More Than Childhood Friends
Chapter 7
12/25/17 (Merry Christmas!)

As the snowdrops down, I realized that I didn't have a chance to talk to him and say goodbye...

It was our last day in school, rumours have stopped and eventually, It has the first time that I've seen Alfred smile so happy with someone who isn't me but my sister, Carmela. Personally, I like to know... If he ever did think twice coming back to me after our break up.

But I guess it wouldn't matter anyway, me and Mark we're together now and they're too, so I guess there's no reason for me to cry just like I did before.

After our break up questions that I cannot answer pops up in my head, for weeks and months. I still wonder why I didn't get back to him and said goodbye after our last day before we moved town.

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Now that I'm 26 and so is Mark, we live in our house and we are happy. And we have 2 kids, Zen and Pete. They're both boys and I promise to myself that I will take care of them.

But I hope I didn't crush your dreams because I and Alfred didn't become together but it was nice to remember that we did use to be together but I guess, this is what they say move on.

I never regretted what I did and what I couldn't do before. But if I could turn back time, I want to see what was the future we can hold if we didn't break up. I hope you don't regret anything you've done in your life guys, I don't want you to be like me. Hehe.

Well, it was fun writing a diary of how my life was before. But I think I'm exaggerated too much when I was a teenager, but it was worth a shot to have a diary. At least I expressed myself in this notebook before.

I... I don't know. But today 12/25/17 I'm already 32, and I don't have any pages to write my life is right now but I can tell you that I love my life right now, and I don't know..? Maybe years later I might not remember this notebook and might just be thrown it away and right now... Whoever is reading this, I hope that you have a happy life.

My name's May, I own this book since 08/16/__ until __/__/__, and now I need to say goodbye.

~The End~