This book isn't going the way I want it to.
When I first started it, I kind of wanted it to be like an Internet diary thing, but it turned out to be filled with randomness.
I mean, there's nothing wrong with randomness
It's just, I wanted my chapters to be long and interesting
Instead they're less than a sentence on a page with a picture attached
Also, it's been harder to write. I have so many chapters that remain unposed out of fear. I hate to say it, but I worry about whether or not I can trust people. Friends, strangers, doesn't matter. I have trust issues because of a backstory that I won't get into. But yeah.
I've been wondering if I should make a secret account, just to get away from people I know irl, then I could what I want without fear of judgement or betrayal
I might delete this book and start over
Don't get be wrong, I love you all with all my heart, I'm just not sure what it is I want anymore.
This has been bothering me for a while and I figured I'd get your opinions on it
Thoughts?

(Btw please don't take any offense to anything I said, if you knew the stories behind them you'd understand)