Loving you, is the hardest thing for anybody to do. You look like a fairytale dream come true, but you act like the villain, devious and cruel are you.
 
    You are a wolf in sheep's clothing, hunting and endangering all forms of life. You smile and giggle like a small child when you inflict pain.
  
    I hate you with all my heart, but I still love you, it makes me sick to my stomach that I cannot get over you.
  
    You have smashed my heart that I entrusted to you, I watched you do so, with eyes crazed and a smile that would have scared the most insane.
   
    I'm cracking at the edges, barely being kept together, if something devastating happens to my boys, I'm not sure if I will recover.
   
    Always looking behind me, eyes wide with fear, adrenaline rushing, and heart pounding. I may never be the same girl, carefree and happy-go-lucky ever again.
   
   Just know, that I gave you a shot at the best life, I saved you, and you owe me your life, I gave you a home, hands that were soft and forgiving, food that never run out, and water of plenty, you have no idea what you are losing, once you are gone, you will forever regret hurting me.

  This is a poem that I have written about my horse. I did save him, he was being abused, beaten, and I saved him. But he re payed me with pain. I did everything for him, new equipment, new supplements, 3 different trainers, changed his feed, gave him toys to keep him happy, but nothing worked.
   Because of him, I may never completely trust any horse again (on the ground) even my two boys, Camino and Jackson whom I've known for 6 years. I'm always looking back these days, so that I can get away if I need to.
   If a horse moves it's back leg, I fly backwards, not because I want to, but because my instincts remember and all the danger I was constantly in, my reactions became instilled in me, to keep me out of harm.
   I really did like dash, and still do in a funny way, but I know that I don't deserve this, I shouldn't have ever had to go through this. But I have learned much, and it has made me better on the ground and more aware of my surroundings, I have learned from my mistakes, and so hopefully I will never go through this again. Thanks for everything guys, dash is leaving in 3 days.

Thanks especially to, InsaneGamerWolf Hotchocolaterush Bluejack222 Shinoa_chan

Btw, I went out and rode the first horse on my new horse search! His name is chance! He is a beautiful bay thoroughbred that is 16'3 hands, is 8 years old and super cute and fun to ride! I can't wait to go back to see him!

Sincerely,

                 ~RoaringRiver~