Bellas POV

I was sitting in Edwards living room. I was thinking about how Edward had kissed me an hour ago. It was as if Johnnie was back. I felt Alice sit down next to me. "Hey" I muttered, a little angrily. "You seem upset" she said, casting me a worried glance. "I am." I said "Do you want to talk about it?" She asked "Yeah, but no one else can hear" I said, feeling that I could trust Alice. "Ok, let's go."

Time skip because Author~Chan is lazy

Me and Alice were sitting in a meadow twenty miles from the house. "So what's wrong?" Alice asked "Edward kissed me and I kissed him back." I muttered. "What's so bad about that?" Alice said, questioningly. "I-I had a wonderful boyfriend before I became a vampire and after I became a vampire I almost bit him and I had to move away without explanation and I feel so guilty!" I said all in one breath. "I see" was all Alice said.

Another time skip

"Hey" I said to Edward when we got back. "Hi" he said hugging me. I went stiff until he pulled away looking hurt. "I'm sorry. We need to talk" I said and ran off to my meadow.
I heard Edward following me. I didn't stop until I got to my meadow, where I collapsed into a sobbing heap. "Hey, hey. What's wrong?" I shoved away my shield and let Edward read my mind

Flashback

"Hahaha!!!" I laughed happily. I was sitting under the stars with Johnnie. "And that's the one I named after you." He said pointing to the brightest star "I named it, Wolfstep, after your clan cat name" I was crying I was so happy. I leaned into him and we kissed. We pulled apart and we went back to our little apartment in Boston.

Flashback end

"I see" Edward said "you had a boyfriend." He whispered, hugging me. "I'm so sorry for kissing you" "NO, no don't be sorry. I actually didn't mind." I said, leaning into him. He pulled me closer and we gazed up at the stars. "I think I love you." I whispered to Edward. "And I think I love you" Edward said, kissing me.