TW: This one shot talks about sui**de and trauma , Read only if you are comfortable

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You will never become anything successful, You are the problem..... Why were you born Like this.....

all the voices from the family and closed ones lingered in her mind troubling her ....

She wiped her tears and gently saw down near her legs...The no moon night and the absence of electricity in the whole locality had darkened hurting her eyes and making it impossible for her to judge, where the floor was...

She slowly inched her foot and kept her feet half outside....in the air......Her legs started slowly shaking at the fact that there was no support ahead...but there was more commotion in her might for her to notice her fright...

She sighed...and closed her eyes...a tear drop fell from her face and the wind blown it down to the ground....

She saw below again...hoping to see the ground in all darkness....the only last thing she remembered was she pressing the building lift frantically to the 34th floor that is the last floor and standing up on that railing...

And its been 15 mins she standing up on that railing wanting to end her life once and for all ...To end the endless pain once and for all....as so she thought...

Just Jump, girl, Noone cares about you... Her heart pained...and tears ran down her swollen face...

She slowly inched her foot out ..and closed her eyes......

She was about to jump..........

But she felt a arm around her waist that swung her brought down to the railings...... and made her stand...infront of him...

All of it had happened in a spilt second...

Monami squinted her eyes...to see who did that , but from the shadow she could only make this out, that a Man slightly tall than her was standing in front of her.....

She could not recognize him.....

All the angst and anger was making her heart beat...

She hit his chest with her hand and started crying...

What do you think of yourself?? You are some Guardian Angel?? To save Me??? and Dont you dare give one of your TEd Talks to change my mind....!!!! You dont know me!!!! So dont even try..... she pushed him aback....

she wiped her tears....

Finally the man spoke...... No.... I am not .... he said....and she could hear him sigh....

Who am I to stop you??? he asked gently....

She was irritated ... then why did you stop me?? she yelled at the top the lungs....

You are in the wrong place.... the man said slowly...

Wrong place???? Wrong place, You dont even know what all I am going through , So shut the fuck up... she yelled ...at his dark shadow and proceeded to the railing.....

The man again held her hands and pushed her back....she tried to protest, but the man was too strong for her ...

And he made him face her...

Still even now, She could not see his face....although she could see he had a slightly oval face with no beard...and he sounded young, maybe her age, or he might be around her age is what she could guess....

Its wrong..... he said holding one of her arms.....

But she has had enough, she pushed him on his chest so hard that he walked aback a little not able to complete his sentence....

What is wrong ??? What is the point of living when nobody loves you??? Its not that I did not try to satisfy, I changed myself for them, but still...my own family doesnot treat me right.....For them I am the problem... she yeleed...

And an awkward silence accompanied it....

The boy siged again...and came near her... You are just in the wrong place, If could go to the other side of .... he said..

She could sense his face near hers....and walked a little back....

Her eyes widened hearing it.... I am at the wrong place!! What other side?? Where is the other side!!! My whole family, is not with me what other side...!!! she cried.....

If, only you could walk the other side and see... and I understand your family left you...But this You have come alone this far....Don' t you think The other side of life is better...and it is the best choice you could make... if you are going to leave them.... Leave them properly na...Not in bits and pieces....Let them be at peace...You go find your peace Alone....

The other side is the Best way dont you think??

She sighed .......

and again a silence followed...

The winds blew and she wiped her tears again....soothing her heart to slow down....

I know it hurts, and how life had taken out of you to be here, but trust me...Its not the right option to do.... he said...

you know cinema main yeh dikhatein hai ki...ye kardiye to banda mar gaya...but aisa nahi hota real life main....In real life you have to endure pain to die...aur yahan se khudoge toh... you will have broken arms and legs...Do you wish such a painful death??? try toh banta hai...on the other side ...Dont you think?? Not for your family, but for you...you ?? Dont you think??he asked gently...

She wiped her tears as a doctor she knew exactly what he was talking about....She herself had handled such cases....

But its not going to easy..... She cried....

Jumping from here is also going to be easy..... he replied instantly...

She held her head...so much commotion in her head that it started to pain....

He was right though...If she lands up in the hospital, she will be more in this mess...

She did not know for how many minutes she stood there leaning on the railing...and she could see the boy walking here and there on the terrace.....

She had indeed last it all...but as he said her mind reminded her that she had not tried the other side of life.....What if she lives alone, cutting off her ties with everyone?? she wondered...Will she be able to live alone??

She remembered his words..... You are in the wrong place...!! So what was the right place for her??? her mind wondered...

What if actually there is a right place , where she was happy in this life?? What if???

It took so much of her grit and determination for her to step up that railing.....but now her heart somewhere had an desire a small hope to live or see the other side like he said....

AAAAAAAAARGHHHHHHHHHHHH her heart pained and shouted inside....

Not for your family, bbut for you... his words lingered in her mind....He was right though....All this time she was desperately trying to please her family...and did nothing to make her happy....

The very fact she became doctor was to please them in the hope her family would accept her ...But slowly it did became her passion...But...Has she lived for her...EVER?????? like he said she wondered...

The night had even darkened ...And she was still in dilemma...

With every inching second...The girl in her wanted to live more...the doctor in her validated her feelings that she would suffer only more

try toh banta hai... she remembered his words.... it was as if his words were engraved in her heart...

She closed her eyes...and realised there was indeed other side that she had completely foreshadowed...and never gave a try....

She opened her eyes wiping her tears....and BOOOOOm...the light in the locality was restored....

She saw the light and immediately turned back to look at him...

And there he was standing in his tracks and Tshirt....standing looking at the side...

She saw him and smiled a little and walked towards him...

You are right....I should try the other side...I haven't tried yet..... she said wiping her tears...

Uff.....I thought you jumped... he said turning....

She ssmiled a little....

No ....I too realised I was in the wrong place......A place where you are taunted and tramatised ...How can that be family??? You were right I was in the wrong place...all along... she said and wiped her tears...

So, Finaaly you going to... he gently bent and asked......

But before he could complete his sentence Her heart pounded and she said... Live!!!!! try toh banta hai na???

He looked at her confused....

So, you are not going to other side....???

her eyes wwidened...

The side that you were about to jump had Walls protuding so I said you should jump from the other side....

She looked at him all confused.....

What??? I am tellinng you ... From thr first you are at THE WRONG PLACE... from the first.....

She wiped off her sweat from the face..... Whaat???? she asked....

And the boy laughed out loud......

She sighed and bit her lips....and she too laughed a little....

Karan Shergill... he extended his arm....

Monami...SHe took his hands....

By the way good choice.... he said..

Monami smiled .....and was about to walk offf..

Sach mein uss taraf wall thi kya ??? she asked...

Karan smiled and slowly noded an no...

They both smiled...

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