Shinji POV

I can't believed that I kissed Mizuka! And...on my own will! It was so embarrassing! What's even worse was...It became...a bit...not so family friendly...what I'm trying to say is: IT WAS A FUCKING MAKE OUT SESSION! something that I NEVER expected to happen...it got so heated that we almost...we almost...got really intimate.

Thank goodness that is over, but now that I think about it...I didn't want it to stop. I bite my bottom lip as the memory of our make-out moment becomes vibrant in my mind:

My lips touched Mizuka's lips, they were so soft, gentle and moist. It seemed like he had been doing these types of things with other people, he knew what he was doing, because clearly I wasn't. His warm hands reached up and cupped my face. It felt so good; I didn't want it to end. It was like his lips were honey, it lured me in more and more by the second. I felt my stomach turn into knots as his lips gave attention to mine. Small little noises kept escaping my lips as that kiss became longer and deeper. Then, I felt something dance across my bottom lip, from the sudden contact, it made my mouth open with another of those small little noises. I feel something wet and warm slide into my mouth, it danced across my mouth, touching every part of my mouth, again, it made me make another of those noises. That wet and warm thing reached over and touched my tongue, it danced and moved around, it was like that for a few minutes; me making those noises and Mizuka devouring my mouth.

Then, a noise could be heard from Mizuka's pocket; it was his phone, someone was calling him. Suddenly Mizuka pulled away from the kiss, he took his phone out of his pocket. Saliva fell from the sides of my mouth, I quickly went over and cleaned my mouth quickly.

"Sorry Shinji, can you please excuse my for a second..." Mizuka said in a slight sigh.

"U-uh...u-um ye-yeah..yeah, I don't mind..." I nod my head as I look into his alluring flaxen eyes.

"Thanks..." He smiled slightly as he stood up from the couch and walked outside.

And...since then, Mizuka hasn't returned. Where could he be? Is he still talking on the phone? I don't know, I haven't gotten up since then, he left around late noon...now, it's the evening. He has been gone for more than four hours. Which is making me quite nervous. What if something happened to him? What if he left me in his house, I don't he'd do such a thing, but it is still possible.

I finally stood up from the couch, making my way slowly towards the door, my mind keept thinking about the possibility that could occur. My hand reached over to the door knob as I see it open widely. Mizuka stood there with...Ms. Ayumi?

"Mizuka, you're back...with...our English teacher?" I raise my brow as I see Ms. Ayumi give me a warm and longing smile.

"Yeah...about that..." Mizuka rubbed the back of his neck as he looked over at our teacher then at me. "Maybe...you should sit down for what you're about to hear..."

"Alright...?" I nodded slightly as I kept on wandering why in the hell is our teacher here!

"Then...let's go, we shouldn't be wasting any time" Ms. Ayumi spoke up as she walked inside.

Mizuka and I follow after her as we both sit on the couch, Mizuka's hand held mine comfortably as I like the feeling, actually...what are we? what is Mizuka to me? Are we dating? I don't know...well we did kiss a while ago. But...What in the world did it mean?

"So...you guys wanted to tell me something?" I ask as my gaze changes from Ms. Ayumi to Mizuka.

"Well...honestly, it's two things..." He said in a slight mumble

"Then...what is it?" Mizuka nodded as he exchanged glances with Ms. Ayumi. She nodded as she looked directly into my ruby red eyes, her brown chocolate eyes remind me of my father as I look into them.

"Shinji..."

"Yes...Ms. Ayumi?" I turn my gaze over to her as she has a soft yet gentle smile

"I...am your sister"

"W-what?...how can you be my sister, I'm an only child..." I furrow my brows as I cannot believe what Ms. Ayumi had said. 

How can that be? I have never heard of having a sibling, there aren't any pictures of other people...how can this be? This is making so sense.

"So they did disown me, huh..." She whispered as her gaze lowered.

"Ms. Ayumi--"

"Ayo...Ms. Ayo, I told that class a false last name because...I was afraid..."

"Afraid of what? Mizuka, Ms. Ayo...what's going on?"

"Ms. Ayo is right Shinji...she is your sister, it was hard for me to understand it at first...but she really is your sister" Mizuka spoke up as he fidgeted with his dark blue rectangular glasses.

"Shinji Ayo...I am your Sister, Reika Ayo" Her smile was bright compared to my confused, troubled and angry expression. I just don't know what to do or say? I am angry, yes worse than hell...but, I also feel happy and relieved that I finally have someone that is related to me.

"Wh-why aren't you living at home? Why didn't no one tell me about you...not even grandma?"

"Because...she promised not to tell you about me not in any circumstances...because...she helped me be free..." She smiled softly at me as her gaze lowered to the ground.

How...can such a secret be kept away from me, I am angry at that thought. But still....I am happy that I have Reika...I just don't know how to feel about all of this happening so suddenly. It is like a second of time, it happens so suddenly that you do not know how to react or say. That is how I feel. I feel broken as well, that I have been lied to by my own parents, yes, I am sure most parents lie to their children...but keeping a whole sibling away from them...that makes me feel like I am a lie...like everything about my parents and what they told me is a lie...like all of this fame and fortune is a complete lie...I hate it...that's what I hate the most!

"How..can she...-- what do you mean free?" I have millions of questions that are running and attacking my head but there is only one that I gave importance to at this moment.

"How would you react if I'd told you there is a way to end our parent's forced perfection on you?" She narrowed her eyes but it didn't have a bad intention.

My eyes widened as she was still looking into my ruby eyes. What does she mean by ending my forced perfection? That is impossible! 

"Wh-what do you mean? That's not possible..." I say in a whisper as my gaze lowers to my hands.

"Is it really Shinji? How do you think Reika got away? She didn't just fly away from your parents"

"Mizuka is right, I escaped, You didn't always live here in Japan Shinji, You was raised, and lived here all your life..but you wasn't born here...they followed me ...grandma helped me escape...I left when I was thirteen years old, you was only a year so I was sure that you wouldn't remember me" She whispered

"What? Nothing that you are saying makes sense...what do you mean?" I furrowed my brows as I pass my hands through my chocolate brown hair. None of this is staying in my head, My mind is acting on it's own, my mind is very vulnerable. I am in a state that I am willing to believe anything at this moment since I don't know...I just don't know.

"You was born in Australia...same as me, I was raised there and I loved it, but...I had to go...I trusted grandma and I still do to this day and I can't thank her so much for what she has done for me" Reika's expression was always a gentle smile throughout all of this explaining.

Again, this is leading to nowhere! I keep asking questions and they never get answered. That is what I want; answers to my questions, answers for all of this confusions, answers to the real me. 

"Can, you please tell me what you are trying to get at this?" I don't care about all of this family and who's related to fucking who. I've had too much things told to me today and this is just adding fire to the flame! What else could I be told today!?

"I ran away...because I was forced to become like you...I was forced to become a 'Perfect Lady'..."

And I stand corrected...there are worse things that could be told today.

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HEYOOOOO!! It's me again to bother the crap out of people...hehe

ANYWAYS! This chapter took a bit longer to write since I'm sick 😭😭😭😭=/

Yeahhh....So. I have been told by someone, You know who you are, That I shouldn't be putting too much pressure on myself at this moment...so, I am going to take that person's advice and relax for a bit...OH BUT DON'T WORRY...I STILL WILL BE UPDATING just...not as frequently. I would say...maybe once or twice a week... eh, Idk

BUT THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE ADVICE!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I'M HAPPY THAT YOU ARE MY FRIEND!!!!!

Anyways....I'm gonna go sleep... See Ya next Chapter!

Baii Baii

-Twilasky