"I know, yesterday incident made you change your decision, baby. You don't have to do this, Okay. It happened because of that dream. I don't want to recall that dream even. I am absolutely fine." Sidharth now denied the abortion because he knew that she decided to abort the baby for him. It would hurt her a lot if she does this.

"Hubby, this is my final decision. I am ready for it. Now nobody can stop me from doing this, not even you." She said stubbornly, getting up from the bed. Sidharth was shocked to see her behaviour. She was taking out clothes from the cupboard, he ambled to her. In reality, she was hiding her tears from him. When she heard his footsteps approaching her, she quickly wiped them.

"What happened to you, baby? I am telling you na you don't need to do this." He turned her to himself by holding her arm. "Look I am afraid to lose you but more than that I am afraid to see you breaking down in front of my eyes. It will hurt you a lot. You are a mother." Sidharth tried to explain to her.

Who can say that a day before, Sidharth was the only one who was asking her to abort the baby and she was denying it? Now she wanted to abort the baby but Sidharth didn't. One thing that was common in all this that they were doing this for each other. Before themselves, they always thought about each other. This shows how truly they loved each other.

"It will hurt. But believe me, I will be fine because you are with me. Love can heal any pain. Love will heal my this pain also. I have full trust on my love.. on you." She spoke confidently, looking directly into his eyes. Sidharth was shocked, listening to those words from her mouth. She was talking maturely.

"I can't snatch the baby from you. You were so excited about the baby. You need this baby." He uttered, clasping her face. She looked down sadly. He knew that she was doing this for him and now he couldn't let her do this for him. He didn't want to become selfish by snatching a baby from a mother because of his fear. The situation was becoming more complicated for him.

"Why are you saying that you are snatching the baby from me? It's not your decision, hubby. It's my decision. I need this baby but not more than I need you in my life." She said, gazing at him, her eyes were filled with pain and love.

He asked, "I am with you only. Then What's the need of doing this, baby ?"

"You are with me physically only but mentally your mind is just thinking about the consequences of my pregnancy. I am not blind, hubby, I can see that the fear is making you crazy. You are losing yourself. I don't want to lose you. I have already taken this decision very difficultly now please don't make this more difficult for me." They both gazed at each other, their eyes brimmed with tears.

"But.." he was about to speak something but before he could, she rushed to the washroom. He ran behind her. She shut the door on his face before he could enter inside. She turned on the shower and all the taps so that he wouldn't able to hear her crying. She stood under the shower and started crying. After a few minutes, only she slumped down on the floor.

"I am sorry, chotu baby. Mumma has to do this for your daddy." She cried, hugging her knees close to her chest. She was sitting against the wall. This was a mother condition before the abortion.

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"Now I think we should go to the hospital," Sana said after they had the breakfast. They had taken the breakfast in their room only. They didn't talk about abortion after that.

"But why?" Sidharth asked worriedly after cupping her face.

"For abortion." She stated in a serious tone, looking at him. He closed his eyes disappointedly.

"Baby, why are you so stubborn? I am saying na no abortion. And now no one will talk about Abortion." Sidharth denied strictly, waggling his finger at her.

"You want this, I want this. Then what's the problem? You have to listen to me. I am ready for this. We need to do this now. Hubby, anything could happen to me if I carry this baby. My pregnancy is risky. Why are not thinking about me, now? Abortion is the only solution to save me. We will do babies later on." Sana was trying her best to convince him. She even said that she wanted an abortion because she scared to die. But that was not the truth. She was doing this for him.

"Are you sure, baby? This will hurt you a lot." Sidharth asked to confirm and she nodded at him. She knew it would hurt her a lot and she was ready to get hurt for her hubby. She was ready to bear all pain for him. She was ready to sacrifice her happiness for him. She was ready to sacrifice her baby for him.

"I love you so much, baby. If you are doing this for me then you don't have to do this. Slowly slowly, I will be fine. I promise you, I will be fine." Last time he tried to convince her to say no to abortion. She hugged him, resting her head on his chest and wrapping her arms around him.

"Hubby, I will be also fine after the abortion with time. I just need my hubby with me always." She said and few drops of tear trickled down her cheeks. He wrapped his arms around her. She told him indirectly that her decision would not change.

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Sana was lying on the bed of the hospital. Sidharth was standing beside her, holding her hand. The doctor was making everything ready for the operation. He was looking at her worriedly. His eyes were saying to her that she doesn't need to do this. She was trying hard to not cry because she knew that if she cries in front of him then he would never let her do this. She was trying to be strong for her hubby only.

"Sir, you have to sign some papers on Reception." A nurse informed Sidharth after stepping into the room.

"I am just coming, okay." He bent down and placed a soft kiss on her forehead. As he walked out of the room, tears rolled down her cheeks mechanically. She was feeling like she was going to lose a very important part of her. The baby which was growing inside her womb was innocent. Without any fault, she was killing him. She was constantly apologising from her baby. In few days only, she had seen lots of dream with her baby. Breaking her dream with her own hands was not an easy task.

"Mumma has to let you go, chotu baby. If this is possible, then please forgive your Mumma." She cried miserably, wrapping her arms around her belly like she wanted to cry, hugging her baby.

"So, are you ready for this Mrs Shukla ?" Doctor asked from her.

"Yes." Sana said, wiping her tears. Doctor asked the nurse to give her medicine.

At the reception, Sidharth was filling some necessary forms. Tears were constantly cascading down her cheeks. Doing this was very difficult for him too. He was doing this, putting stone on his heart. He was regretting now for asking her to abort their baby. They were killing their first baby with their own hands. He was calling himself selfish. After filling the form, he sat down on the bench and started crying, pressing his hands against the bench. Today Sana's hubby was not crying, today a father was crying for his unborn baby.

"Did you lost someone?" A lady asked from him, placing a hand on his shoulder. She was standing in front of him. She was of his mother's age. He raised his head and stared at her.

"I came here for an abortion. My wife got pregnant at a very young age. She is just nineteen years old. The doctor suggested I should abort the baby because it is risky for my wife. I can't lose my wife and even I don't want to lose our baby. My wife was happy with pregnancy but because of my fear of losing her, she took this decision." Sidharth didn't know why he shared his problem with that lady.

"I gave birth to my first baby at the age of eighteen. Look, I am sitting perfectly fine in front of you. Getting pregnant at a young age is risky for a mother if no one is there to support her and If she has a lot of pressure on her head. Seeing you, I can surely say that she has no risk because her husband is there to support her. You should not abort the baby. You only need to take extra care of your wife." She explained to him and Sidharth felt relief, listening to her words. At this moment, he only wanted to listen to this. He needs assurance that nothing would happen to her because of the pregnancy. The lady came into his life like a god.

"Thank you so much. I need to go." Sidharth thanked the lady before standing up. The lady was just smiling at him. He rushed to stop the abortion. He waited for the lift for thirty seconds which were like thirty minutes for him. Then he ran toward the staircase. He reached there, panting. When he was about to enter inside, a nurse stopped him.

"The abortion is going on, You can't go inside." The nurse said, taking his breath away.

"Please stop it. Please" Sidharth begged the nurse. He didn't want to lose his chotu baby at any cost after listening to that lady's words or else he would die in guilt.

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