She pushed me away with an angry force.

I try to hold her hand to walk but she's standing still with teary eyes and an icy face. I raised my brows and try to pull her but she won't move.

She shook my hands away from her, she is mad over yesterday's thing I groan said. "it's not a good time let's go for now!"

Y/n: why you're doing this to me huhh!?

She said with a very harsh tone I had never seen her this angry, my heart hurts seeing her this mad with holding back tears.

"What?" I questioned her, I just want her to come hotel with us is it a lot to ask!??

Y/n: you think you can just walk away whenever you like and came as nothing happen?? did I ask you to save me!? Didn't you see what I did to Sammy yesterday!?? And more importantly!!! don't care about me... please!!! suga you already hurt me enough don't think you can cover it up by doing this!! *wipes her cheeks*

I couldn't hold back anymore.

"you think I'm enjoying this? Do you think it's easy for me to walk away? I can't date you... Well, let me clear this IM NOT ALLOWED TO DATE ANYONE!! There are people behinds me if I made one mistake they'll fall with me!!"

Y/n: O-OKAYY you want me to understand this!?? HOW?? Why you're not allowed??

"Cause I am a member of god dammn boy band!!"

I spit it up, she raised her brows, sniffs, and clean her crying face gradually.

Y/n: w-what!?? What boy band? You are a singer??

I went from aggressive to a weak tone like her, "NO, I'm a rapper of a group"

Fine!! Now that I spill, I'll tell her everything.

"I know I did wrong, hate me for that, not others. They don't even know what happened, but all think the whole time that they did something at the dinner that made you upset!"

She again flares up.

Y/n: so why didn't you tell them yourself!?? You know the exact reason!! You know that I'm mad at you, not them. *chuckles mockingly* you still not thinking for yourself!!

My gaze went to a girl, standing in the corner and tossing a key.

Milly: you can talk... I'll take a round around!!!

Y/n went to her and takes the key then starts the car and drives away with her, while I'm still standing like a mannikin. "I can't think for myself that's the problem!"

--//--

A/n:

Suga went back with others, they can feel something happen between you two, but they're giving space to both.

You had no control over yourself, you were scared that you might end up saying something horrible so you just leave him there.

--//--

Y/n pov:

I change sits with Milly after one signal, that son of a bread didn't even say the name of the band!! So I searched direct SUGA RAPPER which showed me...

(Min Yoon-gi, better known by his stage name Suga, is a South Korean rapper, songwriter, and record producer. Managed by Big Hit Music, he debuted as a member of the South Korean pop idol group BTS in 2013.)

I immediately search for BTS...

(A/n: you already know what that shows!!!)

A sudden flashback of---

Suga: you think I'm that free that I'll help you every time??

Y/n:  Yesss!!! Cause I don't think you are some celebrity or something!! so You'll be free.

End of flashback-

ohh crapp!! But now boys got some explaining to do! :‑X

--//--

I reach the hotel and goodbye to Millie she's going back to her home in some days so she gave me the payment and we parted ways.

I'm seriously mad at them now! I thought we all were friends but I was wrong, they don't think of me as a friend otherwise they didn't hide that.

I knock on their doors, jungkook and jimin came out first. Jimin gave me a huge smile.

Jimin: noona thank God you're okay!

I gave them a cold expression, they take back their excitement. Jin came out.

Jin: why didn't you come with us earlier, did we upset you?

I take out my phone and search in front of all (BTS) all wide eyes seeing each other with a face "we're screwed!"

Jungkook: noona we wanted to tell, but our co--

"You didn't upset me, you all hurt me!"

I wanted to act cold, but my tears take a comeback, I'm not an emotional person and it's a small thing too... But I genuinely thought of them as best friends, I shared everything with them and wanted the same in return.

now I can't see them as the same person I used to be,  from students to singers great jump for my small brain.

I went into my room by slamming the door on their faces without hearing their side of the story.

--//--

After an hour:

I shouldn't have slammed the door on their faces, they must be feeling sad for that! why they didn't tell me? Now I ended up making them unhappy. Should I go and listen to them!??

NO!! They didn't even knock on the door once since I entered,

*knock* *knock*

Great timing!! I stand to open, just then a piece of paper slides from outside in my room. I heard everyone whispering to each other.

I pick the paper, unfold it and read...

"I know we all hurt you by hiding our identity, we are truly sorry for that, we were dying to tell you but our company strictly said to go and come without being noticed... we came 4 here cause we needed to strengthen our skills, other 3 are there in Korea. People will make stuff about us if they know!

Hope you understand  (~_~メ) we prepared something for you on the rooftop please come and it's cold we'll wait until you come.

Jungkookie & Jiminie~~

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(A/n: thanks for reading 💜  love you all)