This is all I've heard recently:

"Are you okay?"
"What's wrong?"
"Are you depressed?"
"Do you have depression?"

I've got answers to all of these questions, none of which will I say aloud.

Look, I appreciate people caring don't get me wrong.

It's just, right after I say "I'm fine, just tired" and fake a smile,
They keep questioning me
And they won't stop.
It just pushes me more.

They'll either do that or poke fun at me for hanging around my best friend so much.
"Oh you must have a crush on him, you're always clinging to him."
"So when's the wedding?"
Etc.

Once, someone pulled me aside and said "It must get really annoying for him. You know, with you forever following him. I mean seriously, you really think anyone would want to be your friend? You're so annoying and you aren't funny at all. Consider others' feelings once in a while why don't you? Ugh you should just leave people alone."

The only reason I cling to him is because I'm afraid to let go. I feel he'll leave me for someone better just like everyone else. He saved me, I can't lose him. I know how terrible I am and I know I'm unwanted. Look, you don't have to keep pushing me and then act all innocent and say "What's wrong?" Like seriously bítch take a wild fucking guess. You don't care about me, you made it a point I know that, so quit the innocence act and tell me how you really feel. It'd ruin your image? Oh, sorry, not thinking of others feelings again. My bad, I guess I have to work on that.

Long story short, I hate lies, being fake is just another form of lying.

Sorry about the rant guys, I just wanted to type that out and lift some weight off my shoulders.