Zane had arrived home tired as everything, he put his keys up as well as his sweater. He went to his couch and sigh in relief that his work was a success. Least for the day, it helped  with his constant negative thoughts to remove any source of stress singing was an outlet to the constant reminders of the past. Why he hated himself all of the sudden was beyond his own self to comprehend but Everytime he thought about it. He hated himself no doubt about it always self harming no wonder aphmau took pity in helping the poor fool he always thought. She'll leave eventually he knew everyone did the only one who ever really stayed was Vylad and Garroth but that was only because they had to they were family after all. The only one who ever really took care of him was Garroth taking care of his baby brothers but barely was around anymore to give him that affection. He was always out with his friends or something. Sighting he took his remote and pressed the button staring at nothing but static before changing it to my little horsies. He knew it was childish and he really loved it but why he always watched it was a mystery to even himself. "Just what I needed" he said happily grabbing some cookies from the kitchen he left sitting for the day. The show begun and his mind ran with his happy thoughts. These cookies had been made with his happy pills and the show helped boost that feeling of happiness. When in reality he felt bad for going so far as to take these. But at the moment that didn't bother him. No all that bothered him was that the evil mastermind behind this plot was shit and should be redeemed for the sake of the show. They needed a nice change.

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Oh hey sorry it took fucking forever.
But y'know I was just not having a good time forgive me