Sidharth woke up after few hours. He saw his baby measuring her waist size with the inch tape. He beamed at her. She was standing facing her back to him in front of the mirror.

"You are only one month pregnant, baby." Hearing his voice, the inch tape slipped from her hands. She closed her eyes cutely like a kid who wants to hide something from her mother but she caught her.

"Hubby, tumhne dekh liya? (Did you see?)"She asked after turning toward him. He nodded his head, sitting up on the bed. She smiled showing her teeth to him.

"Hubby, I know that it's so soon to measure tummy. I was just excited." She strolled to him.

"For the first time, I am seeing that someone is so excited about getting fat." He said in disbelief and she sat beside him, smiling.

She started checking his fever, placing her hand on her forehead and cheeks. She didn't ask him because she knew, his answer would always be the same that he is fine.

"Lag to normal rha hai temperature. Fir bhi ek bar check kar hi leti hoon. (It seems the temperature is normal but still, I should check." She murmured to herself and stood up to bring the thermometer. She put the thermometer in his mouth. She was anxiously staring at the thermometers and he was gazing at his baby.

"Doctor Sana, now my temperature is normal. Could I get up from the bed? I need to pee." He said, giving her the thermometer after seeing the temperature. It was 98 degree which is normal. He was taking the permission like kids in school take permission from their teacher.

She saw the temperature herself first and then permitted him to go because in this matter she couldn't trust him.

"Yes, you can go to the washroom but not the office." She said like a strict teacher. He nodded his head meekly like an obedient kid, having a smile on his face. Then he went to use the washroom.

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Nine months passed away and Sana was in O.T. Sidharth was standing outside, waiting for the good news. The doctor came outside, holding the baby.

"I am sorry. We couldn't save your wife." The doctor gave the baby in Sidharth's hand. The floor slipped down underneath his feet. His fear came true.

Then he woke up in his room on the empty bed. He became scared when he didn't find her lying beside him. He started finding her in the whole house, screaming. He was thinking that he lost her. His condition was worsening.

"Baby.." he finally woke up from sleep in the middle of the night. He was breathing heavily and sweating badly. He looked at Sana who was sleeping peacefully but he didn't get relief. Nightmare made him hell scared. Because of that he thought, Sana was not sleeping, she died.

"Sana, wake up, you need to wake up for me. You can't go like this." He started screaming, holding her face. He was crying badly. He thought he lost his baby forever. His heart was breaking inside into millions of pieces. He was crying, burying his face in her chest. He was in trauma after the dream that he wasn't even able to listen to his baby heartbeat.

She woke up and she became numb to find him crying like this. This was the last thing, she wanted to see in her life. Seeing her hubby crying like, this broke her heart. Words were not coming out of her mouth. She finally mustered the courage and spoke, placing her hand on his head. "Hubby."

He felt like he got his breath back as he heard her voice. He raised his head and instantly looked at her. His eyes were brimmed with tears but he had a smile of relief on his face. After seeing her, he finally realised that it was a nightmare. He immediately hugged her tightly like he wanted to keep her safe in his arms forever. There was no space left in between them.

"I thought... I lost you," he said in a crying tone, cupping her face after breaking the hug.

"Meri toh jaan hi chali gye thi. Aisa laga sabh khatam hogya. I can't afford to lose you, baby. I will die without you. I won't able to live without you. I am so afraid to lose you, baby." He said, going crazy because of fear. Sana was looking at him blankly. She was shocked to react. From the day they came to know that she was pregnant, she was feeling like she was losing his hubby. She could see that he was trying to accept the reality but his fear was making him crazy. His fear was making him weak. This was the only reason, he was not sleeping at night. He was afraid of nightmares.

"Hubby, It was just a dream. I will not go anywhere, leaving you alone. We will be always together." She reassured him, placing her hand on his face.

"Now, you should sleep." She said, sitting up on the bed and placed his head on her lap.

"No word, close your eyes and sleep." She said, putting a finger on his lips when he opened his mouth to speak something. She started humming a beautiful melody to make him sleep, moving her hand in his hair. He was afraid and he didn't want to sleep but still, he slept within few minutes just because of her. Only her love had the power to make him sleep in this state also.

"I want to keep our baby but I don't want to lose you, hubby. I can't see you breaking like this again and again. It hurts a lot seeing you every day in this condition. Your condition is worsening and I can't see this anymore. You always think about me and even now also you are thinking about me. I should also think about you." She wiped her tears which were continuously coursing down her cheeks.

"I'm sorry, chotu baby. Mumma is forced to kill you from her own hands. She can't lose your daddy. She loves him a lot. She needs him. Your Mumma can fight from this world for you but she can't afford to lose your daddy. She is living because of him. If something happens to your daddy, your Mumma will not able to live. It's true like your daddy, Mumma also loves your daddy the most. I'm sorry." She was apologising from her baby. It is very difficult for a mother to do this and it is more difficult for a mother like Sana, who even can't hate or kill her enemy. Killing her own baby who was growing inside her was the most difficult task of her life. She was doing this for her hubby. She could do anything for him. She could bear any pain for him. She could sacrifice all the happiness and comfort of life for him.

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