jungkookie & jiminie~~

aww So sweet!! No! NO! y/n, you are mad at them don't waver... I get up, fixed my dress & hair, and went upstairs.

I'm going to get fresh air and to take a little peek at what they prepared THAT'S IT!!!

I move the door lightly so they don't know I'm there, I saw a square table with 5 chairs. jimin is taking out some cans from the box, jungkook placing some snacks on a small bowl, jin guiding them, and not surprisingly suga sitting on a chair in his different world.

Ohh, leave it!! Who am I kidding, I'm going there. They had their reasons, I'll just act cold for a moment and will back to normal!!

I fold my hands on my back and step out, I pretend to see the stars. Jin waved at me...

Jin: come here y/n!!

All looks very delighted I control my smile and ignore them and said without seeing them.

"I came to see the stars!"

Jimin runs to me and takes me by the table and makes me sit on one chair, I'll drop my act now.

"I'm sorry for earlier, I should have listened to you all... I guess I took out someone else's anger on you guys!" I said very sincerely and glance at suga who already finished two beer cans!!

they stand against me, gave me a 90° bow, and said they're sorry for the deception. How can someone be this generous and kind-hearted? To lighten the mood I hit their bowing backs and tell them to sit.

Jimin and jungkook sit against me, jin in right and Suga in left. He is in deep thinking so nobody disturbs him.

"I saw your music video and songs, you guys are extremely talented and you dance moves woahh!! I learned the other three names too... Kim namjoon (RM), Jung hoseok (J HOPE), and Kim taehyung (V) right!???"

all claps amazingly how fast I learn, they started to share how they all met and every story which made me feel I became their real friend! Nobody bothers suga he just kept drinking.

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after an hour of talking:

jin didn't drink much but jimin did! jungkook is a little bit tipsy and let's not talk about suga he's drunk staring at me continuously as I cheated on him.

jin: it's late, I'm taking these 2 down you help suga, please.!

Jin appeal to me but I try to exchange the offer, cause I decided that I should stop staying around suga.

jin: no no!! These 2 are heavy they'll make you fall on stairs. jungkook!! don't go anywhere.!

jungkook leaves jin hand and start to spin round & round... yeahh it's better jin takes them, I agreed then jin without losing his patience takes (drags) them.

I take a deep breath, turn, and grab his arm to stand him.

suga: w-why!???

"hmm?? what why?"

Suga: why you in my head 24/7?? Why can't I stop...thinking about you? Whyyyyy??? Whyy??? Whyyy!?? Why do I wish to see you whenever I come up here?? Why do I want to be with you more than anything!??

He stands and grabs my shoulders then looks deep into my eyes, my lips trembling to ask...

"Are you confessing that you like me!??"

He teased.

Suga: You made me fall in love with you... Now you are asking if I like you!??? *shouts* I MIN YOONGI LOVE YOU Y/N!!! Happy??

His tears roll in cheeks and so did mine, but I didn't know the catch.

Suga: B-BUT!!!

That's what I was thinking about. If he can confess this then he can also tell me the exact reason too! I shouldn't be excited again!! I said what I don't wanna hear.

"But you can't be with me!!"

He chuckles and pokes my nose cause bingo I guess right!! I chose to let him talk with all of his heart.

Suga: I'm always busy I won't be able to talk with you, even if we date and anybody found out, they make a huge fuss... Group just started to do better and i'm not alone there are 6 with me!!! They may be disbanded us or threaten us. They strictly said NO DATING after the debut.

*chuckles and wipes tears*

I see jin hyung who always practices secretly so others won't look after him.

I see Jimin sleeps 2,4 hours to balance practice and school.

I see Taehyung always tries to be better than before.

Junkook in an age of playing games and having fun with friends, he's with us endeavoring.

Namjoon our leader that boi taken the responsibility for all of us, always push himself to the edge to give other strength.

And my hoseok that guy is fighting more than us to prove himself.

I will never do something that might threaten their dreams, even if that means for me to not be with you.... I'll do that!!

(A  third person is listening to all this)

I'm speechless standing with hovering tears, this man is can sacrifice everything to them. His tears don't stop either!! as if he needed to drink this much so he can tell me this without thinking outcome.

I think I know what he'll say next.

suga: that's whyy.....

he loves me, he can't be with me... he needs hel--

suga: help me to stop loving you!!

as expected. I laugh at my fate, wooaah what a love story. I feel like we dated, we broke up and now he's asking me to help get over from me!

he leaves my shoulder and takes my hands with requesting eyes...

suga: please... tell me how I can stop loving you!

"hate me!"

Sugar: make me!

he blacks out and fell on my shoulders as if he hugged me. I feel someone coming, I turn slowly so he won't fall on the ground. just then someone takes him aside.

Jin: I knew he'll act stubborn, I'll take him you should go and sleep.

jin starts to take him away and gave me an "everything will be okay" smile. it's hard for me but I'll make him hate me!!

Cause I love you...

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(A/n: next day will fix everything✨ thanks for reading! Vote if you liked it!)